[ my love for you is unconditional.... ]

my love for you is unconditional....

today SUPPOSED to be a much free day.. BUT.. end up, i have to represent my president to attend the SMU R.I.C.E project meeting.. well, things hasnt been going smooth for me recently.. i got my own YDC Halloween drive to look for manpower.. and my own drive to settle.. proposal still not up yet.. then the SK event.. and got ITESD meeting coming up soon.. and discussion meeting.. i dont know how am i going to handle all these by myself.. i'm DEFINITELY an IRON LADY manz..

slept at 4am this morning and woke up at about 11am.. then went to shower and did my morning prayers.. was a bit lazy to go down to get food.. so i cook some noodles to eat.. didnt finish the food.. got NO APPETITE to eat anything.. left home at 3pm and headed to down to Red Cross house for the meeting.. went to buy my favourite pearly bandung soya milk and pancake... hmmm.. was feeling that my stomach is PROTESTING.. hais! i think i am just too STRESSED! but i am trying to stay POSITIVE and OPTIMISTIC.. cause i know it will help to get things going..

started meeting at about 4.15pm like that.. supposed to leave at 5.30pm but i left at about 6pm.. am feeling so TENSED up during the meeting.. hais! too many things undone.. and too MANY FRUSTRATION.. went off at 6pm and took 143 to West Coast to look for mom.. hais..the bus dont know why.. every traffic light also STOP! went to collect my spectacles and mom bought me a top too! :D

then went to have dinner and left home.. came home and start doing things again.. sianz! if Chee Cheng know i am doing so much things and got so many in my hands.. he will sure scold me.. Chern Fen and Michael talked to me regarding the R.I.C.E Project.. they wanted me to take up the zone director role too.. BUT.. i dont know if i should.. looking at what are in my hands.. i really dont know.. really weighing the consequences about saying YES and NO to it.. i'm just afraid the reputation of my chapter will be ruined..

got to pray more and chant more.. friend talked to me today and asked if i am affected by what friend tells me.. so i told friend: " if i tell you i am not affected, that will be lying".. and friend told me not to be too affected cause friend say friend will worry about me too.. am glad to hear that.. cause at least i know friend will worry about me.. hmmm.... going to rest le! :D

friend, jiayou le!