[ my ROTTING starts from this moment...... ]

my ROTTING starts from this moment......

FIRST day of my holidays.. seriosly, i got no idea what i am going to do with this 3weeks holidays i have.. intend to find a job and earn some money.. mom's controlling my money very TIGHT! and making really think TWICE, THRICE everytime i want to step out of my house and when i buy things.. hais! i do have MONEY in the bank.. BUT, i cant use it as and when i like it.. why? can i TURN 21 FASTER?

woke up at 11plus today.. my sore throat is getting WORSE.. and my BLOCK NOSE really IRRITATED me.. have NO IDEA what i am going to do today.. so decided to stay home.. since it's like raining cats and dogs outside.. it will be a good excuse to stay indoor.. today is FRIDAY.. but it seems more like a SATURDAY.. cause during my attachment period, saturday and sunday are the ONLY days i can rest.. 3weeks HOLIDAYS seems LONG but it's definitely going to be a SHORT break for me before i CHIONG for my 2.1 in campus.. i am DEFINITE in PULLING my GPA HIGHER! YES! NO B's.. BUT A's only!

stayed home.. and it's now HAPPILY watching 公主小妹 on youtube.. hahaz! so TOUCHING! and plans for tomorrow.. no idea seriously.. BUT, sunday.. i'm going to wake up really EARLY! must be at ah gong's place at 7.30am.. it's grandma's 100th day.. and we need to go to CCK to bai bai also.. so fast.. grandma has left us for 3months plus already.. and it's coming to almost 3months since YOU left me.. somehow, i still THOUGHT of YOU once in a while.. SOON, YOUR IMAGE will FADE off......

going back to watch 公主小妹...... a song to recommend.. Zhang Shao Han's 不想懂得


当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什黱
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的