slept quite early yesterday as HE isnt quite well.. and woke up at 12plus today.. sleep was disturbed many many times.. Ben Ben smsed me this morning at 5plus.. then HE smsed me at 9plus.. then Aunty Helen smsing me at 10plus.. 12plus wake up, went to wash up and went to get my brunch..
had mixed vegetables rice and watermelon juice.. then buy fish crackers and longan red date drink also.. just in case i am angry then i can eat.. came back home.. watched tv and had my brunch.. then came online when didi wakes up.. felt so bad that i have to turn Stella down.. cant be out today after mom scolded me last night.. has to stick my butt at home today.. plus i havent fully recover.. Yesterday going out is already 破戒 liao le.. cause my face is still swollen..
stayed home today.. went to nap awhile just now but i felt even MORE TIRED when i wake up.. 1hr plus of nap was a total NOT IN PEACE one.. cause nearby there's a malay wedding.. then Ben ben sms me too.. hais..
didnt know why but at times, i am really AFRAID that you will be unhappy.. afraid that you will be sad.. cause i know the one who dont wish me to get hurt is YOU.. so i would not want to hurt you as well.. i am afraid that you wont tell me when you're not happy.. i am afraid that you wont tell me when you're sad.. so no matter what, please dont be unhappy, please dont be sad..anything not happy, anything sad, please tell me.. please dont keep it to yourself alright?:) YOU know i LOVE you the most right?=] miss you lots!^-^
mom bought dinner home.. had chicken rice.. dont know why.. just dont feel like eating and got the nausea feeling.. just feel like vomiting.. hais.. hate that feeling lohz.. didnt know why.. after i wake up liao i feel even more uncomfortable.. hais.. tonight must sleep really well.. hasnt been sleeping that well for the past few days!:( Ben say i 相思病 too serious liao.. hahaz!:) 2 more weeks only.. and i'll be FINE!=]
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't. | |
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P.S. Sorry Daphne, cant be there to celebrate with you. Hope you enjoy ur party!:) Meet up soon!!=]
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