*i jus dunoe wat happened.. i'm down wif all these stupid thingy yet no bodi understands mi.. even my bf..he isnt by my side 2 comfort mi.. y?? haiz.. i jus dunoe oso lahz.. haiz.. he dun understands mi yet he blames mi 4 nt goin out wif him.. i'm sick.. i'm sick yet i hav 2 wk so hard 4 my medical fees.. mom nt wkin nw.. so i hav 2 pay my own fees.. u pple shld noe c specialist veri expensive de.. onli c one dae.. i spent almost 200 over le.. still goin 4 e colonoscopy which mite cause mi almost 400 bucks.. n e ultrasound scan.. is 55.. it isnt cheap over.. i still lookin 4 nitez classes or tuition 4 my o'level.. yet.. i dare nt go 4 enrolement.. i dunoe whether i'm able 2 take exam not.. n dunoe whether i can make it till e end..i'm mentally n physically weak 2 even tink..haiz.. my hand.. feelin numb.. shivers .. my bodi oso.. i feel giddy..
frenz.. i need ur courage.. give mi sum plz..
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# True happiness is not the absence of suffering:
You cannot have day after day of clear skies.
True happiness lies in building a self that stands
dignified and indomitable. Happiness doesn't
having a life free from all difficulties but that
whatever difficulties arise, without being shaken
in the least, you can summon up the unflinching
courage and conviction to fight and overcome them. #
Daisaku Ikeda ( President of Soka Gakkai International )
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