[ good news are shared BUT bad news publicizes! ]

well.. 2nd day in the new ward already.. i shall say.. i'm still adapting.. and today.. we got a CP lecturer to our ward! well, it's like FINALLY! i didnt blame Mdm Yeo at all.. cause she also hold her baby until we finish our CP.. i guess the school management is the one we have to put blame on.. they are over tasking the teachers i guess.. one teacher covering here and there for 2 groups..

alright.. shall introduce my new CP lecturer.. she's Ms Jay.. quite NICE and pretty.. that's the FIRST IMPRESSION.. i guess there will be more to come.. just hoping to complete 75% of my skills and ALL my critical skills.. nightmares have been setting in every single night without fail.. i have been really SCARY dreams like i contracting CANCER and undergoing CHEMO.. then having dreamt of a YEP family but saw GHOSTS! oh my gosh! this just set my goose bumps arising NON-STOP!

it's been a bit MESSY in this ward.. with only 4 students per shift.. we are just like slaves being commanded to do this and do that.. i guess that's the life of a student and as a role of a staff to command.. LOLX! i shall make sure i WONT become a commander when i graduate as a nurse.. I'm SURE!

receive Calvan's sms last night.. was kind of SHOCKED.. didnt expect it. but well, what can he say? the same old words lohz.. and he called me today.. at the WRONG TIME! so i didnt pick up and he smsed me.. what again? same old shit.. well, i guess he leaving singapore means i can have a peace of my mind.. and concentrate on things that are more important..

i guess if i can put my heart and soul in my studies, i get GOOD RESULTS as rewards.. and if i put my heart and soul in my family, i'll get the WARMTH.. and if i put my heart and soul in gakkai activities, i'll get lots and lots of GOOD FORTUNE and i believe Gohonzon will plan the RIGHT ONE for me..

BUT, if i were to put my heart and soul in a relationship now, i will nelgect my studies, that will in turn makes me have POOR RESULTS.. i will neglect my family, and that's where the HORNING and NAGGING comes in.. and if i neglect my gakkai activities, my members will SUFFER, my comrades will COMPLAIN and i will DEFINITELY not have good fortune but many BAD KARMA awaiting me and there goes my RIGHT ONE! and not only that.. i guess i will end up washing my face everyday with TEARS, ACHING my head, BLEEDING my heart and LOSE my balance..

hahaz.. sound like got so many DISADVANTAGES getting in a relationship.. well.. that paragraph just came on fingers automatically when i place them on the keypad.. so many disadvantages, so why people are still in LOVE? like what Sensei said, "if you were to get into a relationship while you are studying, you will miss out a lot in life..." believe it or not, you will see it..

a good news - i got a new god-sister!!!! =] and she's my member of mine- Yue Chang.. a cute primary6 girl.. shall take a picture with her one day! :)

a funny thing to show.. my DEAREST SISTER STELLA post it in her blog! i REALLY MAKES me laugh like MAD!!! :) WahahaZ!


http://www.bustedtees.com/tom

this was the description in the webby -> "No offense or anything, Tom, its just that you've been kind of annoying lately. No, its not any one thing... its just a bunch of little things. No, I don't know why you're not in Justin's Top 8 anymore! Listen - seriously, I gotta go! "

hahaz! and CONGRATS STELLA for the SIM exhibition!! jiayou!! i'll be sending you prayers!! meet up SOON!!!!:)

tomorrow - morning shift! *dead*