this few days.. i have been thinking a lot.. do i really need YOU to be happy? i realised that for the past weeks that i was left alone to face lots of my problems.. though it seems tough, though i feel a little hopeless.. but i still managed to get through it.. To a certain extent, your existence has been a headache to me.. it has added to the headaches i have.. i started to realise that i dont know how to face you anymore.. Am i really truely happy when i am with you? should i be depending on you to be happy? i also dont know..
back to Project Rice, just finished adjusting the budget plan for the logistics and the publicity material.. and send a SUPER LONG email to my main com.. Actually, still got a lot more things to do and we still have only one month towards the project.. hais.. i just feel that people who need to gambatte really need to gambatte..
very sleepy today.. maybe because it's raining the whole day? hahaz! i wanted to take afternoon nap end up Hazel called me to ask about the chalet on wed so no choice have to sacrifice my sleep.. HAIS! i am so TIRED.. i need a BREAK and stay myself out of RED CROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
didnt play any games today.. NOT in the MOOD.. i also dont know why but just a bit SIANZ..
this week
- tomorrow will be meeting Daphne to get the stuff we need for bbq, night time got West Coast zone meeting.
- Wed and thurs will be at chalet
- thurs evening or friday evening will be East Zone Main com meeting.
- sat is exco meeting
hais.. my 1 week seems to be gone! :(
i realised i do not need YOU to be happines. From today, i will pursue my own happiness.
(that YOU is not my EX okie! hahaz! must claify if not people will anyone think.. hahaz! )
our Project RICE cups designs! :D nice right?
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