stayed home today.. was running a fever after i got home yesterday.. maybe because i cried yesterday then at first already having sore throat and flu.. so ya, it got worse after the crying.. pop panadol and i felt much better today.. got sore throat then got ulcer.. hais.. feel so TERRIBLE.. even lunch also gobble down.. cause really not in the mood to even taste the food..
got home and pop panadol and nap again.. hais.. i HATE the feeling of falling sick.. really HATE it.. woke up and got online.. mom's home today.. so she prepared udon soup for dinner today.. NICE NICE.. really feel much much better after eating it..
today, also dont know why.. suddenly got so many things i want to ask.. really dont know where did all my courage comes from.. sometimes i just feel that, the lesser i know, the less chance that i will get upset.. but if i dont know, the questions will just run in my mind and i will anyhow imagine things and stuff.. hais.. but at times, i still hope to know.. even if i know i will get upset.. that's me.. too curious sometimes also not good.. am i right?
Hope transforms pessimism into optimism. Hope is invincible. Hope changes everything. It changes winter into summer, darkness into dawn, descent into ascent, barrenness into creativity, agony into joy. Hope is the sun. It is light. It is passion. It is the fundamental force for life's blossoming.
-Daisaku Ikeda-
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