[ a new place, a new start ]

[ a new place, a new start ]

everythingy gonna b a new start 4 mi.. i hav jus shifted from Clementi's 3-rm flat (my old hse) to my new 4-rm flat in Yishun.. a new place, a new start.. everythingy gonna start afresh.. i cant realli slp.. mayb bcos i'm slpin on my new bed.. no lahz.. onli new matress.. smell diff.. plus.. it's a 4-rm flat.. so i'm hav my own rm.. my own space.. a bit not used 2 it lahz.. lyin on my bed every nitez.. i tot of e past.. tot of my sch daes.. tot of e dae wif him ard.. my tears drop.. drop automatically..

last fri on vesak dae.. while pple r usin it as a shoppin or restin dae.. my whole family went 2 our new flat 2 do sum last min clearin up 4 our flat.. tian ming ( my dad n my collengue) actuall help mi n my family a lot.. i'm realli grateful abt it.. dunoe how 2 thankie him oso.. he actuall sacrified his time 4 movie 2 drive my dad back 2 my old flat 2 move sum electrical appliances 2 our new flat.. uncle lim gave my dad a fish tank wif a rack.. guess wat.. my dad didnt realised tat i was tat strong.. until he saw mi helpin him 2 move e fish rack.. lolx.. back at our old flat at nitez.. was packin my stuff n helpin my mom n dad.. n guess wat.. i slept at 2am in e mornin.. cos of my useless brother.. cos of e dust.. he kept sneezin.. n he went 2 slp.. pple busyin.. he went 2 buy supper eat.. after eatin he went 2 slp.. realli make mi angry..

woke up at 5.50am 4 work.. actuall i suppose 2 take leave on sat de.. but.. wat 2 do.. i cant take so mani daes.. plus vesak dae jus over onli.. haiz.. wat is tat man?? got annual leave oso cannot take.. haiz.. a bit upset over tat.. on sat.. i took time-off.. n bcos of tat 1 ½ hrs time-off.. i lost my 30bucks allowance.. if i take leave or mc.. cos i hav alread hav medical leave n annual leave.. they wun cut my 30bucks allowance.. but once i take time-off.. tat's e end of it.. haiz.. sianz..

i left e company at 11am on sat (14/05).. n took a cab back wif my dad.. then we again.. started 2 throw our unwanted stuff.. n pack my wanted stuff.. till abt 1.30 lyk tat.. e pple came.. they started 2 move out out stuff.. till abt 5pm.. then we r able 2 clear our stuff 2 e void deck 1st.. plus e lorry 4 hse removal spoilt.. so we actuall waited unpatiently 4 it 2 cum.. mi n my mom took a cab up there 1st.. cos we hav 2 clear e space 4 them.. when they arrive at yishun.. it's alread 7plus.. oh gosh.. end up.. my dad, bro n mi oso lend our hand 2 move e boxes n furniture.. till abt 9plus.. everythingy is move in2 e rm.. now our flat is in a mess..

we went 2 bed at ard 2 am again.. again okie.. oh no.. yester i slp onli abt 4hrs.. yet.. i not mentally tired.. jus physically tired.. hav cramp n aches all over.. but onli managed 2 slp at 5am in e mornin.. haiz.. n woke up at 9plus in e mornin 2 hav breakfast n buy so stuff we need.. another dae of onli 4hrs slp.. haiyo.. i'm havin dark eye rings now.. we went 2 chong pang 4 breakfast.. n buy sum extra bright bulbs 4 our hse.. n back at hm.. we started packin again.. i started hangin my own clothes.. n all a sudden.. i jus bcame e in charge 4 clothes.. i helped mom hang hers oso.. oh gosh.. her clothes realli alot.. double tat of mine.. double worz.. then i started cleanin my study table n e cabinets 4 my books.. n start 2 unpack my stuff.. it's unpacked, unpacked, n unpacked again.. onli mananged 2 hav my lunch at almost 6pm le.. tat oso bcame my dinner..

after dad left hm 4 e wake.. my mom, my didi n i went 2 central.. 2 withdraw money n we went 2 e fairprice at yishun mrt oso.. bought sum milo n stuff back oso.. back at hm.. i sweep e floor n mop it oso.. my mom sae.. 1st time c mi sweepin n moppin e floor everydae.. ever since i start 2 clean up tis floor.. i'm alwaz e one sweepin n moppin e floor.. cleanin e windows as well.. i jus suddenly bcum so motivated 4 household chores.. lolx(=.=!!).. after doin e household chores.. i help 2 unpack my didi n my mom's clothes again.. we actuall went 2 bed at almost 12am le.. i jus cant slp.. till abt 2am.. then i managed 2 fall asleep.. n woke up at 9plus.. i'll b back at e old flat later 2 retrieve sum of out stuff again.. gtg le.. i'm tired~


"It is an illusion to think that we can find happiness by going to some other place, far away from our present reality. Our happiness is determined by our mindset. If we resolve that the place where we are right now is the perfect place for carrying out our Buddhist practice, and if we challenge ourselves there, then that place will become the "Capital of Eternally Tranquil Light". It will shine as a bright citadel of happiness"

=> above is a guidance i read in daily sensei guidance.. it's veri meanin..