[ true happiness... there you are... ]

true happiness... there you are...

too many things have been taking place recently.. i didnt really have the time to take a breath.. seriously no time.. i'm sorry that i have been missing in action for quite some time.. sorry for those who still reads my blog but i didnt update actually.. hahaz! grandma has been hospitalised for almost one and a half month liao le.. and i have not been visiting her for the past 2weeks.. too much commitments all a sudden and mom didnt really want me to run from hospital to hospital everyday..

plus.. for those who dont know.. i'm going to YUNNAN on the 23rd of sept.. i guess it will be difficult if you people want to send me off.. cause my flight is 8.10am in the morning.. and i have to be at the airport at 6am.. all a sudden.. i just feel so great.. though many things do happened to me.. oh ya.. daryl and me are seperated liao.. it was quite some times again liao.. well, i didnt cry.. shocking?? i think xianyun will be shocked to see that huh.. cause i will always sound like a crybaby.. but towards this incident this time, i didnt cry.. i guess more or less, i'm prepared for this outcome ba..

and gohonzon has given me another hope again.. a hope that makes me being able to see some bright days in my life.. though i dont know how far this hope will go, one thing i can be very assure, i will not wept again.. yes.. and hope is with me to yunnan to.. how good can things be to go on a trip with some hope with you?? sound so chim.. never mind guys.. you will know it some days..

been going out quite often recently.. just came back from a red cross camp last weekend.. and made many great friends.. mei leng, lee koon, fair yii, xiaobai, yu hang.. all 5 of them are from different red cross chapters from me.. it's a bless in disguise huh... BUT.. i hurt my dear hand.. sobx! it's all because of the musical hu-la hook game.. i actually went for acupunture on monday.. and i recovered.. thanks tom! thanks for accompanying me to the sensei.. and so coincidentally, his buddy is from soka.. and his buddy's girlfriend is someone i know.. okie.. it sounds complex yup??

hahaz.. never mind! i have not been resting well recently.. no enough sleep and stuff.. and my appetite arent really that good too.. stomach always upset and i'm having sore throat too.. tom's been nagging me to the doctor.. seriously, i know i'm okie.. so dont worry yup! mom's birthday on the 6th.. bought a cake from bengawan solo.. it's a coffee cake.. it's a gift from him actually.. thank you so much!! hugs!

all i want to say is: i'm enjoying my life now!! with no regrets!

``you wont forsake me right??``