[ let everything start afresh ]

let everything start afresh

mom's home today.. supposed wanted to guai guai stay home.. end up.. Daryl sms and said he dont want to stay at home.. ask me if i can go out or not.. end up.. we decided to meet and go for a movie.. choosing a movie is so difficult.. we keep discussing over the phone which movie to watch.. end up.. we watched DIE HARD 4.0 at plaza singapura golden village.. supposed to meet him at 2pm.. end up.. i was slightly late.. SORRY!! we bought the tickets and was still quite early..

actually he haven eat anything yet.. but i ate already.. so he say.. he dont want to eat.. cause i will end up seeing eat.. that's what he never like.. we went walking round and round PS.. feel kind of weird.. we used to be couple.. so it's like kind of weird as friends now.. our show started at 3pm.. before that, we went to buy Nacho combo and popcorn.. he thought me how to dip the popcorn into the cheese.. *nice nice*.. was kind of feeling cold when i stepped into the cinema... i didnt bring my sweater.. and it's so SWEET of him.. he brought it for ME!! *so touched* .. he know me so well.. if it's last time, he will hug me tight.. make sure i dont feel cold.. but now.. he cant.. so he brought his sweater along.. Le coq de.. nice nice..

it's a real nice show!! never regret watching it!!! and thanks for the treat Daryl!! when the show is coming to an end, he's was blowing hot air to his hands.. he's cold.. so i actually grab and rub his palm to keep him warm.. at that point of time, i feel that he feel like grabbing my hands.. *illusion*.. wake up jessica!! after which.. all a sudden.. he mentioned that he wants to buy portuguese egg tarts.. was thinking real hard where to get it beside bukit batok.. so we walked to taka.. hoping to give it a try.. end up we didnt find it.. even the pineapple tarts i want to buy for mom that time i also cannot find..

so we went to bugis.. hoping to find.. end up.. also dont have.. he brought me to go look for Huiqing's girlfriend again.. *haiz* think back.. i feel so funny why i will like huiqing last time.. his character and my character is at the far two extremes.. lolx.. end up.. we couldnt get the egg tarts and we went back.. he actually sent me back to yishun.. we took bus851 together.. we were practically quiet through out the journey.. just listening to my mp3.. he seems to be in his thoughts..

reached home.. he sent me to my void deck area.. and he called me.. after about 5mins i got home.. he saw my dad at my void deck.. oh man!! think my dad recognised him.. he sms-ed and asked me.. is 2years too late?? i was kind of blur.. dont really know what is he refering to.. at first.. he pondered.. so i told him.. if you dont say what you want to say, then dont regret.. end up.. he asked.. he asked if he has a chance to start afresh with me.. was kind of "dont know" what to do.. got online and luckily saw xianyun online.. so i asked xianyun for her opinion and advice..

i'm kind of worried that it's really unfair for him.. yes.. i never forget him all these while.. but there's another person who came and left my life recently only.. and.. our issue also not really settled yet.. i asked Daryl.. are you sure you dont mind?? he said he dont mind, and wants me to put that incident behind.. thank you! thank you for all your understanding.. and thank you for not forgetting me......

let everything start afresh.....