how to let you know that i need you?

how to let you know that i need you?

LAST DAY of attachment today!!:) heez! VERY VERY TIRED but VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY!:) did very well for exams too!:) unexpectedly well!=] and did very well for my CA too!

luckily and thank god that my results are not affected because of the incident... hais.. i did well to prove that i can do it.. to want my friends to hate him lesser.. i dont want my friends to feel that he's the one who cause me to do so badly..

although these period has been really tough for me, i still persevere on.. and i have proven that i can do it!! dont know why today.. hasnt been feeling that well.. got gastric pain in the morning.. that after that got headache.. after a nap it didnt help much either.. hais! how am i going to face tomorrow's surgery? i know mom kind of worried that i going for operation.. BUT, i dont know why.. i dont worry at all.. probably because this year, i have gone through even more terrible thing than an operation..

had a quarrel with mom few days back and had some dispute with one of my attachment friend.. end up, i'm so upset and depressed.. and thanks for comforting me when i told you.. and thanks for telling that if i got anything i can tell you.. and that if i need you, can let you know.. BUT how to tell you? what rights do i have to tell you that i need you? in what position can i stand?

i really MISS YOU............