ah choo~

ah choo~

guess wat.. tis weak princess is sick again.. oh sobx sobx (T.T).. actuall didnt realli rest well tis few days.. been veri busy as i hav mentioned mani times..plus..last whole week, i shi mian.. dunoe wat happened oso.. therefore all these led 2 lack of rest lohz.. actuall alread feelin tat i gonna gana sore throat liao.. but i veri stubborn.. yester lunch still eat laksa.. summore buy chocolate pocky n finished up myself.. lack of water oso.. so nw.. havin sore throat.. n sneezing my way spreadin my gems..

2dae is e 9th of nov.. exactly one more mth 2 our alumni concert.. OH NO~ time waits 4 no man ne!!! we still got our invitation cards still printing in process.. n out contacting committee hasnt start 2 work yet.. oh no.. hmmm.. all e a'levels students r away 4 their exams.. n so r those taking their o's.. instrumental ensemble side has stopped their practice at e moment.. vanessa is away 4 exams..but they shouldnt hav a probz i guess.. it isnt their 1st time performing instruments.. tml gonna b e 2nd time vivien n darrell r meetin up..i'm quite worried 4 e 2 of them.. cos one is more western n another more eastern..n e guy is friendly n e girl shy..

most imptly, e songs has yet 2 b decide.. OMG~ ... liveband side.. been progressing smoothly.. but e songs arent confirmed yet too ne.. everytime they practice.. i can see e improvement in them.. most imptly, they realli poured in their heart n soul n make lotsa efforts.. cos 4 out of e 5 pple r soka mbers but non-alumni.. tis is e only item i feel e most guilty wif.. cos everytime they practice.. they mus book e music studio.. n mus fork out their own pocket money 2 pay 4 it.. sobx sobx(T.T).. sometimes they still hav go 4 their practice empty stomach ne.. aiyoz.. as 4 wushu.. jus had a meet-up last sundae wif his vice-chief, Guo Yao n his instructor..they kinda of helpful.. so i kinda relieved..

exhibition side really got lotsa stuffs 2 do.. e sub-committee started working on e research alread.. n tml is their deadline 4 editing.. as 4 e design grp, been progressing quite well.. is jus tat e manpower arent really enough.. n their ah heads are away 4 exams.. Stephanie, Qi Sheng n Wei Han are away 4 their a'levels.. misses u guys ne!!! as 4 Wei Min.. still missing in action.. HAIZ~..

luckily, i still got May, Penny n Kenji 2 help mi.. if not, really will suffocate cos of e workload i hav.. BUT.. Kenji oso sick now.. 2nitez got exhibition committee mtg he oso wont b joinin us.. HAIZ~.. i'm so SICK ne.. now having a high fever!! many pple didnt turn up 4 e mtg too.. many were sick.. guess nowadays e weather is pretty bad.. n many jus finishes their exams.. exhibition sub-com progressing quite smoothly.. jus tat we are afraid tat they dun hav enough time 2 do up the exhibiton stuffs..

Was quite relieved tat i jus heard from lao shi tat e contacting committee had started workin le.. YEAH!! at e same time, they r encouraging those who will be sec1 n above next yr 2 join e chingay'07.. hey~ Soka Frenz out there.. if u see this entry of mine n noe of any ex Soka Kindergarten students.. do encourage them 2 join e chingay.. as.. next yr chingay r meant 2 b 4 SK Alumni students de.. Muahahaz~ Guess it will b a veri happy n grand event..

Jus heard from lao shi 2dae tat GD Ong is inviting those Soka school system ex students who are in spore rite nw 2 join us in e alumni concert.. n heard tat they hav alread set up a committee bcos of us ne.. Good news rite?? they are actually putting up a performance.. n working on a song 4 us.. n e teachers of SK are oso performin 4 us ne.. really looking 4ward 2 tis dae ne.. cos i noe it will b a dae of relief 4 those in e main com.. n will b a dae of excitment though i can foresee tat i'll b super busy tat dae..

just called Guo Yao jus nw 2 tell him tat mi n Xue Yun cant make it 4 e wushu practice this comin sundae morning.. n accidentally told him tat Pin Wen is oso a chingay trainer.. OMG~ .. lao shi havent talk 2 him yet.. OH NO~ .. n i didnt noe.. and when i told him.. he was kinda shocked.. n it was negative comments thru out.. he told mi Pin Wen is in special grp so he is actuall nt allowed 2 join.. i'm oso in special grp ar.. But my chief allowed.. is onli 3 mths.. n in jan n feb.. due 2 e chinese new yr.. soka dun hav much activities de..

sometimes i jus dun understand y chiefs are alwaz sticking 2 rules so strictly.. As leaders of a big organisation.. following instructions n rules is impt.. but mus hav a limit oso.. we mus b flexible at times ar.. worry tis worry tat.. Sensei alwaz sae : "Youth cannot grow without struggles"... yet... our chiefs alwaz stop us from doing tis, stop us from doing tat.. tis is stoppin us from goin thru e neccessary struggles we mus go thru.. it's stoppin us progressing.. lao shi goin 2 call him tml.. n it seems Guo Yao offended lao shi in some way.. n lao shi arent realli happi over it.. OMG~.. from jus now e expression lao shi when i told her wat Guo Yao said.. i can smell lava flowing from e volcano.. n it seems tat it's gonna erupt soon.. *scary*

i jus hopin n prayin earnestly tat Pin Wen can be in e Trainers' team.. he's in e main com.. but has been MIA 4 quite sometimes due 2 his busy schedules.. As wat May they all hav sae.. " Pin Wen, those in e main com misses u ne.." kekez(>O<).. as 4 Xue Yun.. HAIZ~.. was quite disappointed actuall.. she went 2 work ne.. Da jie, u seems 2 4got wat u sae ne.. i tink work really affect her gakkai activities.. but wat i sae is how i feel onli.. n once again.. i down wif lotsa burdens on mi.. luckily.. nw still got May n Penny 2 help mi.. at least.. i can feel more relieved now..

i'm somehow tired.. tired of all e empty promises made.. after so much hav happened.. Guess i'm alread used 2 working alone.. alread used 2 endure-ing alone.. alread used 2 cracking my brain 2 solve probz alone.. rmb e theme of e youth camp i mentioned b4?? "friends 4 life, comrades 4 eternity".. if i were 2 hav comrades who cant b firm n flexible at times, i tink i'll rather b alone.. heard of e chopsticks story?? 1 chopstick can b easily broken, but if u put 10 chopsticks 2gether.. e strength of e chopsticks increases making it difficult 2 b broken.. i truely n deeply understand tat i cant work alone.. wif my strength alone, i cant do much actuall.. but.. it seems like i'm forced.. FORCED 2 work alone..

ever since i returned from e youth camp.. i feel tat i got a stronger belonging 2 tis association.. a stronger belonging 2 SK.. Guess i'll nv leave tis association i grown up wif from young.. Xue Yun is back 2 e trainers' team.. But.. bcos of tis, i felt so guilty of wat i hav done 2 May.. imagine i alread persuade her 2 join e trainers' team, n she is convinced of tat alread.. now.. everything changes again.. tis kind of feeling is like giving a dying person a feeling of hope, n now, u jus tell tat person, u r dyin soon..i realli hate tat kinda of feeling myself.. though May didnt sae anything, i still feel bad 4 her.. xi wang yue da, shi wang yue da.. when u shi yang a long time, u will bcum jue wang.. I'm sorrie.. so sorrie 4 everything~