[ 我要展望未来，要把过去抛在后头.... ]

我要展望未来，要把过去抛在后头....

yesterday night, just before i fall asleep.. everything was alright.. till i started asking many many questions.. i took it as my fault as i was the one started all these.. hais.. it was my fault.. i think i think too much recently.. and started asking many many questions.. i just want to clear the air.. want to make sure that everything is transparent.. but i know i shouldn't keep dwelling in the past.. making both parties so unhappy.. anyway, i have promised that i wont ask anymore.. will only look forward and plan the future, and enjoy the present.. and not dwell in the past anymore..

eyes was a little swollen when i wake up.. didnt really sleep well.. hais! woke up quite early today to get ready and to check results.. GPA is now 3.825!! yes, although i still think that if my last semester results didnt drop, my results would be better.. but i am still satisfied with my correct results.. the ONLY wish that till after friday is to hope that my polytechnic application would be successful.. got up at 7.50am, got ready and left home at about 9am.. headed to Clementi.. mom called and ask me get breakfast for her.. went to 726market then headed for my facial appointment..

was really refreshing and enjoying the facial.. fall asleep sia! lolx! think not because it's really that relaxing but is that i am DAMN TIRED! headed for a hair wash and hair cut!! :) got my hair trim trim a bit after 2weeks of rebonding.. after trimming, doesn't seems so curl liao.. too bad lohz.. hair too thin, no weight that's why will curl a bit..

waited for mom to finish work at 1pm then headed to Orchard in bus 143.. wah! super tired till i fall asleep on the bus.. then raining, so COLD lohz.. headed to Taka.. went to Coach shop and got myself a wristlet!:) then headed to Taka.. got gifts for Shiffa and Daphne! yeah! this one shall keep it secretive.. just in case they happened to read my blog! hahaz!=] then headed to Ajisen... yeah that's my breakfast, lunch and dinner! hahaz!=] had Cha Shu Ramen with California Maki and ice lemon tea.. super full lohz! am happy that mom likes the ramen there!=] then went to Kinokuniya to get HIS comics.. only managed to get one of the two books he needed..

then headed home in the mrt.. so TIRED lohz.. can bearly open my eyes liao.. dont know why so tired.. think because these few days keep going out.. shopping and stuff.. but today, quite HAPPY.. results not that bad.. then got the wristlet i wanted:) came home and popped a flu tablet and went to sleep.. too tired and sneezing very badly.. hais.. but after 2 hours+ of sleep, now feeling much much refreshed:) will be going to school tomorrow and shopping with mom!=]

给一个我生命中重要的人：我不知道我说了几次对不起，但是我还是想说声对不起。对不起我让你难过了。对不起我让你一直在过去徘徊。对不起啊！请你原谅我的愚蠢。请你包容我所有的不应该。我知道你一直想很简单的过但我老是把事情搞得那么复杂。我知道是我的错。我答应你，我不会再提起过去的事。只会珍惜我们的现在，展望我们的未来:)