u give mi hope n smash them in2 pieces again

[u give mi hope n smash them in2 pieces again]

i seems restless 2dae.. u give mi hope.. n smash them again.. u alwaz go MIA.. mayb i'm wrong again.. i jus cant force u.. how am i goin 2 face u?? ur bdae cumin in a mth time.. will u invite mi?? will u?? if i c u tis cumin wkend.. should i greet u?? or should i avoid?? it's confusin mi.. thank u 4 givin mi all e encouragement, care n concern.. i realli appreciate it.. mayb we will jus remain like tis 4ever ba.. remain in tis state.. tis status.. we r nv close.. i alwaz tot we r close.. veri close frenz.. but we r not.. i'm e one bein concern 4 all ur stuff.. but 2 u.. my stuff r my business ba..

haiz.. wat should i do?? 2dae work quite occupied.. at least i'm doin my job- drawing.. lolx.. though i noe pple still questionin my ability.. but i new 2 everythingy.. i need time badly.. lolx.. last week got a new guy workin under my dad.. lolx.. he realli looks like jay chou.. his looks.. his hairstyle.. e way he work oso.. lolx.. but he got hearin impaired.. oh no.. wat a pity rite?? hmmm.. but too old 4 mi.. b my bro is a beta choice.. nv tok 2 him b4.. so dunoe wat kinda person is he... but he smokes.. though my 1st impression quite gd.. but 2nd impression but gd liao.. i jus dislike pple who smokes..

got hearin impaired still dunoe how 2 cherish life.. wat is tat?? haiz.. i'm upset.. veri upset.. can any1 cheer mi up???