* good bye my frenz !!!!! *

[ good bye my frenz !!!!! ]

*guess i'm gettin tired le.. in n out of hospital.. seein so mani specialists.. will i b so lucky as last time?? i almost die bcoz of my appendix.. it almost burst in my stomach.. is been almost a wk..y?? y lyk tat?? is it my karma?? is tat my fate tat i wun live till 21 yrs old?? realli startin 2 resign 2 my own fate.. e dae b4 went in2 A&E..yester seen urology specialist..n colorectal surgery specialist..was arranged 2 do a ultrasound scan on e 31st of may n colonoscopy on e 8th may.. after e report cums out..i'm goin back 2 e colorectal surgery specialist dr lee..on e 14th june, i'm seeing endocrinology specialist.. been takin blood tests.. realli scared by those needle-like thingy tat r pockin on2 my hands..tat scope i'm doin..still mus fast n do lotsa thingys..

nw i'm currently on medication..guess i realli gave mom a bad mothers' dae tis yr..haiz..y my motion n urination will hav blood..y?? i'm afraid tat's internal bleedin..haiz.. wat shld i do??

i prayed!!!!!!