我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘...

我的梦狠狠碎 过却不会忘.....

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我 奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰 轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依 赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会 忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝 望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停 不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

was very ILL in the morning.. had fever last night.. woke up, fever subsided but still having a BAD BAD HEADACHE and a TERRIBLE BACKACHE.. didn't have the appetite to eat at all.. but mom called me at about 4plus when she's coming home and got food for me.. i know mom will worried about me so even though i have no appetite, i still forced myself to eat..

was still pondering should i go for the meeting.. end up, i still went.. cause i have promised Pei Shan that i will meet her for dinner.. had a drink with her at BP Plaza's Wang Cafe.. then headed to Senja kaikan for meeting.. Sensei's video really enlightened me a lot!!:D "Life only makes sense when we live with a grateful mind" - this phrase is what i brought back with me after the meeting..

hands started trembling during the meeting.. really unwell.. didn't know what happened to me but i guess probably it was the bad weather that's why i am not well.. probably lack of sleep ba.. hais.. really don't want to fall sick now.. cause it's my holidays! i don't know what's wrong with me.. seems like got many things in my mind.. hais! i myself also don't know what is it..

i really want a get away! the lyrics which i copied on top is from the show "下一站幸福".. the boy in the show really SUPER CUTE! till didi who don't watched Taiwanese drama also watching this show=D the lyrics really describes my feelings.. well, my aim now is to work hard now for gakkai and my studies.. not going to think so much about love, about relationship.. i guess all these will come gradually.. let nature takes its course ba=D