[ 感情丰富的一天.... ]

感情丰富的一天....

as usual.. when my idiotic brother and dad comes home, they will NEVER bound to contribute some NOISE POLLUTION that will DEFINITELY interrupt my sleep in my lala land.. TIRED was the ONLY word i can describe how i feel this morning.. got out of my cosy bed at 4.45am.. wash my hair, showered, did my morning prayers and left home at about 5.15am.. then waited for the first bus to come.. the first bus came kind of late today.. managed to reach the ward at 6.20am..

went to the locker and deposit my bag and stuff.. then shower baby.. supposed to shower L1 de.. end up because L1 just took milk so cannot shower him first.. so shower L3 instead.. anyway, both of them also very CUTE lahz!.. L1 super CUTE, drank milk then hiccups!! hahaz! SO CUTE!! :) I wanted to adopt the baby that is given up for adoption.. but then they say cannot, cause only married couples can adopt babies.. so SAD!!

feel so sad lohz.. how come mummies can be so CRUEL to give up the babies they carried for 10months? hais.. i know sometimes the current situation dont allow some of them to keep the babies.. but then, at some situation, they can keep the babies de.. hais! so poor things.. they are just innocent cuties that came to this cruel world..

had mac today for brunch.. eat till so FULL.. want to vomit.. enjoyed talking to mummies today.. and they shared about their love and pregnancy experience with me.. mummies really very wei da.. and this daddy told me something that i feel that it's quite true..

"True love cannot be describe and express through words. If a man were to tell you he love your eyes, your whatever.... these are all temporary feelings.. Cause true feelings cannot be describe easily by words...."

hahaz! sound true and after hearing, it really makes me ponder.. Cause i always wanted my coming relationship to last till marriage.. i dont know how much hope i should put into it.. though i have trust, i have confidence.. but that doesnt mean things will always go the way i want it to be.. 有时候，希望越大失望越大啊！BUT.. i choose to stay positive.. just do my best can already.. 我会付出我的真心来让这爱直到永远.... this is the way everyone should think ba.. it SHOULDNT be what, 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有！this is NOT the correct way of thinking..

i dont know why.. suddenly, while updating the blog, i suddenly become a bit EMO.. and a bit sad.. a bit feeling crying also.. i also dont know why.. maybe i just think too much ba.. i am a simple girl.. but at least, my brain cells just like to complicate itself.. hais.. dont think so much Jessica loh... if not you will grow old very soon! hahaz! i will be fine after a while.. just need some time to let my brain cells de-complicate itself.. hahaz! what kind of english is that? de-complicate..

went home after work.. wanted to sleep.. but then cant sleep.. so many disturbances.. kind of miss him actually.. hais.. dont know how's his cough already.. the weather there cold.. somemore he love to take cold drinks.. had packed dinner with mom at home.. managed to finish the food.. surprisingly.. cause i feel cold, then wanted something warm to keep myself warm..

tomorrow, will be on pm shift.. thursday also.. and thursday, i'll be in the nursery AGAIN! yeah yeah!! :) friday will be my last day of attachment.. sad sad.. so fast. going to be a full-flinge nurse liao.. oh my tian!

*straightening my thoughts*