woke up at 11plus this morning.. hais.. i couldnt sleep last night.. went ot bed at 2plus.. then 3plus ben smsed me and disturb.. anyway, i also not asleep yet.. then i toss and turn on the bed till 5plus then i managed to fall asleep.. hais.. i also dont know why.. old wound area in pain, then headache and feel a bit giddy too.. i can even feel my own heart palpitations.. i also dont know what happened..
washed up, prayed and went to get my brunch.. had fishball kway teow and nuggets.. but cant finish.. dont know why.. just dont feel like eating.. then i sat at the sofa and watched tv.. till i cant take it so went to take panadol and went to sleep.. but slept than 1 hour then i wake up le.. hais.. my headache isnt getting any better.. watched tv till 630pm then went to Yishun Central to get my dinner..
had Subway melt, chips and coke for dinner.. then continue to watch tv till about 8pm then i got online.. first thing is to check facebook lohz.. hais.. the thing that upset me the very moment i got online.. hais! i know Stella will feel like poking me.. cause she says she poke emo kids.. smsed Ben.. 算你还够朋友.. know your friend going crazy then call me..
i think i cant hide things from HIM too.. have no choice also must tell him.. actually, it's not his fault lahz.. it's my fault.. worry too much.. cause i just CANT STAND people's 小动作！aiyoz.. Ben say i too free.. think too much cause holiday now.. LOLX.. hao, i shall not think so much! just drank Chicken essence.. hope i will feel better after drinking it.. will sleep early today since HE say he want to sleep early today.. and i am trying my best not to think about all those things.. cause i know HE dont wish to see me upset or affected also.. and i know Stella also dont want me to be unhappy too! stay optimistic!:) that's the Jess... the positive and happy-go-lucky girl!=]
Hope transforms pessimism into optimism. Hope is invincible. Hope changes everything. It changes winter into summer, darkness into dawn, descent into ascent, barrenness into creativity, agony into joy. Hope is the sun. It is light. It is passion. It is the fundamental force for life's blossoming.
-Daisaku Ikeda-
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