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my last sem, the first day.....

Today is my FIRST day back in school.. Everything seems okie today.. the first thing in the morning that came into my mind was - i want to SLEEP! Gosh!! i am just so TIRED although i went to be yesterday at about 10plus.. and thinking that i'm gonna have a LONG day today just makes me feel like crushing on my bed AGAIN! well, i just hope today WASNT monday!

woke up at 5am sharp, right after my hp alarm rings.. got myself out of my cosy bed and went to brush my teeth and had a shower.. WHO would love waking up as early as 5am to wash your hair ar? oh well, it just turns my mucous flowing out non-stop!! well, i shall not complain that much cause this is going to be my life for many years down the road.. Unless i find myself a rich husband? and i can be a rich tai tia? hahaz! *day dreaming* i think that the nursing passion of mine wont just burn off even though i might find one!! LOLX!! :D

did my morning prayers and i left home at about 5.45am.. today, i cant believe that i only take 45minutes to get myself ready for school.. i thought i would need more time on a monday blues.. well, maybe because mom is off from work today and didi still having vacation.. not forgetting about my lazy dad who dont wake up on time and gets to work LATE everyday without fail.. oh well, if i'm the boss, i would definitely have fired him long ago..... LOLX!

the bus wasnt that pac today BUT.. i simply chosen the wrong seat!! =X this young man sitting beside me sleeping away taking up not only his seat but 1/3 of my seat as well.. oh well, the worst thing has yet to be mentioned.. he opened his eyes and saw me BUT... went back to sleepo again without shifiting his "bloody" leg away.. OOPS, what did i say just now? hahaz!!! :P

everything was okie back in school except that i no longer feel the closeness i had with my clinque.. just a simple reason.. cause i'm a chinese? oh well, you would never knows how it feels.. was kind of bombed by ONCOLOGY today.. first lesson of the day.. and we watched movie!! the title of the show is "WIT". It was just too EMOTIONAL!! thinking back about great grandma's death.. and my ah ma, lihua jie jie as well.. though cancer didnt take ah ma and li hua jiejie away, BUT... it was definitely something that almost made me give up nursing..

and thank god i didnt.. reather, i found this job- not only a job but a MISSION in my life!! =] must be grateful to Jin Haw and Eunice who encourages me to go back to school.. Last sememster liao le.. feel kind of worried that i cant do well in my last sememster. Whether or not if i can go into poly directly, this term plays a BIG part.. of cause my probation period when i'm back in TTSH after i graduate is also important as well.. hasnt been chanting much recently due to my hectic schedule.. well, i'm just finding excused for myself lahz.. i guess daimoku campaign can be really good motivation for me to chant more..

supposed to finish school at 6pm today, but PCB combined lecture ended early and Mdm Suppiah pop by early for the contact time.. oh! just some same old words lohz.. but this sememster seems a bit more STRICT.. more than 2times absent - be it MC or AL, will have to see the section head and might be debar!! oh my tian!! 6weeks to mug, 1 week revision then exams on 2nd and 3rd dec..

have yet to have any BH lesson.. But Onco phase test is on the 5th week, project due on the 4th week.. i guess BH test maybe will be 3rd or 4th week ba.. Thank god PCB phase test and class test cleared during CR Replacement week liao.. if not, i will BREAK down man!

finished school at about 5pm.. then headed down to Tampines from school.. then from Tampines, headed down to Clementi.. Comatose all the way from Tampines to Clementi.. too TIRED liao le! went to Big Bookshop and got some stationary and pass my time.. then went to Mac to grab my dinner and to NTUC to get some tibits for Clara and Yue Chang:D Went to Hiang Hua's place.. then finished my dinner there while waiting for the rest to come..

started daimoku chanting at 8pm till about 8.20pm.. MANY MANY updates cause i missed the Zone meeting last week.. only managed to finish at about 10.20p.. saw Aunty Lian See while walking out.. i think back, if my will power is weak and gave this meeting a miss, i will definitely miss out A LOT! caused many things will revealed and i really learnt a lot!!

and saw Janice, Suai Ling and Lay Hoon on the mrt too! another round of updating from Janice.. think my absorption rate like a SUPER big piece of sponge today.. everything will take in.. got to go and sleep le.. my eyes can bearly open!! =X