* i wan my past back *

[ i want my PAST back.... ]

*haiz..i dunoe wat can sae beside sayin i'm sad..mi n lazyboi nwadaes got so much probz sia..alwaz quarrellin n arguin 4 no valid reasons de..haiz..frm small thingy lyk nt callin him or smsin him 2 big thingys lyk cheatin n hidin secrets..haiz..our times simply dun meet de..wheneva i wanna ask him out..he will b busi slpin or wif his frenz playin bball..wheneva he wanna ask mi out..

i'll b busi restin or goin out wif my soka frenz or sch frenz..wheneva i tried tellin him those probz i faced in e company i'm wkin..he will b givin mi those kinda of bhl attitude..he jus cant b bother my condition at wk..n wheneva he starts tokin abt his thingys..he will b sayin abt his "mei"..wat sae is tat man?? although i oso got tok abt my kor..is jus bcos i'm angry abt him..so i wanna make him jealous..haiz..

wat r we doin 2 1 another?? wat can we do 2 brin us back 2 those sweet moments we used 2 had?? haiz..we used b so en ai..yester went 2 hospital 2 visit a pri sch fren hu is hospitalised..she's contractin cancer..haiz..although e alread remove e affected area le..is still a long period 4 her 2 struggle..c her bf everydae go hospital pei her..c them so en ai..let mi tot of mi n lazyboi..we used 2 b lyk tat oso..haiz..make mi so envy 2 c them lyk tat..

we used 2 b lyk tat..pple alwaz envy us de..nw..y mus i envy other pple??i cannot 4get..i cannot 4get e incident where u lied 2 mi..i cant..i realli cannot..wheneva i'm alone..tis incident will appear in my mind..is jus lyk a movie repeatin its episode of stories..haiz..tell mi..tell mi wat shld i do 2 allow myself 2 4get tis?? how?? plz heal my wound..is hurtin mi..i'm afraid i will suffocate cos of tis..haiz..

i wan those sweet moments..i wan those happi times..plz give mi back wat i deserve 2..plz!!!!!!~