[ LOVE - makes my life NO LONGER peaceful... ]

LOVE - makes my life NO LONGER peaceful...

HOME today.. simple reason - cause mom's home.. and have NO plans as in where to go.. i dont know.. this holiday i had made me really TIRED.. dont even feel like stepping out of my house.. cause i know i will spend.. and i seriously think that i need to SAVE! had breakfast with mom and didi at Chong pang.. ate pork porriage with carrot cake and you tiao.. and a cup of glass jelly drink.. it's DEFINITELY a super filling BREAKFAST..

the WEATHER is TERRIBLE.. and on our way back.. me and didi had bubble tea to cool ourselves down.. well, walking a distance to eat is GOOD lahz.. can exercise.. hmm.. intend to look for a job and not just stay home and rot for 3weeks.. though i REALLY have a lot of NOTES to do and HOMEWORK to complete.. but.. i think i still can cope lahz..

got so IRRITATED by this PERSON!! till i feel there's a NEED to BLOCK him!!!!


HE'S LIKE SO DESPERATE.. CALLING AND SMS-ING ME EVERYDAY.. EVERYTIME HE SEES ME ONLINE, HE WILL IMMEDIATELY TALK TO ME.. AND ASK ME TO GO OUT WITH HIM FOR MOVIE OR MEET UP WITH HIM FOR A DRINK OR SOMETHING.. IT HAS BEEN ON GOING FOR LIKE I THINK A MONTH LIAO.. AT FIRST, I JUST FEEL HE'S A NICE FRIEND TO BE WITH.. SO, I DONT MIND GIVING HIM MY CONTACTS.. NOW, HE'S GETTING OVERBOARD!! AND WHEN I FIND EXCUSES NOT TO PICK UP HIS CALL OR TURN HIM DOWN FOR THE MOVIE, HE WILL GIVE ME A SAD FACE.. AND SAY THAT I HAVE GIVEN HIM A FEELING THAT I DONT WISH TO TALK TO HIM OR MEET UP WITH HIM..

HAIS! I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND.. WHY GUYS WHEN REACHED THIS AGE CAN BE SO DESPERATEeeee??? YES, I DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO STOP YOU FROM HAVING FEELINGS FOR ME.. BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND, YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO FORCE TO LIKE YOU TOO!! I'M JUST IRRITATED AND FRUSTRATED! STAY AWAY FROM ME PLEASEeeee! YOU JUST MAKE ME FEEL SO DISGUSTED BY YOUR ACTIONS! AND STOP SAYING OTHER PEOPLE DESPERATE WHEN YOU ARE SEEN AS ONE! DONT CONDEMN OTHERS TO RISE UP YOUR STATUS! IT WILL JUST MAKE YOU LOOK UGLY!! AND REALLY UGLY!!!


oh man!! his INFLUENCE and the IMPACT he had caused is really GREAT! till i have to type my frustration out in capital letters.. just hope he understands that i'm a PERSON, NOT a PROPERTY! and i DONT BELONG to HIM!!

i seriously think that i DONT NEED any of YOU to be HAPPY! i am HAPPY enough! and i am CONTENTED! so, STAY AWAY from ME if your THOUGHTS are to make ME your PERSONAL PROPERTY! cause YOU WONT STAND ANY CHANCE! and i can ASSURE YOU that YOU will be LABELLED as TERROISTS!!


*GO AWAY PESTS!!*