你做了选择, 对的, 错的.... 我只能承认, 心是痛的....

你做了选择, 对的, 错的.... 我只能承认, 心是痛的....

你做了选择对的错的
我只能承认心是痛的
怀疑你舍得我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了何必再强忍

我没有选择我不再完整
原来最后的吻如此冰冷
你只能默认我要被割舍
眼看着你走了

如果这不是结局如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信你就是唯一
如果你听到这里如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情我难以抗拒
如果这就是爱情本来就不公平
你不需要讲理我可以离去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我证明我爱你

灰色的天空无法猜透
多余的眼泪无法挽留
什么都牵动感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人原来不是我

我不要你走我不想放手
却又不能够奢求同情的温柔
你可以自由我愿意承受
把昨天留给我

last time before i sleep.. was feeling so TERRIBLE.. hide in my room and cried.. and Mom saw it.. hais.. she was so worried.. Dad too.. I'm sorry.. it's my fault for letting those people who love and care about me worried about me.. I'm sorry.. really SORRY..... i really LOVE him.. really don't know how to let go...

was on morning shift today.. VERY VERY BUSY.. till i also very GIDDY and got a terrible HEADACHE.. hais.. one person cover 3 cubicle. patient go for angio.. patient refused diet.. change diaper.. drain urine..3 patients on hourly parameters.. collect urine.. CIC.. wah.. almost fainted in the ward lohz..

no appetite to eat today.. breakfast didnt finish.. lunch also never finish.. even one cup of drink also cant finish.. what happened to me? now watch show.. the actor's name is 卓文! what the hell? even watch show also will hear his name!! somemore is not only same 发音.. also same word - 卓文 exactly.. hais! how to forget? like that how to forget? Dad spoke to 秀娟姐 today.. sorry to make you worried..

miss you badly:(