* BORED . BORED . BORED *

[ BORED . BORED . BORED ]

*is jus bored bored bored..borin!!!!!!! aiyo..v borin at hm sia..doc give mi mc until 11th feb..nw is jus a few daes n i cant stand it le..aiyoz..cannot go out..cannot eat wat i lyk..cannot tis cannot tat..lolx..i cannot eat seafood..oh no..no seoul garden..i cannot eat tonkichi..e steam egg got prawn de..i realli misses e potato salad at tonkichi..wanna eat!!!! i wanna eat chicken rice.. i wan spring chicken wif lotsa fries..i wan fish n chip..i wan kfc..i wan macdonald..i wan mac spicy double..i wan i wan i wan..i wan laksa..mayb i shld list out ltr..lolx..

sobx..but cannot..operation operation operation..y durin sumwhere it is near new yr..cannot wear high heels..no jeans..aiyo..then wear wat??..next time even figure gd..no bikini..cos operation got scar..sobx sobx..so ke lian of mi..sobx sobx..stuck at hm..hm..hm..1st is hospital..hopin 4 hm..nw is hm..hopin 4 food..ltr is wk..then hopin 4 rest..y pple simply cant get grateful abt thingys god had given n arranged?? aiyoz..is jus lyk men can nv understand women n women can nv noe men well..mars v.s. venus..

after e operation..i hav learnt 2 b more gratefull..i cherish wat i had nw..realli thkful 4 frenz relatives n family hu r ard 4 mi when i realli need tat..if nt 4 my mom hu called hm durin wk 2 check on mi..i'll b dead le..tat's how serious it can b..dun tink appendix operation onli a minor operation..is realli depeneds on e condition wif ur illnesses..my appendix is filled wif paste..if it boom!!! tat's e end..jus in time..my appendix n all those intestines r alread swollen when i had my xray..cant realli imagine wat will happened..wat will it b lyk when i realli cannot b cured n hav 2 rise 2 heaven?? aiyoz..choi!! touchwood sia..

i tink i'll b lost..so is my family..my relatives..my frenz..my dear of cos.."da nan bu si bi you hou fu" ..lolx..pple..cherish wat u hav..dun take it 4 granted..dun alwaz tink tat thingy cum as u wish..no..it dun..dun alwaz tink tat thingy happened 2 make u suffer..it came 4 a reason..it came 2 make u grow n learn frm it..it came 2 mature ur tinkin..ur mindset..dun alwaz grumble tat ur life sucks..e more n more complain..e more bad karma u will accumulate..create gd fortune by doin gd deeds..even wat u sae n wat u tink will harm u..dun complain..when probz cum..face it wif ur courage,ur determination..n hav e mindset 2 get it solve..instead of wastin time complaining..use tat precious time 2 pray..2 tink of solution 2 get ur probz solved..lolx..

gtg le..take care guys..muackz~

* OPERATION *

[ OPERATION ]

*haiz..nv even expect tat i'll land in e hospital..i tot mayb next give birth need lahz..lolx..but nt nw..but too bad..dun wan oso landed liao le..summore discharged liao le..haiz..e story starts lyk tat..

on e 15th..which is a saturdae..i started 2 experience pain..in my back..then..at 1st i tot is jus a sign tat i'm overwk n over tired..i decided 2 go c doc..which was on e 17th nitez..doc sae nth much..jus gave mi so painkillers..then e pain spread frm onli e left side of e back 2 thru out e back..haiz..i didnt wanna go 4 xray cos scare go liao nth on then waste money..if got sumthingy on then oso waste money cure...on e 19th nitez..my mom accompany go c doc again..doc oso sae nth on..then onli gave mi sum stronger painkillers..haiz..

e pain grows dae by dae..more n more painful..on e sundae mornin [23rd]..at ard 5 in e mornin..i experienced gastric pain..tis gastric pain wasnt e same kinda pain as b4..v v v v v painful..i was supposed 2 go shoppin wif yun n attend my religion stuff on tat dae..i wasnt able 2..i vomitted..vomitted 4 3 hrs++... i struggled till 8.30am..till e clinic is opened..e doc gave mi a jab..n as usual..sum gastric pills..tis time.. sumthingy is wrong..e jab didnt cure my pain as it did b4..my face is pale..my bodi even dehydrated..i didnt eat..jus 2 to 3 mouth of porriage.. n i'm shivering n havin high fever.. but i kept tis from my parents cos i dun wan them 2 worry..

on mondae..which was e 24th..my fever goes off.. so i tot i'll b okie.. so my mom bought mi kui diao mi fishball soup..i cant eat..jus 2 mouth again..she went 2 wk in e afternoon..dear came 2 c mi in e afternoon.. i started 2 shiver n hav high fever again.. i wanna rest so i chase him hm at 4.30.. he keep starin at mi i cannot slp..then at ard 5.30..i wakey n watch tv..a sudden pain attacked mi..v v v v v v v v v pain till i cannot describe..

my mom called at 6pm..jus in time 2 rescue mi..i cried..cryin in pain..then my aunt came n fetch mi 2 her hse..then send mi 2 hospital..then rush mi 2 A&E lohz..go in..1st thingy...take i tink 5 or 6 tubes of blood..i oso cannot rmb..cos alread v pain le..then..nurse ask mi go take urine test..but cant urinate..mayb too pain liao le..then go xray..after which..go observation ward slp..then put drip oso..haiz..

2hrs++ later..finally..hospitalised liao le..when reach ward..doc doc sae xray cum out can c tat my appendix tat area all swollen..95% shld b appendix probz..mus go operation..at tat time was alread slightly past midnite liao le..haiz..12++ lyk tat went in2 operation theatre..OPERATION..wah..tell u sumthingy...e doc v shuai..lolx..kekez..c him alread hao yi ban le..lolx..

thkz 2 gohonzon..i'm back hm after sum sufferin at e hospital..but e nurses n doc i met all v gd..thkz..i'm blessed.. even my dear oso visit mi everydae..my parents n grandparents oso..gtg le..wanna rest~*

* i wan my past back *

[ i want my PAST back.... ]

*haiz..i dunoe wat can sae beside sayin i'm sad..mi n lazyboi nwadaes got so much probz sia..alwaz quarrellin n arguin 4 no valid reasons de..haiz..frm small thingy lyk nt callin him or smsin him 2 big thingys lyk cheatin n hidin secrets..haiz..our times simply dun meet de..wheneva i wanna ask him out..he will b busi slpin or wif his frenz playin bball..wheneva he wanna ask mi out..

i'll b busi restin or goin out wif my soka frenz or sch frenz..wheneva i tried tellin him those probz i faced in e company i'm wkin..he will b givin mi those kinda of bhl attitude..he jus cant b bother my condition at wk..n wheneva he starts tokin abt his thingys..he will b sayin abt his "mei"..wat sae is tat man?? although i oso got tok abt my kor..is jus bcos i'm angry abt him..so i wanna make him jealous..haiz..

wat r we doin 2 1 another?? wat can we do 2 brin us back 2 those sweet moments we used 2 had?? haiz..we used b so en ai..yester went 2 hospital 2 visit a pri sch fren hu is hospitalised..she's contractin cancer..haiz..although e alread remove e affected area le..is still a long period 4 her 2 struggle..c her bf everydae go hospital pei her..c them so en ai..let mi tot of mi n lazyboi..we used 2 b lyk tat oso..haiz..make mi so envy 2 c them lyk tat..

we used 2 b lyk tat..pple alwaz envy us de..nw..y mus i envy other pple??i cannot 4get..i cannot 4get e incident where u lied 2 mi..i cant..i realli cannot..wheneva i'm alone..tis incident will appear in my mind..is jus lyk a movie repeatin its episode of stories..haiz..tell mi..tell mi wat shld i do 2 allow myself 2 4get tis?? how?? plz heal my wound..is hurtin mi..i'm afraid i will suffocate cos of tis..haiz..

i wan those sweet moments..i wan those happi times..plz give mi back wat i deserve 2..plz!!!!!!~

* tonkichi . neoprint . gungfu hustle *

[ * tonkichi . neoprint . gungfu hustle * ]

*muahahaz..2dae is e dae i relax myself after wkin so hard 4 sooooooooooooooooooooooo long..lolx..frenz got difficulties dating mi oso..lolx..kekez..2dae mi, yun n anna went 2 isetan tonkichi 2 eat..lolx..eat until so shiok sia..potato salad, chawhamushi..lolx..n a lot more lahz..lolx..eat until 90++ sia..lolx..summore mi n yun half half treat anna eat..cos she alwaz treat us ma..lolx..

then went 2 far east take neo print n look at clothes lohz..cos new yr cumin le ma..lolx..haiz..no time 4 my dear oso..sobx sobx..so sorrie..haiz..oh ya..after takin neoprint..rush back 2 isetan lido watch gungfu hustle..actuall feel lyk watchin wif my dear de..but yester ask him out he sae his mum dun let..so 2dae i abandon him go watch wif my fren lohz..

wah..veri tired ar..feel lyk slpin le..*yawn*..hmmm..gtg le..take care worz!!~

* lazying ard at hm *

[ lazying around at home!.... ]

*finally got a chance 2 rest 4 2 daes..hahaz..at last..my sundae is free..hmmm..but oso v tired lehz..kaoz..having bad ache sia..sorrie ar dear..mus hav made u angry on e 31st of dec..last dae of e yr i still make u dulan..sorrie worz..nt i dun wanna go countdown..but i dun feel lyk..feel v tired n havin flu ma..dun wish 2 trouble u send mi hm oso..dun hav mi ard u can dun need troubled tat i cannot take it ma..lolx..2dae..a special dae..mi n dear 2gether 4 half a yr le..so fast sia..6 mths over liao le..hahaz..lurve u dear..n onli u..

dun make mi angry le..i dun lyk pple lie 2 mi de..so..dun hurt mi by lyin 2 mi again le..otherwise i can confirm tat i wun 4give u anymore..nw at wk place..got a super gd kor n a jie..closer 2 kor than jie..i oso dunoe y..mayb kor more frenly ba..lolx..hahaz(^_^")..feel tat wkin isnt an easy task worz..v tiring de..n mus face those stupid pple hu backstab pple..jie i jus hope u stop hanging ard wif her..she's such a bitch 2 mi..oops..so long nv use tis word le..i oso nv de zui her..siao cha bo..haiz..dun tok abt it le..make mi dulan n will lose appetize sia..haiz..

kor u v gd..xiao mei will rmb u de..even when i resign 2 go study..i will rmb u de..go back malaysia mus tell mi worz..xiao mei will go ur hmtown visit u de..hahaz..beta find mi a sao sao b4 i kopi go find 1 4 u..hahaz..i wun de..i believe tat true lurve mus patiently wait de..hahaz..anw..is a new yr..a new beginnin..wish every1 in tis world can live harmoniously 2gether wif no war n disaster..4 those hu perish in e tsunami disaster..may all e unfortunate rest in peace..take care guys(^.^)*