BELIEVE in YOURSELF!=D

BELIEVE in YOURSELF!=D

didn't know where this courage came from.. i guess probably it's my IPOD TOUCH!=D yes, it's been months since i sync my ipod touch liao.. cause it has always been not my job.. i don't know much things about computer and devices.. but yesterday, i tried.. download all the songs that are used to be in my ipod one by one till this morning about 5am then i sleep.. and when i got up at 1pm this afternoon.. i continue to mingle with my ipod till i get it sync with the songs i want inside!

i didn't know how i did it.. but it's definitely, purely just TRIAL and ERROR.. i always thought, without you, there's many things i cant do.. without you, i cant stand on my own.. BUT..... the fact is that, I CAN! it's just that i didn't try hard enough to do so.. i didn't try hard enough to STAND ON MY OWN.. i got all your photos kept away from my wallet, and i removed the ring that i have been wearing for the past 1 year off my finger..

from now, i will accept that you won't be here anymore.. and we are just pure friends.. pure normal friends.. although i don't know things will be like in future, but for now.. this is what we will be.. i am trying my best not to keep in touch with you that often... and that i will NEVER and NOT let you know how terrible i am living.. i will ONLY let you know that without you, i can STAND ON MY OWN... without you, i am living just like how i was before you came into my life and made a mess of it..

i don't blame you, i won't hate you.. i do cherish and treasure those happy moments you gave me.. whether or not you cherish it or not, i am okie... but for me, i do cherish it.. and thanks for giving me a chance to learn and i will treat this relationship as a learning experience for me.. thanks.. thanks for everything.. make sure you will be HAPPY.. make sure you show me that you made a right decision by dumping me.. make sure you do....