Sunday, August 17, 2008

[ dont be prisoners of the past... ]

woke up at 9.30am this morning.. feeling really lethargic.. but no choice.. have to get myself ready for the discussion meeting.. woke up, showered and did my morning prayers.. then headed to Clementi to meet Hooi Ying for lunch.. had western food and sugarcane juice.. was raining while we had our lunch at the market.. was early.. managed to reach the discussion meeting place early and way before the rest..

today discussion meeting.. quite slack.. cause never share anything much.. most of the time was used for group dialogue.. and i think i am not in the right life condition to encourage anyone and stuff.. hais.. got a scolding from Chee Cheng.. i think his mood also not good.. but thanks for always giving in to me.. i really appreciate it a lot.. hais.. i'm really down today.. just feel like hiding in my pillow and cry it all out.. i cant talk about this to many people.. not even to my trusty 4division and my dearest YMD, Chee Cheng.. i can just keep quiet and talked to those i trust.. IRON ladies power.. give me some... hais!

Calvan tried calling me but i didnt want to pick up his call.. i'm so sorry. i'm seriously not in the mood to talk about anything now.. and hope you only treat me as a friend.. cause what i really bother now is the BIG ISSUE, my studies, my cca, my soka activities.. nothing else now.. guess i have to stay away from him for the moment..

back home.. very tired and went to nap.. dad's birthday today.. didnt really celebrate with him.. facing him was the BIGGEST challenge already.. i guess i still can control my emotions when i talked to him.. just hope i wont burst out...

That's the way it is - Celion Dion

I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what you're going through
It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see, if you stick together
You're gonna find a way, yeah

So don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby, don't worry, forget your sorrow'
Cause love's gonna conquer it all, all

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

That's the way it is
That's the way it is, babe
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

heard this song through the video made by NTU RCHN for the VB drive.. it's my memories too.. and through that event, i know really many GREAT people like Woanlan, Ben Ben, Medy, Hooi Ying.. especially Woanlan and Ben Ben.. they will never fail to stay by my side when i really need them.. Thanks a lot.. Not forgetting the IRON LADIES - Stella and Xueyun.. my ITESD IIC - Ann Nee and Eunice.. thanks a lot people.. i will stay strong..

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