[ 为什么最真的心碰不到最好的人?...... ]

为什么最真的心碰不到最好的人?......

woke up at 9am this morning.. today's programme - to meet Seeleng jie and Zhiwen for movie at JE Entertainment Centre.. went out at about 10am then took the mrt to Jurong East.. reached just 5minutes before the clock strike 11.. Seeleng jie is late.. got to wake my 表哥 up.. so, me and Zhiwen headed to JE cinema first to get the tickets first.. then went to Mac to sit down to wait for Seeleng jie.. the movie we watched was "Step Up 2: The Streets".. quite a NICE show recommeded by Seeleng jie.. a comedy show with some romance..

after movie, headed to Orchard.. on the way there, me and jie chatted a lot.. kind of neglect Zhiwen.. feel so SORRY about it.. initial plan was to shop at Far East and have lunch at Long John Silver... then jie suggested to go sing K.. so we went to have our lunch at Cappage.. went to the place jie used to work.. ate japanese ramen with salad and fried dumplings..

after lunch, we headed to Cenileisure Kbox.. we stayed there for about 5hours.. singing our HEARTS out! till my eyes also got 泪水 liao.. jie and Zhiwen thought i'm crying.. i FEEL like.. BUT... i didnt.. i tried WITH-HOLDING my tears.. and this kind of feeling really 难受! want to CRY but cannot cry.. think the three of us really sang TOO MANY emotic songs.. till i got EMOTIONAL.. and it really reminds me of the past.. jie left at about 5.45pm... she has to meet her boss at Vivo.. so, me and Zhiwen stayed on to sing till 7pm.. then, me and Zhiwen went to Taka to look for dajie..

she's working there so went to 探班！had a short chat with her before me and Zhiwen head home.. had a fruitful day i should say.. watching movie and singing k on the same day.. 真的很痛快! on the way home, many incidents flood though my mind.. why didnt he seems to give me a peaceful mind? why must he be always appearing in my mind, rubbing salt on my healing wound? WHY!? think i have been thinking too much lately.. i should be doing what i told Zhiwen.. let nature takes its course.. i must do what Zhiwen say.. “能忘掉过去悲伤的回忆，然后开开心心的过每一天”i'm trying to do this.. and i know i can de..

took many photos today.. will wait till Seeleng jie send me before i upload it!.......... an OLD song to recommend..

爱我的人和我爱的人 by 游鸿明

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

P.S. TOMORROW - meeting Chee Cheng for dinner and planning for discussion meeting! =]