Wednesday, March 25, 2009

[ i've found the greatest prize.... ]

i've found the greatest prize....

woke up at 1045am this morning.. aiyo.. today.. EXTREMELY TIRED.. cause i couldnt sleep last night.. keep waking up.. go to bed at 2am.. 3am then managed to sleep... then 5plus mom wake up i was awaken.. 6plus mom went out i woke up again.. dad wake up, i wake up again.. then 10plus way before my alarm ring, my brother called his girlfriend and i was awaken again! aiyo.. the moment i want to sleep, i was awaken.. and the moment i close my eyes, somebody just appeared and disrupted my sleep.. hahaz! you know who you are..

that's why never have any dream cause also didnt really sleep.. woke up, showered and prayed and left home.. didnt wanted to go actually but i promised mom liao.. so must keep to my promise.. took mrt to clementi then from there, took 78 to mom's workplace and waited for her.. took 143 from her place to Orchard taka.. went to Taka departmental store's Charcoal house.. and got many many things!! hahaz.. then went to Kinokuniya bookstore.. wanted to help him get comics.. but still not out yet.. instead, mom got herself a book on charcoal..

headed for brunch after that at Mos Burger.. had ebi rice burger meal with ice milk tea.. and had nuggets too.. ulcer very pain.. eat things also got difficulties.. hais! sad sad.. after which, left home.. cause i also tired, mom also tired le.. saw this baby girl today on my way home.. SO CUTE.. she know how to walk le.. so her mom let her walk.. then she walk halfway, she squant down.. SO CUTE lohz.. then i asked my mom, am i like that when i was young.. she replied ya, all kids are like that.. cause their curosity level very high.. hahaz! wonder next time if my kids will be like that too!:) heez!

came home showered and rest awhile.. just lazy around.. wanted to nap but a bit like too late liao.. dinner was packed fried rice.. shared with mom.. dont really feel like eating lahz.. but mom scare i hungry then gastric pain and stuff..

today, sore throat better le, thanks to the strepsils!! hahaz! and the honey lemon drink.. tired today! really tired.. think will try to sleep early today.. cause still having a bit of headache, think still having a bit of fever cause i 不听话... still eat fried stuff... ha! bad girl!!:( will try to eat healthier from tomorrow onwards.. heez:D

today, while sitting in front of the computer.. i start to think a lot.. thought of what i told xueyun and stella the other day.. what motive she has? do she really know me? why will she add me when i only see her once? is she just being friendly? since she added me and i approved it, she didnt even once come and talk to me.. what motive she really has? thinking about it, i think i can probably go crazy.. and even feel like crying.. hais.. aiyo.. dont think too much jessica loh.. if not, you will sure go crazy...... yes, dont think too much!!=] be optimistic.. that the real jessica...



HAPPINESS is being with the one you love and the one who loves you too:)

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