勇敢的幸福

勇敢的幸福

yester.. was a bad dae 4 mi.. i was havin a bad flu n gastric pain.. yet i was forced 2 work till 8plus.. customer last min fax their sketch of e cutters they wanna order over.. so i was forced by my sales personel 2 stay back 2 draw.. then they oso sae wan straight fluting or spiral de.. end up.. from e customer's sketch, i feel is straight fluting de, so i draw straight de.. end up.. finished liao e sales personel sae is spiral fluting de.. i'm like so tired le lohz.. cant i b granted a break??

but hearin lotsa bad feed back abt mi from my senior.. pple tink tat i'm e one who stole 2 ricebowl of my senior, n make boss transfer him 2 another department.. i dunoe any inner news oso.. i'm innocent.. yet.. pple love 2 back stab n gossip behind my back.. it's okie.. i can endure all these.. but i jus wanna cry out when i ever tot of tat.. mani a times, it isnt my falut, but i'm alwaz e one who get all those stupid scoldings n 2 bear all e mistakes n responsiblity i dun hav 2..

mayb i'm young ba.. nian qing jiu shi ben qian.. pple envy.. no choice.. but i'm tired.. how i wish i can fulfill my dream of goin back 2 school.. i wanna fulfill my ambition.. i alwaz believe in tryin.. cos i noe if i try, there's a glimpse of chance of succeedin.. so i try.. try 2 make engineering design as my ambition.. i try 2 make tis my dream.. i need tat courage.. 2 b xin fu..

i alwaz tink u r e one i can turn 2.. is u who came in2 my mind when i almost burst out in2 tears yester while workin.. is u who makes mi hold back my tears.. 2 at least struggle on wif a glimpse of courage tat i hav.. but whenever i feel like calling u or sms-ing u.. my hands trembled wif fear.. i'm jus afraid of rejection from u.. i noe.. wo xin zi du ming tat i'll nv b e one who comes across ur mind be it when u r upset or filled wif joy.. i noe.. u dun hav 2 explain.. but.. i jus cant stop tinking of u.. i jus cant tellin myself not 2 love u or care 4 u.. u're e one who pick mi up when i fall badly.. u're e one who opens e door 2 happiness 4 mi.. if not of u, i'll nv b able e door of happiness is open 4 u.. plz brin mi along.. plz wait 4 mi at e finishing line.. dun worry.. though i'm far behind.. i'll catch up wif u................................

P.S. A little of LOVE n COURAGE is all i ask from u..