woke up at 10plus this morning.. hais.. was so frustrated that i got scolded for nothing yesterday.. what kind of rubbish is that?! what did i do wrong that i deserve this kind of treatment? i really hope to grow up and move out of this place.. have my own family and stay away from all these nonsense...
woke up, washed up and prayed.. then went to get breakfast.. saw SN Germaine near my place.. hahaz! didnt know she stay so near me!:) i dont really know if NP is really the correct choice.. cause if i were to choose NYP, i will start in 20th april and then will graduate half a year earlier.. dont even have to see performance first then determine whether hospital will continue to sponsor me.. HR told me today that if the hospital do not wish to sponsor me, i can still apply for study leave and finish my poly..
seriously, i dont mind being bonded for 4 and a half years.. after all, i want a job and needs a job!:) and it's something i am passionate about.. wanted to nap awhile but just cant sleep.. so woke up and came online.. went to wash up at about 3plus and left home at about 4.30 to meet Stella at Toa Payoh at 5pm.. went to TPY, and went to have our dinner.. had herbal 羊肉面线.. and after dinner, went to buy bubble tea.. went to Popular to get some stuff and a close friend smsed..
am really SAD to hear what he said.. i shall not reveal what this close friend said.. cause i dont know how many people knows about his condition.. but dont worry.. Stella and me are sending prayers to you.. then chatted a lot of things.. like i always said.. Stella never fails to make me feel better when i am down.. Thanks Sister!:) was too engrossed in our conversation and too many people smsed me till i slipped off my mind that i have seen his sms and never reply.. and i think he got a bit upset? or very upset? hais.. i really didnt mean it...
came home and forgotten to sms him before i go shower.. hais.. again.. yes, again.. and came home.. msn got problem cause didi installed the new version msn.. and i think he got upset as well.. hais.. i seriously dont know what did i do wrong.. came home and Cliff smsed me.. saying about Aunty Helen's husband hospitalised and Aunty Julie's condition has worsen.. 3 bad news in a day.. and today two friends came talking to me about their problem.. one even says he want to end his life.. hais.. seems to be a BAD day today..
BUT.. i still choose to remain POSITIVE and will be earnestly praying for them as well!:) the following encouragement is dedicated to them!=]
Hardships make us strong. Problems give birth to wisdom. Sorrows cultivate compassion. Those who have suffered the most will become the happiest.
No matter what happens, NEVER GIVE UP SO EASILY! FIGHT ON PEOPLE!:) Jiayou!^-^
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