[ is everything okie? ]

is everything okie?

life isnt always as smooth as we think.. it's been one week since i started school.. well.. the time-table is quite terrible in some ways..

mon - 8.00am to 5.00pm
tues - 8.00am to 5.00pm
wed - 10.00am to 5.30pm
thurs - 8.00am to 5.00pm
fri - 8.00am to 12.00pm

for wednesday wise.. dont be too happy when you see that school starts at 10am.. this will be the first week thing only.. my CA just mentioned today that she has booked the lab next wednesday morning to conduct CN (Clinical Nursing) practical extra lesson for us.. oh! that's so WELL-PLANNED!! hais! and on friday.. an early dismissal from school means there will be a high chance that you will be INFORMED to stay back from extra lesson.. see the word?? it's INFORMED not ASKED worz.. see the difference people!! hais.. wat to do?!? ultimately, nursing was my choice of study.. nobody forces me to take up nursing actually..

been quite busy recently over meetings.. and gatherings.. monday.. there was a prayer session but i didnt attend as i have a yep family gathering in school! then tuesday was a holiday for all ite as the ite won an international recognised award.. i would hope that it will be a day i can stay home and sleep till i wake up naturally.. but ultimately, there wasnt such a chance!! we have a yep family hari raya gathering.. we actually went to khairul's, zaki's and jamal's place.. and then after which.. the 8 of us (shaun, yeowchong, wuihou, guosheng, tom, miaozhen, carolyn and me) actually went to cenileisure for a k-session!! ya.. i was really sick.. having sore throat and coughing badly..

but... i jus want to GO!! hahaz! the session lasted for 3hours but i was COMMANDED home.. so no choice but to leave early.. well, expectedly, my VOICE got WORSE!! wed.. i meet up with xueyun IMMEDIATELY after school for dinner at bukit panjang plaza before we actually attend the leaders' study meeting at senja.. we had long john silver.. YES! i know it's FASTFOOD.. and my VOICE got really BAD till xueyun cant really HEAR what i SAY.. hais! serve me right lahz! it was raining and i'm really feeling very sleeply through the whole meeting.. i feel that nothing has really gone into my mind.. hais! sound so pointless attending the meeting..

thursday.. i'm supposed to have a planning meeting at uncle hua thong's place.. BUT.. i didnt go!! wasnt feeling that well.. and my throat hurts!! tom actually forbided me from talking.. you cant even stay by my side 24hours/7days.. how will you know if i got talk?? hahaz! i went home early hoping to get into bed early.. but.. eneded up, i spent hours at the computer.. then on tv programmes.. then on food.. end up i got no choice but to only go to bed at 10pm.. i'm really full and feel bloated because of the heavy dinner i took..

it's friday today.. slept slightly better today.. but.... i just feel it isnt sufficient enough to get back the amount of sleep i lost.. never mind.. tomorrow is SATURDAY!! and i'm going to use it wisely.. to do my revision, my homework and to sleep!! yes!! and it's grandpa's cataracts operation today.. hoping everything will be okie!~

life isnt as smooth.. REALLY!! ups and downs.. happy and sad.. fear and angry.. everything is making me feeling suffocated... and feels so not simple as before.. someone.. enlighten me please!!