jus like all other daes.. 2dae is a fresh new dae.. n another dae of hope.. been veri busi spendin every single weekend havin soka activities.. last sat.. jus hav a meet up wif my soka kinder chinese teacher who is alread e vice-pricinple of e sch.. she's e teacher-in-charge 4 our yr end alumni concert.. wif her alone, she cant do much.. so she jus great helper like mi.. lolx.. kiddin.. great ex-students as helpers lahz.. e main commitee members r xueyun,mi,may,pinwen n elvin.. 2 more nv cum.. they r stella n penny.. xueyun is e veri head person.. she's e program director 4 tis event.. as 4 mi.. big task as well.. co-ordinator.. haiz.. lotsa thingy 2 do.. n then rush down 2 hq 2 meet benn.. 2 get sum stuff from him.. lolx.. seems so long i last c him le.. haiz.. last sun.. went down 4 e milkrun event.. representin soka there 4 a dance event.. realli hav a great time though e weather is pretti warm.. n i'm havin flu..
tis week has almost cum 2 an end.. 2dae seems 2 b my onli free dae.. yet.. i didnt cum hm early 2 slp.. i went shop shop wif yun at orchard.. thouhgh there's quite a lot of work 2 do.. i still left early.. oops.. feel bad.. dunoe if my director will b angry not.. hack care lahz.. weekend cum.. i mus rest.. haiz.. tired.. my legs r aching from cramps.. had our lunch at sakura cuisine.. ate a claypot tom yam guitao,oats prawns n hotplate beancurd.. oh no.. tat's a pretti big share of lunch.. luckily i didnt take breakfast.. haiz.. i hav made up my mind le.. i wanna jian fei.. cos i realised i dun look as cute as i was when i'm young.. hahaz.. let's take a look at my baby fotos..
e 1st pic was mi when i was a yr old.. n e 2nd pic is when i'm 3 yrs old..cute rite?? lolx.. now.. i dun find myself cute anymore.. i jus change a lot.. guess e onli way 2 look prettier,healthy n cutier is 2 slim down ba.. hahaz.. my resolution.. 2 slim down.. yes.. tis time i'm serious.. got 2 noe quite a no. of new frenz thru e milkrun event.. realli happi 2 noe all of them.. n i'm transferring from asd 2 nrpsd le.. cos now.. i got frenz at nrpsd.. i'm not alone.. actuall i'm workin le.. but i jus dunoe y.. my name was in asd list.. now.. i dun realli hav frenz in asd.. so i decided 2 transfer 2 nrpsd so at least i can still attend sd meetings regularly wif xueyun..
went 2 pei xianyun take her contact lens 2dae.. n got a 5days acuvue define free lens from uncle alan.. it's sample 4 us 2 test lahz.. hahaz.. it's transparent de.. guess i'll hav a hard time wearing it.. still prefer coloured lens.. a bit tired.. stomach having cramp.. tml havin mbers kenshu at jurong kaikan.. almost went 2 e wrong place.. cos i tot is senja kaikan.. lolx.. luckily steph sms mi.. goin 2 attend btc next cumin sun.. n will b appointed as leaders in aug.. it's a veri special yr tis yr.. cos we r celebratin e 55th ywd n ymd formation dae tis yr.. keez.. n i'm markin on a new journey.. jus i wun b alone..
my district leader left my district in jan tis yr.. she nv even notify mi.. i'm her mber n veri close fren.. i'm jus so upset n angry over tat.. bcos of tat.. as a person who gone thru tat.. i tell myself: i'm not gonna abandon my mbers no matter wat happened.. i grow up mature wif my mbers 2gether.. i'll bring them wif mi n not neglect them.. it's veri painful lostin a pillar of support.. i wun let history repeat.. work been goin quite okie 4 mi.. jus sumtimes, i'm can b quite careless at work... not bcos i'm not xi xin enough.. it's jus over careful tat i'll make small n veri careless mistake.. but those stupid mistakes made mite lead mi 2 bearin a veri big responsiblity.. guess i shld chant harder 2 make sure my work goes smoothly n get my increment tis yr end.. haiz.. i jus wanna go back 2 sch n study like all my other frenz..
my ambition is 2 b a teacher.. i love kids.. truely love kids.. so i wanna start off wif teachin kinder n nursey kids.. then 2 pri n sec... i love doin volunteer works.. i dunoe i realli love helpin pple.. until when i was in sec 3, i'm hav 2 serve at e special sch.. when i'm takin care of e special kids.. i noe n realised i love volunteer works.. when i was in sec4, i took a quiz 2 find jobs tat suits my character.. jobs like nurse, social work, teacher n mani volunteer works n government jobs came out.. even teachers in sch sae i look like a social worker.. none of them seems 2 believe i'm in engineering line now.. 2 mani of e teachers.. i'm a decent n obedient ger wif kind heart i believe?? hahaz.. so when after teachin mi n my bro.. they dun believe we r blood related.. cos we jus possess diff character.. kekez.. my didi veri noti.. mani of e teachers dun believe he's my blood related bro.. kekez.. funny rite??
so i hope.. 1 dae.. i can pursue my studies.. n get a job of my interest.. n.. i oso hope 2 go 2 soka university in japan 2 study.. but guess tis dream seems veri far from mi.. n i noe it's gettin further away from mi ba.. a sense of hope is all i need..
P.S. A little of LOVE n COURAGE is all i ask 4 from u..
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