woke up at 12pm this morning.. as usual lohz.. i cant sleep last night.. kept coughing and coughing.. was thinking whether i should go to the doctor.. just scare that i wont be able to recover before i start attachment again next week.. hais!
mood a little DOWN today.. maybe because i'm not feeling well ba.. still thinking how to talk to Dad about the incident.. like what Eunice advised me.. i have been praying for this incident to be resolved.. just hope that Dad can feel the happiness in this family once again.. also praying that i can a good chance to talk to Calvan before the feelings of his get deeper.. hais! i just dont know what's wrong with my life.. the person i like, dont like me... BUT.. the person i dont like, like me like mad! haiyo! i am going CRAZY soon!
Mom always say "Being loved is a form of happiness" (被爱是幸福的) but... i dont agree to this.. i feel that if you are loved by someone you love, that's HAPPINESS!! but if you are loved by someone you dont love or cant love, it's SUFFERING! cause the person love you like mad yet you have to hurt that person's feelings.. well, love cannot be forced.. this is one thing very clear cut..
got to go get some rest:D feeling lethargic!:)
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEELENG JIE and SAKINAH!! :D
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