woke up at 6.45am this morning.. have set my alarm clock to 6.30am but i just cant wake up! maybe because today is SATURDAY ba.. plus.. i'm on afternoon shift yesterday.. so FAST.. finished my surgical posting at Ward 12C le.. will be having one week holiday next week due to JCI and then.. will be going to 7B for my medical ward posting.. will be going to Geriatric ward manz! die!! i hope it's not going to be as bored at AMK posting..
managed to wake up at 6.45am and went to shower.. prayed and left home for school.. have to attend the Red Cross Main Com FIRST meeting in school today.. i guess it's gonna be a FUN day to meet our future successors and lots and lots of UPDATES to SQUEEZE into our little brain.. got myself Mac's breakfast upon reaching Tampines Interchange.. just too HUNGRY! NO MORE hypocount and insulin girl for one week.. actually it's FUN that we are completant in our skills and the staffs trust us to do it for them without any supervision.. i just LOVE the feeling of being trusted and appreciated! :D
met up with Victor and Sakinah at Cafe 1.. will be expecting some of them cant turn up and wont turn up for the following events as well.. i just dont know.. will they feel GOOD sitting in the position and not doing anything? i guess if it's me, i wont feel GOOD AT ALL! please lahz.. do something before we graduated can? at least we are setting a good example for our successors and juniors to come.. i dont wish that my juniors will go through the period i went through with Sakinah.. everything trial and error.. falling down and getting up on our own with no proper guidance.. that isnt the way of passing on..
meeting started at 9plus.. with some late and some didnt turned up last minute.. well, meeting still goes on despite all those who cant be bother.. many many ideas are proposed.. and i hope all of them can be finalized.. it's gonna be lots of fun!! Blood Drive coming in this November.. proposal still not up yet.. and it's going to be my LAST event before i graduated it in March next year.. i just hope it will be as fun as VB drive with Ntu:D
meeting finished at 12plus.. called Stella and went to meet her.. took mrt to Harbourfront and we had a simple lunch there.. after which, we headed to SYC for the CIC training.. meeting started at 2.30 with us doing evening gongyo and some daimoku.. my mood is really DOWN.. after quarrelling with my asshole brother who came making a NUISANCE of himself and trying to make my family fall apart.. YOU ASS! :X
saw many familiar faces at the training.. saw Yvonne jie.. she said i look very LC.. " Low Life Condition".. oh my TIAN! words have been written on my face.. ya.. seriously i am lahz.. even Jiahao also ask me to smile.. i cant hold it anymore till Ann Nee asked me am i really okie.. i want to say.. i want to say it out LOUD that i am NOT OKIE.. but i cant do it in front of everyone.. it must be kept a secret only between those whom i trust.. i really very XIN KU!
dinner was with Meihui and Ann Nee.. thanks for talking to me and making me feel better.. at least i can forget it for the moment.. Calvan called me.. asking me if i free to go watch fireworks and have dinner.. sorry ar.. i seriously NOT in the mood.. but thanks for being there for me as a friend, bro! :D
got to go rest.. i'm TIRED mentally and physically...
Tomorrow - Discussion meeting, lunch with Hooi Ying
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