[ way back into love.... ]

way back into love...

woke up REALLY EARLY today.. at 5am! today is the 100th day since grandma left us... i still really MISSES her a lot!... while i was watching 樱野3加1 yesterday.. especially the part where by the doctor is going to pull out the tube from Ah jiang's mouth.. it reminds me of my grandma.. what a pity that we didnt have to the chance to 孝顺 her and she left us just like that..

after settling all the prayers and burning the things to her.. the whole family went for breakfast together.. then after which, me and mom headed home.. two weeks later, we'll going to meet each other again.. to go shao mu together.. headed home and went to have a 4hours nap.. really LACK of SLEEP!! then woke up and use the computer and looking for some songs i heard from 樱野3加1 and 公主小妹.. managed to conquer so 2shows already.. coming up next will be.. let me think about it.. lolx! and NOT FORGETING about my Bioscience notes to be done and homework as well..

still thinking how am i going to spend this holiday.. am i going to ROT everyday like that till 14th april? hmmm... very tired liao.. going to watch S-Pop concert.. got a song to intro..


Way back into love by Hugh Grant

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh