[ useless me....... ]

useless me.......

it's as usual routine.. woke up at 4.45am.. brushed my teeth.. and had my shower!! did my morning prayers.. and waited for my dearest hair to dry before i can bun it up.. ya.. my rebonded hair is gone case NOW!! less than 1yr then ko ya liao le.. was pretty tired actually.. as i have said, i'm always out.. didnt really have the time to rest..

counting down to my yunnan trip.. 2more weeks to go.. really feel so excitied and really looking forward to the trip.. caused i'll be there with someone special.. the person who gave me hope once.. let's describe that person.. he's a guy who thinks that he's the nicest guy on earth.. but true enough, he's really a nice guy.. he's someone who can go all out for things he wants with lots of CONFIDENT.. he's someone who can give me the secure feeling i need.. and what am i to him?? can you describe me??

was out in the ward today.. not really that busy but have a great time chatting with my patients.. one of my patients' sister say she will miss me if i finished my attachment at ttsh.. or after her sister discharged.. she said i'm cheerful and really helpful.. with all words, my hardwork and sweat all this while is worthy!! thanks for giving me the trust in the nursing care i'm giving.. even some of the staff nurses are real nice.. irma, rita, dewi, serina, huiping.... i'll miss you guys!!

i'm left with a more week with my attachment.. one more critical skill to complete.. and it determines my life and death.. ashiqa took my height and weight today.. shall not review what's my weight.. all i want to say is: i lost ONE kg!! sound like a GREAT ACHIEVEMENT.. lolx. but he isnt that happy.. he took it as his fault.. saying that ever since i know him, i hasnt been eating well and stomach not feeling well.. and he feels that he didnt take gd care of me.. it isnt the case lahz.. aiyoyoz.. stop blaming yourself yupz.. hugs!

you're the one i'm looking for....