need a break
lesson was at 10am today.. YES! as what i have said.. i have a total of 14hours of sleep last night.. BUT.. i'm still having a HEADACHE!! why? SLEEP TOO MUCH liao i guess... sobx!... woke up at 7.30am.. and wash up.. left house at about 8.15am.. an took bus969.. as EXPECTED!.. i'm stuck on TPE because of the traffic jam.. couldnt sleep also.. slept too much..
received an sms from 小舅informing us about ah gong's birthday celebration tomorrow.. come again! it's tomorrow and he only inform me today! oh gosh! at it's at 12pm also.. i'm supposed to meet the yep family tomorrow at 12pm at city hall for the discussion for the ymca event next friday.. then i must show my face at my ah gong's house.. how am i going to seperate my body? cut into 2 parts? that will be a GOOD IDEA i guess if it can WORKS.. hahaz! well, i'm must going a bit NUTS!! out of my MIND..
lesson ended quite early.. instead of 5.30pm today.. we finished at around 4.45pm.. so, as tomorrow would be a PUBLIC HOLIDAY.. Nad suggested not to go home straight after school.. BUT.. to go SEE SEE, WALK WALK.. at first.. was thinking to go to TM de.. the NEAREST and the MOST CONVENIENT place for me to take bus home.. then they said then it might be too BORED.. caused we always go there.. then Shiffa suggested to go to WHITESANDS.. which we realised that Nad has never been there.. well, cant blame her.. she's staying at the extreme end of west.. and Whitesands is at the extreme east..
so, we SQUEEZED our way up the REALLY PACKED bus31.. and headed to Tanah Merah mrt.. from there.. we took the mrt to pasir ris.. saw many Ns men when we stepped out of the control station.. so was thinking whether i'll see weihan there or not.. cause he's staying at pasir ris.. BUT.. i didnt!! hais! sad! but anyway, we had a GREAT TIME looking at blouses, shoes, bags... and stuff.. how i wish i can be a MILLIONAIRE at that MOMENT!! hahaz! BUT.. SADLY.. i'm NOT lahz... hahaz!
at around 6pm.. i left pasir ris.. leaving Nad, Farhan and Shiffa.. they are going for dinner..and as for me.. i'm heading home for mom's home cooked food.. really TIRED.. the moment i board the bus, i just KNOCKED OFF.. lolx! misses mom's cooking a lot.. and i had my FAVOURITE today.. pig's stomach soup, and my favourite steamed food.. well.. it's a fulfilling meal i should say.. yup!! hahaz..
going to sleep le.. need a break badly.. but.. my tomorrow will be fully uterilised.. hais!
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
[ sleeping mode ]
sleeping mode
this entry was written on the 7th morning though it's supposed to be things that happened on the 6th.. you will know the reason why as you read down my entry!! hahaz!
lesson was at 8am today too.. i'm just so TIRED.. maybe because i turned in too late yesterday.. but.. still feeling with sweetness.. after struggling and going through so much.. we are in our 2nd month.. and i'm praying day by day that everything will continue to go on so smoothly..
first lesson was BH.. totally just switch off from what mdm tan is teaching.. and concentrating so much on other things like facebook, friendster and my blog!! i know this shouldnt be the same.. BUT.. that's what e-learning is all about lahz.. after which is CN practical.. and we had a great time SLACKING.. cause.. we are asked to FEED an ADULT patient.. so.. we were given some time to BUY FOOD back into our LAB.. and take turns to FEED our CLASSMATES!! hahaz! so fun! THANKS to Ms Zhao and Ms Lang.. they just UNDERSTAND so WELL.. thinking that we would need a BREAK after our phase test!! kekez!
skip lesson from 1pm to 5pm... it was CMS and SW lesson.. BUT i didnt go.. applied for AL.. at 12pm.. when lesson ended, went to see Ms Jill at SDC.. Ms Jacqueline wanted to see us.. telling us about what are the changes made to independent studies will affect us.. guess.. for those graduating in april.. really SAD that the policy changes only NOW.. hais! for me! what to do? i'm ONLY GRADUATING in year 2009.. well well well...
after which, i had lunch at the cafe1 with Shaun, Chong, Nabil, Sam, Reezal and Guo Sheng.. but they left halfway.. leaving me with Shaun and Chong.. i was happily eating my teriyaki beef when all a sudden Shaun came out with a FUNNY and STUPID trick to steal my beef.... he kept asking me to turn.. saying that Tom is here.. i knew something was up in his mind.. so i didnt turn.. but ended up.. he FORCED my head to turn.. then steal my beef.. so CUTE lohz.. if he wants to eat, he can always ask me ar.. i'll be most WILLING to SHARE my food.. kekez!
then.. at around 1plus.. Chong left for his driving lesson.. FIRST lesson!! all the best huh! then leaving me with Shaun lohz. so.. we were randomly talking my past working experience and stuff.. and waited for Tom to come till we got a bit 不耐烦!! so we went to look for him at the SDC.. and indeed.. he's there.. happily watching the video Zaki had came up.. after which, we went back to cafe1.. cause Tom hasnt take his lunch yet.. then.. while he's eating.. we started to discuss about the ymca thing we are going to do next friday..and the same time.. we do side track lahz.. hahaz! that's NORMAL!
hais! we had totally NO IDEA what YOUTH AT RISK is all about.. so, remembering Stanley kor is working at ymca.. i gave him a call.. it's been SO LONG i hasnt hear his voice!! oh ya.. a short intro of who he is.. he's my senior in NPCC when i was in secondary school.. he's the CI (Cadet Inspector) in charge of my squad when i was in secondary 1 and 2.. ya.. was quite CLOSE with him when i was in secondary school.. and i got really LOTS of RUMOURS with him when he was taking our squad.. ya.. and i got SMALL crush for him too lahz! shall not denied that.. BUT.. now, he's my god brother.. and i TREAT him like my ELDER BROTHER!! and it's been years we didnt see each other!! hahaz! anyway, he's a NICE guy lahz! always there to help me when i was in my cca.. cause i everytime got gastric pain, he was the one who cares for me a lot.. then one of THOSE who always DRAGGED me into my CCA room to take MILO and MEDICATION.. really love lots moments in npcc!!
okie.. back track.. then.. we came out with a number of games also.. then.. Tom started talking about his hairy hand.. saying that one of the picture he took shows his hand.. and when he sees that picture.. he sees how HAIRY his hand is.. so FUNNY lohz.. makes me and Shaun laughed till our ORGANS are OUT!! who knows what happened next?? saw Jamal.. and he was saying that his girlfriend is still ANGRY with him.. hmmm.. PITY him!! he's a NICE guy with NO TEMPER.. but, his girlfriend.. hais! then Shaun's girlfriend came.. then Shaun started to intro me and Tom to her.. and who knows.. she knows who we are before Shaun said anything.. my goodness! she knows so clearly who are we.. then his girlfriend even 报料 that Shaun said before that Tom is very HAIRY!! lolx! SO FUNNY lohz!
after which, i left school.. and went to yishun polyclinic for my Hep B third jab.. after the jab.. i went home.. shower and sleep.. from 5pm all the way to 7th oct (this morning) 7.30am.. see the reason why my entry for yesterday was typed today morning? hahaz! anyway, i also dont know why i'm so TIRED!!
this entry was written on the 7th morning though it's supposed to be things that happened on the 6th.. you will know the reason why as you read down my entry!! hahaz!
lesson was at 8am today too.. i'm just so TIRED.. maybe because i turned in too late yesterday.. but.. still feeling with sweetness.. after struggling and going through so much.. we are in our 2nd month.. and i'm praying day by day that everything will continue to go on so smoothly..
first lesson was BH.. totally just switch off from what mdm tan is teaching.. and concentrating so much on other things like facebook, friendster and my blog!! i know this shouldnt be the same.. BUT.. that's what e-learning is all about lahz.. after which is CN practical.. and we had a great time SLACKING.. cause.. we are asked to FEED an ADULT patient.. so.. we were given some time to BUY FOOD back into our LAB.. and take turns to FEED our CLASSMATES!! hahaz! so fun! THANKS to Ms Zhao and Ms Lang.. they just UNDERSTAND so WELL.. thinking that we would need a BREAK after our phase test!! kekez!
skip lesson from 1pm to 5pm... it was CMS and SW lesson.. BUT i didnt go.. applied for AL.. at 12pm.. when lesson ended, went to see Ms Jill at SDC.. Ms Jacqueline wanted to see us.. telling us about what are the changes made to independent studies will affect us.. guess.. for those graduating in april.. really SAD that the policy changes only NOW.. hais! for me! what to do? i'm ONLY GRADUATING in year 2009.. well well well...
after which, i had lunch at the cafe1 with Shaun, Chong, Nabil, Sam, Reezal and Guo Sheng.. but they left halfway.. leaving me with Shaun and Chong.. i was happily eating my teriyaki beef when all a sudden Shaun came out with a FUNNY and STUPID trick to steal my beef.... he kept asking me to turn.. saying that Tom is here.. i knew something was up in his mind.. so i didnt turn.. but ended up.. he FORCED my head to turn.. then steal my beef.. so CUTE lohz.. if he wants to eat, he can always ask me ar.. i'll be most WILLING to SHARE my food.. kekez!
then.. at around 1plus.. Chong left for his driving lesson.. FIRST lesson!! all the best huh! then leaving me with Shaun lohz. so.. we were randomly talking my past working experience and stuff.. and waited for Tom to come till we got a bit 不耐烦!! so we went to look for him at the SDC.. and indeed.. he's there.. happily watching the video Zaki had came up.. after which, we went back to cafe1.. cause Tom hasnt take his lunch yet.. then.. while he's eating.. we started to discuss about the ymca thing we are going to do next friday..and the same time.. we do side track lahz.. hahaz! that's NORMAL!
hais! we had totally NO IDEA what YOUTH AT RISK is all about.. so, remembering Stanley kor is working at ymca.. i gave him a call.. it's been SO LONG i hasnt hear his voice!! oh ya.. a short intro of who he is.. he's my senior in NPCC when i was in secondary school.. he's the CI (Cadet Inspector) in charge of my squad when i was in secondary 1 and 2.. ya.. was quite CLOSE with him when i was in secondary school.. and i got really LOTS of RUMOURS with him when he was taking our squad.. ya.. and i got SMALL crush for him too lahz! shall not denied that.. BUT.. now, he's my god brother.. and i TREAT him like my ELDER BROTHER!! and it's been years we didnt see each other!! hahaz! anyway, he's a NICE guy lahz! always there to help me when i was in my cca.. cause i everytime got gastric pain, he was the one who cares for me a lot.. then one of THOSE who always DRAGGED me into my CCA room to take MILO and MEDICATION.. really love lots moments in npcc!!
okie.. back track.. then.. we came out with a number of games also.. then.. Tom started talking about his hairy hand.. saying that one of the picture he took shows his hand.. and when he sees that picture.. he sees how HAIRY his hand is.. so FUNNY lohz.. makes me and Shaun laughed till our ORGANS are OUT!! who knows what happened next?? saw Jamal.. and he was saying that his girlfriend is still ANGRY with him.. hmmm.. PITY him!! he's a NICE guy with NO TEMPER.. but, his girlfriend.. hais! then Shaun's girlfriend came.. then Shaun started to intro me and Tom to her.. and who knows.. she knows who we are before Shaun said anything.. my goodness! she knows so clearly who are we.. then his girlfriend even 报料 that Shaun said before that Tom is very HAIRY!! lolx! SO FUNNY lohz!
after which, i left school.. and went to yishun polyclinic for my Hep B third jab.. after the jab.. i went home.. shower and sleep.. from 5pm all the way to 7th oct (this morning) 7.30am.. see the reason why my entry for yesterday was typed today morning? hahaz! anyway, i also dont know why i'm so TIRED!!
Monday, November 05, 2007
[ our 2nd month ]
our 2nd month
yupz.. today is 5th nov!! and it's our 2nd month.. guess this was one of the reason why i was so energetic today!! early morning when i woke up.. i saw dear's sms.. didnt expect he will send sms to me before i sent it to him.. yupz! HAPPY 2months dear..
as usual.. class is at 8am.. we had our every first period with Ms Zhao.. CN theory.. oh man! i just feel like sleeping.. only slept 5hours last night.. and i keep waking up.. i think i'm suffering from insomnia.. i gets more and more moody lesson after lesson.. and thinking that it's kind of SAD that we cant spend our 2nd month today.. BUT.. i didnt BLAME him at all.. cause he's actually having SC meeting..
lesson at MLT from 2pm to 4pm.. then went to take the sponsorship form from junyuan.. then.. i just dont know why.. we started to talk about Guosheng again.. somehow, our subject of conversation just cant let Guosheng out.. alamak! get kind of SICK of it.. but guess that's when we know we got the same thoughts towards some stuffs.. lolx! but thanks for printing me the form.. your efforts are appreciated!
after lesson.. went to meet Chong.. cause need to see Ms Jill to get the excuse letter for this friday's event.. after which.. went to look for tom at the sc room.. was complaining that he cant give up his meeting because it's a special day.. lolx! dont say that i'm unreasonable.. i didnt BLAME you at all.. jus making fun of you.. after which.. went on my way to century square to take bro's handphone.. and while walking out of the school gate.. i heard someone calling me.. oh gosh! guess who is it? the person i'm scared to see..... guosheng.. i guess me and chong would hope it isnt HIM..
then he start to ask.. where we are heading to.. and he's like so UNHAPPY that me and Chong now very good friends.. ya.. JEALOUS?! but WHO GIVES A DAMN!!?? hahaz! he wanted to accompany us to tampines so much.. and so LUCKY.. i managed to SHAKE him OFF.. hais! stress sia!
then.. i headed to century square.. oh gosh! there's almost 20people ahead of my queue number.. thanks to my bro lohz!! spoilt kid.. cant settle his own things on his own.. hais! then.. Dear called.. saying that his meeting is done.. and wants to come and meet me for dinner.. all a sudden.. the disappointment stage are filled with HOPE.. hahaz! at least a dinner is better than nothing.. and he even agreed to go for the camp in decemeber!! smile=]
we went to fish & co actually.. and i had my seafood platter!!!!! been so time away since i last eat fish & co.. think the last time was in april on melvin's birthday.. anyway. thanks DEAR for all these!! after the dinner itself, while walking up the escalator.. Dear was saying that it seems so fast.. and it's already our 2nd month already!! and he also said we kept quarrelling.. lolx! i also dont wish to ar.. he just dont know how many times i cried because of our agrument.. haiS!
after the dinner, we set off to take his new specs! then.. here comes my mom's HORNING.. horning me HOME! hais.. she just SPOILT my MOOD.. after taking my specs.. i went home.. ya.. on my own.. didnt want him to send either.. it's too far liao.....
going to sleep le.. tomorrow is going to be a longggggggg day!...
yupz.. today is 5th nov!! and it's our 2nd month.. guess this was one of the reason why i was so energetic today!! early morning when i woke up.. i saw dear's sms.. didnt expect he will send sms to me before i sent it to him.. yupz! HAPPY 2months dear..
as usual.. class is at 8am.. we had our every first period with Ms Zhao.. CN theory.. oh man! i just feel like sleeping.. only slept 5hours last night.. and i keep waking up.. i think i'm suffering from insomnia.. i gets more and more moody lesson after lesson.. and thinking that it's kind of SAD that we cant spend our 2nd month today.. BUT.. i didnt BLAME him at all.. cause he's actually having SC meeting..
lesson at MLT from 2pm to 4pm.. then went to take the sponsorship form from junyuan.. then.. i just dont know why.. we started to talk about Guosheng again.. somehow, our subject of conversation just cant let Guosheng out.. alamak! get kind of SICK of it.. but guess that's when we know we got the same thoughts towards some stuffs.. lolx! but thanks for printing me the form.. your efforts are appreciated!
after lesson.. went to meet Chong.. cause need to see Ms Jill to get the excuse letter for this friday's event.. after which.. went to look for tom at the sc room.. was complaining that he cant give up his meeting because it's a special day.. lolx! dont say that i'm unreasonable.. i didnt BLAME you at all.. jus making fun of you.. after which.. went on my way to century square to take bro's handphone.. and while walking out of the school gate.. i heard someone calling me.. oh gosh! guess who is it? the person i'm scared to see..... guosheng.. i guess me and chong would hope it isnt HIM..
then he start to ask.. where we are heading to.. and he's like so UNHAPPY that me and Chong now very good friends.. ya.. JEALOUS?! but WHO GIVES A DAMN!!?? hahaz! he wanted to accompany us to tampines so much.. and so LUCKY.. i managed to SHAKE him OFF.. hais! stress sia!
then.. i headed to century square.. oh gosh! there's almost 20people ahead of my queue number.. thanks to my bro lohz!! spoilt kid.. cant settle his own things on his own.. hais! then.. Dear called.. saying that his meeting is done.. and wants to come and meet me for dinner.. all a sudden.. the disappointment stage are filled with HOPE.. hahaz! at least a dinner is better than nothing.. and he even agreed to go for the camp in decemeber!! smile=]
we went to fish & co actually.. and i had my seafood platter!!!!! been so time away since i last eat fish & co.. think the last time was in april on melvin's birthday.. anyway. thanks DEAR for all these!! after the dinner itself, while walking up the escalator.. Dear was saying that it seems so fast.. and it's already our 2nd month already!! and he also said we kept quarrelling.. lolx! i also dont wish to ar.. he just dont know how many times i cried because of our agrument.. haiS!
after the dinner, we set off to take his new specs! then.. here comes my mom's HORNING.. horning me HOME! hais.. she just SPOILT my MOOD.. after taking my specs.. i went home.. ya.. on my own.. didnt want him to send either.. it's too far liao.....
going to sleep le.. tomorrow is going to be a longggggggg day!...
Sunday, November 04, 2007
[ raya with yep family ]
raya with yep family
woke up quite early today.. 8.30am!! and it's sunday somemore!! alamak! why is my life so TOUGH?? hahaz! no lahz.. it's because i'm going out that's why i'm giving up my sleep.. something more different from other people.. when i want to go out, to avoid any nagging or scolding.. i just need to make an EXTRA EFFORT to PLEASE my MOM!! and what i did this time round is to HELP her do some HOUSEHOLD CHORES.. and i SWEEP and MOP the FLOOR!! and it's kind of like PATHETIC to do household chores as early as 8.30am.. if i can guai guai stay at home.. i might not need to xi sheng so much.. but anyway, i guess all these are WORTHWHILE..
after mopping the floor, i had my shower.. and then when i walked into my room.. my dearest handphone rang.. and it's from yeow chong.. they have finished their csc event at bishan park.. and asking if i'm ready to meet them up at bishan j8.. alamak! i just finished my shower.. havent do my morning prayers.. havent dress up yet.. and everyone is rushing me.. and that KIND-HEARTED chong almost dumped me with that sickening person.. SO GOOD FRIEND of HIM.. hahaz! but luckily he didnt.. if not, he will become 108pieces.. lolx!
i quickly put down the phone and went to prepare myself.. managed to get out of my house before 11am.. and reached j8 at around 11.20am.. suhui, guosheng, shaun and yeow chong were sitting at the food court.. so i went up to look for them.. the moment i stepped into the foodcourt.. i just feel that it's so SMOKY!! and makes me feel so SMELLY.. cause i just had my SHOWER!! alamak! there's goes the fragrant smell of my hair.. SOBX!
after sitting there for a while.. we went out of the foodcourt and went into mini toons.. shaun just cant stand me and suhui.. cause mini toons is so like a girls' paradise.. hahaz! and chong saw something interesting.. something like a light bulb.. and he accidentally dropped it.. luckily it's made of plastic material.. shaun just dragged me away when chong dropped the light bulb thing.. it's kind of LOUD.. and so paiseh!! hahaz!
suhui went in and bought a comb.. while the rest of us just walked around.. then we saw some cute designs of ash-tray.. like "NO SEX" stuff and that.. lolx! and it reminds us of my dearest.. hahaz! diaoz.. then we went into a shop beside the mini toons.. it's a shop that sells christian books and stuffs.. we were happily searching for the meaning of our names.. Jessica - means a blessed one.. and shaun.. he's so happy saying that shaun means - a gift from heaven or something.. lolx! suhui cant join us in the raya session.. she got driving lesson.. and here is shaun again.. giving advice and talking about his TP again.. hahaz! he's just still HAPPY over it!!
after which, we went to take bus88.. and we are to actually drop at shaun's girlfriend's house bus-stop.. so.. with his look filled with sympathy.. lolx! he asked if we could allow him to go up to his girlfriend's place for a while.. yupz! we are NICE PEOPLE.. of cause we will ALLOW!! lolx! he say he needs maybe around 20minutes.. but he came down after 10minutes.. that's fast!! and he gave us that HYPER look again!! and happily saying that his BATTERY is RECHARGED!! i like his way of doing things.. cause though it's just a 10minutes meet up.. he's still so thankful and grateful about it.. and didnt take things for granted at all.. lolx! while walking back to the bus-stop.. we saw bus93 coming!!!!!..... oh man! then.. our first reaction is to......... RUN!!!!!!!! oh man!!!! like so long never run liao.. then i'm wearing my dolly shoes and RUN!! alamak! so torturing!!
and shaun.. keep suan-ing me that i'm like princess.. eating japanese pearl rice and drinking distilled water and stuff.. and when i walked out of the sun.. he will asked if i need an umbrella.. feel so PAISEH!! through-out the journey, i didnt wanted to talk.. as usual lahz.. that guosheng made me so ANGRY.. time and again DISCOURAGING me to take up the sponsorship.. WHAT's the PROBLEM with YOU? dont EVER have the MINDSET that EVERYONE is SO NAIVE and ONLY YOU knows EVERYTHING.. i kept quiet through out the journey and think shaun and chong knows me WELL....
we reached eunos mrt station quite early.. it's only 12.30pm.. and we are meeting them at 1pm.. so.. our first station.. SWEETTALK bubble tea.. as usual.. i had peppermint milk tea.. and shaun had milk tea with small pearls.. he was drinking and playing with the pearls.. saying that he will stuff his mouth with the small pearls and when tom come, he will give him a pearl war!! lolx! end up, he actually kept his pearls in his mouth for 15minutes till he cannot take it anymore... lolx! cause tom is LATE!! as usual lahz huh.. hahaz!
but cant blame him also.. he worked till today morning.. so poor thing! on the way to nabil house.. journey through out was FUN.. nabil was happily tricking amalina that jamal's bike break down and that zaki and khai is not coming.. and innocent amalina actually believe him.. lolx! then we sat at nabil's house that bus-top and patiently waited for "jamal" to come.. but actually.. we are waiting for zaki and khairul.. we reached nabil place at around 2plus.. and we had some cute cute cakes and some dishes prepared by her mom.. NICE NICE!!
over at nabil's house.. we were still happily talking about the past incidents that happened in yunnan.. it's really unforgettable!! after at around 3plus.. we set off to amalina's place at toa poyah.. GREAT! it's near my place.. we took bus8 from nabil's house to toa poyah central.. through out the journey.. some were talking.. amalina is studying.. and some of us were sleeping.. dear was sleeping also.. think he's really TIRED after working over night.. hais! think i should start PLANNING my TIME and go back to WORK...
at the interchange, we took bus 235 to her place.. actually her place is just 2 bus stops away from the interchange.. but she TRICKED us!! it's a feeder bus so it actually goes one round and goes back to the interchange.. she LEARNED really FAST!! hahaz! the moment she opened the door of her place.. i feel it's so NICE!! her bedroom ESPECIALLY.. i want a QUEEN SIZE BED too!! we ate some nice biscuits.. drank F&N orange.. and watch the starhub cable tv.. on a ang moh girl's 16th birthday party.. her GIFT is a BMW!!! oh man!! that's so like SPOILT lohz.. but anyway, amalina's mom cooked for us too.. lontong, fried chicken wings, prawns with beef, sotong... etc.. and amalina's cousin is soooooooo CUTE!! i just love her..
then nabil was talking about asking khai to get marry first.. then someone said tom should be the first in the yep family.. then he said so loudly that he got no intention to get marry.. then all a sudden... all the eyes are on me!! then nabil said.. jess, you can throw away liao.. HAIS!! i just hope his perception of getting married will change as times passes by..
we left amalina's place at around 7plus.. then we went to toa poyah central.. then the guys actually find ways to let guosheng go home.. and then when tom saw that i'm still around.. he said: " why you still here? the plan we had was to make you and guosheng go home... " OH MAN!! i was so ANGRY at the moment.. tomorrow 2nd month today still must make my BLOOD BOIL!!! ARGH! as usual lahz.. after making me angry.. then he will find ways to make me smile again lohz.. now i know this quote is really TRUE!! .... "The person who makes you cry is usually the person who makes you smile...."
we went to the hdb hub and settled down at the coffee bean... and i had my favourite!! pure chocolate ice blended! we talked from topics to topics.. not leaving guosheng as one of the topics.. kind of sick to always talk about him.. cause it will reminds me how he made my BLOOD BOILED! argh! at around 9.. i went off.. kind of ANGRY actually.. shall not say what had happened.. and my mom called and NAG again!! as usual lahz.. her favourite pasttime is to HORN me HOME..
i'm tired le.. turning in early.. tomorrow is 5th NOV!! kekez =]
woke up quite early today.. 8.30am!! and it's sunday somemore!! alamak! why is my life so TOUGH?? hahaz! no lahz.. it's because i'm going out that's why i'm giving up my sleep.. something more different from other people.. when i want to go out, to avoid any nagging or scolding.. i just need to make an EXTRA EFFORT to PLEASE my MOM!! and what i did this time round is to HELP her do some HOUSEHOLD CHORES.. and i SWEEP and MOP the FLOOR!! and it's kind of like PATHETIC to do household chores as early as 8.30am.. if i can guai guai stay at home.. i might not need to xi sheng so much.. but anyway, i guess all these are WORTHWHILE..
after mopping the floor, i had my shower.. and then when i walked into my room.. my dearest handphone rang.. and it's from yeow chong.. they have finished their csc event at bishan park.. and asking if i'm ready to meet them up at bishan j8.. alamak! i just finished my shower.. havent do my morning prayers.. havent dress up yet.. and everyone is rushing me.. and that KIND-HEARTED chong almost dumped me with that sickening person.. SO GOOD FRIEND of HIM.. hahaz! but luckily he didnt.. if not, he will become 108pieces.. lolx!
i quickly put down the phone and went to prepare myself.. managed to get out of my house before 11am.. and reached j8 at around 11.20am.. suhui, guosheng, shaun and yeow chong were sitting at the food court.. so i went up to look for them.. the moment i stepped into the foodcourt.. i just feel that it's so SMOKY!! and makes me feel so SMELLY.. cause i just had my SHOWER!! alamak! there's goes the fragrant smell of my hair.. SOBX!
after sitting there for a while.. we went out of the foodcourt and went into mini toons.. shaun just cant stand me and suhui.. cause mini toons is so like a girls' paradise.. hahaz! and chong saw something interesting.. something like a light bulb.. and he accidentally dropped it.. luckily it's made of plastic material.. shaun just dragged me away when chong dropped the light bulb thing.. it's kind of LOUD.. and so paiseh!! hahaz!
suhui went in and bought a comb.. while the rest of us just walked around.. then we saw some cute designs of ash-tray.. like "NO SEX" stuff and that.. lolx! and it reminds us of my dearest.. hahaz! diaoz.. then we went into a shop beside the mini toons.. it's a shop that sells christian books and stuffs.. we were happily searching for the meaning of our names.. Jessica - means a blessed one.. and shaun.. he's so happy saying that shaun means - a gift from heaven or something.. lolx! suhui cant join us in the raya session.. she got driving lesson.. and here is shaun again.. giving advice and talking about his TP again.. hahaz! he's just still HAPPY over it!!
after which, we went to take bus88.. and we are to actually drop at shaun's girlfriend's house bus-stop.. so.. with his look filled with sympathy.. lolx! he asked if we could allow him to go up to his girlfriend's place for a while.. yupz! we are NICE PEOPLE.. of cause we will ALLOW!! lolx! he say he needs maybe around 20minutes.. but he came down after 10minutes.. that's fast!! and he gave us that HYPER look again!! and happily saying that his BATTERY is RECHARGED!! i like his way of doing things.. cause though it's just a 10minutes meet up.. he's still so thankful and grateful about it.. and didnt take things for granted at all.. lolx! while walking back to the bus-stop.. we saw bus93 coming!!!!!..... oh man! then.. our first reaction is to......... RUN!!!!!!!! oh man!!!! like so long never run liao.. then i'm wearing my dolly shoes and RUN!! alamak! so torturing!!
and shaun.. keep suan-ing me that i'm like princess.. eating japanese pearl rice and drinking distilled water and stuff.. and when i walked out of the sun.. he will asked if i need an umbrella.. feel so PAISEH!! through-out the journey, i didnt wanted to talk.. as usual lahz.. that guosheng made me so ANGRY.. time and again DISCOURAGING me to take up the sponsorship.. WHAT's the PROBLEM with YOU? dont EVER have the MINDSET that EVERYONE is SO NAIVE and ONLY YOU knows EVERYTHING.. i kept quiet through out the journey and think shaun and chong knows me WELL....
we reached eunos mrt station quite early.. it's only 12.30pm.. and we are meeting them at 1pm.. so.. our first station.. SWEETTALK bubble tea.. as usual.. i had peppermint milk tea.. and shaun had milk tea with small pearls.. he was drinking and playing with the pearls.. saying that he will stuff his mouth with the small pearls and when tom come, he will give him a pearl war!! lolx! end up, he actually kept his pearls in his mouth for 15minutes till he cannot take it anymore... lolx! cause tom is LATE!! as usual lahz huh.. hahaz!
but cant blame him also.. he worked till today morning.. so poor thing! on the way to nabil house.. journey through out was FUN.. nabil was happily tricking amalina that jamal's bike break down and that zaki and khai is not coming.. and innocent amalina actually believe him.. lolx! then we sat at nabil's house that bus-top and patiently waited for "jamal" to come.. but actually.. we are waiting for zaki and khairul.. we reached nabil place at around 2plus.. and we had some cute cute cakes and some dishes prepared by her mom.. NICE NICE!!
over at nabil's house.. we were still happily talking about the past incidents that happened in yunnan.. it's really unforgettable!! after at around 3plus.. we set off to amalina's place at toa poyah.. GREAT! it's near my place.. we took bus8 from nabil's house to toa poyah central.. through out the journey.. some were talking.. amalina is studying.. and some of us were sleeping.. dear was sleeping also.. think he's really TIRED after working over night.. hais! think i should start PLANNING my TIME and go back to WORK...
at the interchange, we took bus 235 to her place.. actually her place is just 2 bus stops away from the interchange.. but she TRICKED us!! it's a feeder bus so it actually goes one round and goes back to the interchange.. she LEARNED really FAST!! hahaz! the moment she opened the door of her place.. i feel it's so NICE!! her bedroom ESPECIALLY.. i want a QUEEN SIZE BED too!! we ate some nice biscuits.. drank F&N orange.. and watch the starhub cable tv.. on a ang moh girl's 16th birthday party.. her GIFT is a BMW!!! oh man!! that's so like SPOILT lohz.. but anyway, amalina's mom cooked for us too.. lontong, fried chicken wings, prawns with beef, sotong... etc.. and amalina's cousin is soooooooo CUTE!! i just love her..
then nabil was talking about asking khai to get marry first.. then someone said tom should be the first in the yep family.. then he said so loudly that he got no intention to get marry.. then all a sudden... all the eyes are on me!! then nabil said.. jess, you can throw away liao.. HAIS!! i just hope his perception of getting married will change as times passes by..
we left amalina's place at around 7plus.. then we went to toa poyah central.. then the guys actually find ways to let guosheng go home.. and then when tom saw that i'm still around.. he said: " why you still here? the plan we had was to make you and guosheng go home... " OH MAN!! i was so ANGRY at the moment.. tomorrow 2nd month today still must make my BLOOD BOIL!!! ARGH! as usual lahz.. after making me angry.. then he will find ways to make me smile again lohz.. now i know this quote is really TRUE!! .... "The person who makes you cry is usually the person who makes you smile...."
we went to the hdb hub and settled down at the coffee bean... and i had my favourite!! pure chocolate ice blended! we talked from topics to topics.. not leaving guosheng as one of the topics.. kind of sick to always talk about him.. cause it will reminds me how he made my BLOOD BOILED! argh! at around 9.. i went off.. kind of ANGRY actually.. shall not say what had happened.. and my mom called and NAG again!! as usual lahz.. her favourite pasttime is to HORN me HOME..
i'm tired le.. turning in early.. tomorrow is 5th NOV!! kekez =]
Saturday, November 03, 2007
[ *甜甜圈* ]
*甜甜圈*
haiS! cant imagine that it's a SATURDAY yet i have to wake up at 5.30am to go SCHOOL! oh my goodness! i'm just too TIRED!! been dragging myself out of my cosy bed this few days!! oh gosh! how i wish i can have a proper sleep..
early morning.. had my shower and did my morning prayers.. really praying hard that i can do well in this phase test.. and around 6.15am, i step out of the house and went on my way.. really TIRED.. the FIRST thing i did was to SLEEP when i boarded the bus.. then on the bus to school, i saw MDM QIAN!! kekez! she's was encouraging me and ask me not to be so NERVOUS for the phase test.. ALAMAK! how can i not be nervous? and must thanks mdm qian also.. she treated me breakfast!! thank you so much..
after that, i went up the lockers area and sat down to do some last minute revision and eat my yummy bread.. our waiting area is at the t06-23.. and the phase test for our class is at t06-20.. was praying really hard in my heart.. and it was so NICE of Fara to crack jokes to distract our attention.. hahaz! thank you so much! it was really FAST!! 9am and it's my turn already.. i'm really very NERVOUS.. till i forgotten that i must tell the patient what i am doing before i go and collect my requisites!! alamak! luckily when i was collecting the requistes i can remember what steps i missed.. so lucky.. and it's so NICE of the teacher to allow me to repeat this step again..
it tooks me about 15minutes to finish the whole procedure.. much faster than many others.. and then.. i waited for Nadiah, Farhan, Ramlan and Shiffa to finish the phase test.. while waiting for them, i sat at the lockers area and talked to junyuan.. was talking about the hospital bonding thing again.. hais! i also dont know should i take up the bond or not.. and worried very much that i cant do well..
after which.. me, shiffa and farhan went to tampines mac to have our breakfast.. i'm really making myself confused.. i wanted so badly to lose weight.. and i managed to lose 1kg in this one week.. guess the one kg lost is gain because of the sausage mcmuffin with egg meal.. alamak! after the breakfast, i went home and sleep.. supposed to do something for mom.. but now, she settled on her own liao.. so, i can go sleep PEACEFULLY!! hahaz! but so sorry to joyce.. must dump her alone to study cause i need to do things for my mom.. end up, didnt help her also..
slept till 3.30pm before i wake up.. need to wash up and do my evening prayers.. meeting xue ling at bukit panjang plaza for 6pm.. dinner at cafe cartal.. i didnt eat anything much cause mom cooked dinner at home.. so got to rush home later for my dinner.. was discussing and talking about my transfer from my district to her district.. and getting information about my new members over at her district.. kind of stress over the transfer.. jus afraid that i cant cope with it.. doesnt seems to be putting in efforts in my studies in this term.. i seems to be distracted.. i also dont know what's the course.. but i can be definite that it's not relationship.. maybe because i'm psychologically and physiologically TIRED??
hasnt been sleeping well.. and that's e reason why i'm always craving for afternoon naps.. well, must do something to it liao.. as in to my studies.. shall chant and come out for soka activities more.. i know i'm slacking and sleeping for too LONG...... i dont want to disappoint my family and my friends who are putting high hope on me.. and well, must really thank my soka friends who gave me lots of encouragement from the moment i have decided to come back to school.. thanks guys! dinner was chicken soup mian xian!! one of my favourite! you just cant find anything nicer than my own mom's cooking.. bloated now!
going to sleep le.. meeting with yep family tomorrow! raya i'm coming!!!!!~
haiS! cant imagine that it's a SATURDAY yet i have to wake up at 5.30am to go SCHOOL! oh my goodness! i'm just too TIRED!! been dragging myself out of my cosy bed this few days!! oh gosh! how i wish i can have a proper sleep..
early morning.. had my shower and did my morning prayers.. really praying hard that i can do well in this phase test.. and around 6.15am, i step out of the house and went on my way.. really TIRED.. the FIRST thing i did was to SLEEP when i boarded the bus.. then on the bus to school, i saw MDM QIAN!! kekez! she's was encouraging me and ask me not to be so NERVOUS for the phase test.. ALAMAK! how can i not be nervous? and must thanks mdm qian also.. she treated me breakfast!! thank you so much..
after that, i went up the lockers area and sat down to do some last minute revision and eat my yummy bread.. our waiting area is at the t06-23.. and the phase test for our class is at t06-20.. was praying really hard in my heart.. and it was so NICE of Fara to crack jokes to distract our attention.. hahaz! thank you so much! it was really FAST!! 9am and it's my turn already.. i'm really very NERVOUS.. till i forgotten that i must tell the patient what i am doing before i go and collect my requisites!! alamak! luckily when i was collecting the requistes i can remember what steps i missed.. so lucky.. and it's so NICE of the teacher to allow me to repeat this step again..
it tooks me about 15minutes to finish the whole procedure.. much faster than many others.. and then.. i waited for Nadiah, Farhan, Ramlan and Shiffa to finish the phase test.. while waiting for them, i sat at the lockers area and talked to junyuan.. was talking about the hospital bonding thing again.. hais! i also dont know should i take up the bond or not.. and worried very much that i cant do well..
after which.. me, shiffa and farhan went to tampines mac to have our breakfast.. i'm really making myself confused.. i wanted so badly to lose weight.. and i managed to lose 1kg in this one week.. guess the one kg lost is gain because of the sausage mcmuffin with egg meal.. alamak! after the breakfast, i went home and sleep.. supposed to do something for mom.. but now, she settled on her own liao.. so, i can go sleep PEACEFULLY!! hahaz! but so sorry to joyce.. must dump her alone to study cause i need to do things for my mom.. end up, didnt help her also..
slept till 3.30pm before i wake up.. need to wash up and do my evening prayers.. meeting xue ling at bukit panjang plaza for 6pm.. dinner at cafe cartal.. i didnt eat anything much cause mom cooked dinner at home.. so got to rush home later for my dinner.. was discussing and talking about my transfer from my district to her district.. and getting information about my new members over at her district.. kind of stress over the transfer.. jus afraid that i cant cope with it.. doesnt seems to be putting in efforts in my studies in this term.. i seems to be distracted.. i also dont know what's the course.. but i can be definite that it's not relationship.. maybe because i'm psychologically and physiologically TIRED??
hasnt been sleeping well.. and that's e reason why i'm always craving for afternoon naps.. well, must do something to it liao.. as in to my studies.. shall chant and come out for soka activities more.. i know i'm slacking and sleeping for too LONG...... i dont want to disappoint my family and my friends who are putting high hope on me.. and well, must really thank my soka friends who gave me lots of encouragement from the moment i have decided to come back to school.. thanks guys! dinner was chicken soup mian xian!! one of my favourite! you just cant find anything nicer than my own mom's cooking.. bloated now!
going to sleep le.. meeting with yep family tomorrow! raya i'm coming!!!!!~
Friday, November 02, 2007
[ drowsy queen ]
drowsy queen
early morning.. woke up at 5am as usual.. didnt really sleep yesterday.. slept quite late at around 12am like that.. was on the phone with dear yesterday and he said he will call me back.. end up.. i waited for his call till i fall asleep.. bad right? never call but never inform.. then i also stupid stupid also wait for him to call..
early morning.. call him at 7am to wake him up for school.. that's e privilege of staying so near the school.. 7am i already reach school liao le.. but he still can relax and wake up and shower.. first lesson was behavioural science at com lab.. and i sms him.. but he didnt reply.. so i was telling nad that he must have skip school today.. and indeed.. i guess correctly.. he's having a headache and skip school today.. must be have slept late yesterday again.. also good lahz.. today's timetable and he's working at 6pm.. it will be good if he can sleep more..
during behavioural science lesson.. mdm tan was telling us that babies who are not breast feed when they are young will have the tendency of feeling insecure when they grow up.. hahaz! true.. now i know why i will feel insecure so easily le.. cause i'm not being breast feed when i was a baby! hahaz! interesting thing that i have found out.. CN lesson was as usual.. to practice on insertion of NG tube and and feeding.. i did tried once to practice today..
i feel that i have did better compared to yesterday.. but i kept forgetting to do handrub before and after procedure and forget to put down the cotside when i'm serving the patient.. aiyoz.. infection control fail ar! i just hope that i wont be so nervous tomorrow and can score well..cause i know i wont do well in the behavioural science test liao le.. ms zhao got high expectation on me.. she feels that i can do well.. i dont wish to disappoint her.. dont wish to disappoint mrs tang and mdm emily ng too! and wants badly to prove my parents wrong.. i want them to feel proud that even though i'm attached.. i still can do well in my studies..
and poor him.. because of me, he really working very hard.. 5days a week.. hais! see him like that i also xin tong cause i know he dont have the time to rest and sleep well.. must be very stressful like that.. somemore he only left with one more sem in school le.. and he's graduating.. sobx! actually this is the part i worry a lot.. i scare when he step out of the working society.. it will be more difficult for us to meet up.. and i'm afraid he will find me too childish cause i'm still schooling.. well.. shall not worry much.. just want to cherish NOW!
came home after i sent my brother's handphone for repair.. and had my shower and skipped my lunch.. cause i'm just pure LAZY and wants to SLEEP badly.. plus i want to LOSE WEIGHT! that's e crucial point.. hahaz! really like drowsy queen like that.. went to bed and woke up at 4plus to ring dear up.. first thing when he feel my voice.. he know i'm sleeping liao.. really tired.. and went back to sleep again! till about 6.30 when melvin called and woke me up.. he was asking if i'm meeting siyi or not.. cause it's her birthday today!! and ying hui's too! happy birthday sister! and my dearest daughter, yinghui..
after waking up, i was sneezing all the way.. feeling so terrible now.. and tomorrow is phase test! oh man! praying hard to do well! wish me all the best! smile=]
get to go liao.. still must iron my own uniform! take care my dear friends!
early morning.. woke up at 5am as usual.. didnt really sleep yesterday.. slept quite late at around 12am like that.. was on the phone with dear yesterday and he said he will call me back.. end up.. i waited for his call till i fall asleep.. bad right? never call but never inform.. then i also stupid stupid also wait for him to call..
early morning.. call him at 7am to wake him up for school.. that's e privilege of staying so near the school.. 7am i already reach school liao le.. but he still can relax and wake up and shower.. first lesson was behavioural science at com lab.. and i sms him.. but he didnt reply.. so i was telling nad that he must have skip school today.. and indeed.. i guess correctly.. he's having a headache and skip school today.. must be have slept late yesterday again.. also good lahz.. today's timetable and he's working at 6pm.. it will be good if he can sleep more..
during behavioural science lesson.. mdm tan was telling us that babies who are not breast feed when they are young will have the tendency of feeling insecure when they grow up.. hahaz! true.. now i know why i will feel insecure so easily le.. cause i'm not being breast feed when i was a baby! hahaz! interesting thing that i have found out.. CN lesson was as usual.. to practice on insertion of NG tube and and feeding.. i did tried once to practice today..
i feel that i have did better compared to yesterday.. but i kept forgetting to do handrub before and after procedure and forget to put down the cotside when i'm serving the patient.. aiyoz.. infection control fail ar! i just hope that i wont be so nervous tomorrow and can score well..cause i know i wont do well in the behavioural science test liao le.. ms zhao got high expectation on me.. she feels that i can do well.. i dont wish to disappoint her.. dont wish to disappoint mrs tang and mdm emily ng too! and wants badly to prove my parents wrong.. i want them to feel proud that even though i'm attached.. i still can do well in my studies..
and poor him.. because of me, he really working very hard.. 5days a week.. hais! see him like that i also xin tong cause i know he dont have the time to rest and sleep well.. must be very stressful like that.. somemore he only left with one more sem in school le.. and he's graduating.. sobx! actually this is the part i worry a lot.. i scare when he step out of the working society.. it will be more difficult for us to meet up.. and i'm afraid he will find me too childish cause i'm still schooling.. well.. shall not worry much.. just want to cherish NOW!
came home after i sent my brother's handphone for repair.. and had my shower and skipped my lunch.. cause i'm just pure LAZY and wants to SLEEP badly.. plus i want to LOSE WEIGHT! that's e crucial point.. hahaz! really like drowsy queen like that.. went to bed and woke up at 4plus to ring dear up.. first thing when he feel my voice.. he know i'm sleeping liao.. really tired.. and went back to sleep again! till about 6.30 when melvin called and woke me up.. he was asking if i'm meeting siyi or not.. cause it's her birthday today!! and ying hui's too! happy birthday sister! and my dearest daughter, yinghui..
after waking up, i was sneezing all the way.. feeling so terrible now.. and tomorrow is phase test! oh man! praying hard to do well! wish me all the best! smile=]
get to go liao.. still must iron my own uniform! take care my dear friends!
Thursday, November 01, 2007
[ appreciating those around me, and remembering those who have left me ]
appreciating those around me, and remembering those who have left me
hmmm.. it's my blood drive today.. and was really busy yesterday running from place to place.. early morning, 8am.. we had our first behaviour science test at the MLT.. oh man! i guess i wont do well though me and shiffa have both guess one topic for the short answer questions.. but, i didnt really have the time to revise and study.. hais! guess i'm going to do badly for my very test in this new term.. hais! this is going to be something that will demoralised me.. hais!
shall not talk about that.. after the test.. we went back to the nursing lab for our clinical nursing practical.. and i actually get ms zhao to assess my NG tube insertion before i go for the blood drive volunteer at 11am.. well, i'm not really that confident.. and i'm really tired.. didnt have the time to really sleep and rest well.. i think i really disappointed ms zhao in terms of my performance during the NG tube insertion.. hais! well, i have made the conviction that i will buck up and do well in this term.. wont want to disappoint my parents as well..
and something happy to share.. i feel i have did quite well in my independent studies module.. so happy! and the blood drive.. i must really thank JN0704C classmates of mine and my YEP FAMILY!!.. thanks for coming to support me and the blood drive.. let's thank the YEP family one by one..
Carolyn - thanks for donating your blood and supporting the red cross fund raising!
Miao Zhen - thanks for donating your blood!
Jun Jie - thanks for dropping by to give me moral support though you cant donate blood!
Amalina - thanks for picking up your courage to come forward and donate your blood and support the red cross fund raising as well!
Sam - thanks for donating your blood for the first time and support the fund raising as well!
Guo Sheng - thanks for trying and donated your blood for the first time!
Yeow Chong - thanks for dropping by to give me moral support and thanks for saving my stomach!
Shaun - thanks for rushing down in a cab after your TP and even kept your stomach empty. and thanks for picking up your courage to donate your blood for the first time!
Dear - thanks for giving up your sleep and come down to donate your blood. and thanks for asking the yep family to come and support me as well!
Su Hui - thanks for dropping by to give me the moral support and spreading the news for me!
Jamal - thanks for dropping by to give me the moral support and thanks for that hug!
Nabil - thanks for dropping by to give me moral support!
JN0704C - thanks everyone for donating and trying to donate!! Nad, Farhan and Shiffa especially! so happy you guys came! too many people.. cant really rememeber who donated.
Junyuan - thanks for trying to donate when you arent feeling that well! got lots of opportunity next time!
Ashiqa - thanks for coming to donate your blood!
Elli - thanks for trying to donate your blood!
after all, i feel really happy yesterday.. especially when my yep family members came down to support me! love you guys a lot.. and i really have a great time eating dinner with Shaun, Dear, Chong and GS.. thanks for everything guys! and... i'm really happy to see Shaun "back to normal" again.. and congrats for passing your TP! smile=]
and suddenly.. while typing this entry.. i thought of li hua jie jie.. hais! i'm going to start to learn to appreciate those around me more.. and remembering those who have left me.. and.. as what people always say.. i'm a person who gets contented very easily.. dear friends, am i? tag me for your response!
hmmm.. it's my blood drive today.. and was really busy yesterday running from place to place.. early morning, 8am.. we had our first behaviour science test at the MLT.. oh man! i guess i wont do well though me and shiffa have both guess one topic for the short answer questions.. but, i didnt really have the time to revise and study.. hais! guess i'm going to do badly for my very test in this new term.. hais! this is going to be something that will demoralised me.. hais!
shall not talk about that.. after the test.. we went back to the nursing lab for our clinical nursing practical.. and i actually get ms zhao to assess my NG tube insertion before i go for the blood drive volunteer at 11am.. well, i'm not really that confident.. and i'm really tired.. didnt have the time to really sleep and rest well.. i think i really disappointed ms zhao in terms of my performance during the NG tube insertion.. hais! well, i have made the conviction that i will buck up and do well in this term.. wont want to disappoint my parents as well..
and something happy to share.. i feel i have did quite well in my independent studies module.. so happy! and the blood drive.. i must really thank JN0704C classmates of mine and my YEP FAMILY!!.. thanks for coming to support me and the blood drive.. let's thank the YEP family one by one..
Carolyn - thanks for donating your blood and supporting the red cross fund raising!
Miao Zhen - thanks for donating your blood!
Jun Jie - thanks for dropping by to give me moral support though you cant donate blood!
Amalina - thanks for picking up your courage to come forward and donate your blood and support the red cross fund raising as well!
Sam - thanks for donating your blood for the first time and support the fund raising as well!
Guo Sheng - thanks for trying and donated your blood for the first time!
Yeow Chong - thanks for dropping by to give me moral support and thanks for saving my stomach!
Shaun - thanks for rushing down in a cab after your TP and even kept your stomach empty. and thanks for picking up your courage to donate your blood for the first time!
Dear - thanks for giving up your sleep and come down to donate your blood. and thanks for asking the yep family to come and support me as well!
Su Hui - thanks for dropping by to give me the moral support and spreading the news for me!
Jamal - thanks for dropping by to give me the moral support and thanks for that hug!
Nabil - thanks for dropping by to give me moral support!
JN0704C - thanks everyone for donating and trying to donate!! Nad, Farhan and Shiffa especially! so happy you guys came! too many people.. cant really rememeber who donated.
Junyuan - thanks for trying to donate when you arent feeling that well! got lots of opportunity next time!
Ashiqa - thanks for coming to donate your blood!
Elli - thanks for trying to donate your blood!
after all, i feel really happy yesterday.. especially when my yep family members came down to support me! love you guys a lot.. and i really have a great time eating dinner with Shaun, Dear, Chong and GS.. thanks for everything guys! and... i'm really happy to see Shaun "back to normal" again.. and congrats for passing your TP! smile=]
and suddenly.. while typing this entry.. i thought of li hua jie jie.. hais! i'm going to start to learn to appreciate those around me more.. and remembering those who have left me.. and.. as what people always say.. i'm a person who gets contented very easily.. dear friends, am i? tag me for your response!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
[ irresponsible ]
irresponsible
i dont know why things i hear or see will easily get on to my nerves and makes me really agitated over it.. just get to hear that one of my friend quarrelled with her girlfriend.. and another friend has some misunderstanding with her boyfriend.. and MAIN REASON was another 3rd PARTY!! my goodness! how can you not be agitated when you hear these? and really pity those who suffers are girls..
guys.. let me analyse this from a girl's point of view.. when your girl get to know about you being close with another girl, first reaction is usually that they will keep it to themselves first.. BUT..... that doesnt mean that they are not JEALOUS over it!! it's just that JEALOUSY is a in-plosive kind of reaction.. it takes time for them to explose.. BUT.. never TEST it!! cause you wont know that they will explose anytime without giving signal..
BUT somehow, in the two cases mentioned above.. the guys have tested their girl's tolerance and patience level.. yes, you can try making them jealous and let them feel your importance.. BUT, never overdo it.. cause you wont know that you will be the ONE SUFFERING in the END..
be it whether your relationship happened to have a 3rd party or not.. i feel that it's a responsiblity concern thing.. know your limits of being close to a girl if you have a girlfriend already.. so what you just treat her only as a good friend.. you wont know that FEELINGS will DEVELOP even in cases that you think that it's IMPOSSIBLE.. well, nothing in your life is IMPOSSIBLE.. split up the word ... it's spell I'M POSSIBLE!!!!! get the word?
why makes things so COMPLEX when love is actually a SIMPLE thing if both parties are responsible?? it takes two hands to clap.. so, it also means it will takes 2 person to make the relationship get going.. if you really cherish the other party, never take the bet of trying to make another party jealous.. YOU WILL SUFFER!
just one word of advice.. NEVER PLAY WITH FIRE.. you wont know when you will be burned to death.. and... NEVER EVER BECOME A 3RD PARTY.. heard of CAUSE and EFFECT ma? dont wish to be bear the consequences? then dont cause it to happen.....
hais! cherish one another's presence.. dont ever take things for granted!!
i dont know why things i hear or see will easily get on to my nerves and makes me really agitated over it.. just get to hear that one of my friend quarrelled with her girlfriend.. and another friend has some misunderstanding with her boyfriend.. and MAIN REASON was another 3rd PARTY!! my goodness! how can you not be agitated when you hear these? and really pity those who suffers are girls..
guys.. let me analyse this from a girl's point of view.. when your girl get to know about you being close with another girl, first reaction is usually that they will keep it to themselves first.. BUT..... that doesnt mean that they are not JEALOUS over it!! it's just that JEALOUSY is a in-plosive kind of reaction.. it takes time for them to explose.. BUT.. never TEST it!! cause you wont know that they will explose anytime without giving signal..
BUT somehow, in the two cases mentioned above.. the guys have tested their girl's tolerance and patience level.. yes, you can try making them jealous and let them feel your importance.. BUT, never overdo it.. cause you wont know that you will be the ONE SUFFERING in the END..
be it whether your relationship happened to have a 3rd party or not.. i feel that it's a responsiblity concern thing.. know your limits of being close to a girl if you have a girlfriend already.. so what you just treat her only as a good friend.. you wont know that FEELINGS will DEVELOP even in cases that you think that it's IMPOSSIBLE.. well, nothing in your life is IMPOSSIBLE.. split up the word ... it's spell I'M POSSIBLE!!!!! get the word?
why makes things so COMPLEX when love is actually a SIMPLE thing if both parties are responsible?? it takes two hands to clap.. so, it also means it will takes 2 person to make the relationship get going.. if you really cherish the other party, never take the bet of trying to make another party jealous.. YOU WILL SUFFER!
just one word of advice.. NEVER PLAY WITH FIRE.. you wont know when you will be burned to death.. and... NEVER EVER BECOME A 3RD PARTY.. heard of CAUSE and EFFECT ma? dont wish to be bear the consequences? then dont cause it to happen.....
hais! cherish one another's presence.. dont ever take things for granted!!
Monday, October 29, 2007
[ random me..... ]
random me
i dont know what i should blog.. or maybe how i should i get my blog going.. maybe it's because there's too many things happening.. i dont know what should i say and what i should not say.. when you do something, people will comment.. when you dont do something, people will still comment.. when you did something you feel it's right, people will comment.. when you did something wrong, people will also comment.. then can you tell me, should i do or should not i do?
doesnt i have the basic human rights of doing things i love without your comments? why must people be so CONCERN about my problems?? and give comments not to me personally but to others? cant i have the choice to do things i like? cant i make friends and be close to them cause i'm just feel comfortable with them? why must i bother how people feel when they bother about how i feel? do you know how HURTING it can be when people gives comments about you behind your back? i'm being nice therefore i say give comments.. if you put it in a bad way, that's gossiping.. so what if you have a sense of concern inside? i dont give a damn!....
hais! complain complain complain.... i jus realised i kept complaining recently.. and receive complains from people too.. why cant all these SHIT come to an end? i just feel like breaking down already! and who can i turn to? i dare not turn to YOU.. you should know who you are if you're reading my entry...
i dont want you to feel that i'm a burden to you.. but when i dont pour out, i just feel that i'm feeling really very 痛苦 inside.. sorry if i have taken up lots of your time and make you really busy because of this extra committment.. i know you really have no time of your own.. and really tired cause you have to work, to study, still got school activites, your family, your friends and me.. this must have tired you a lot.. i'm SORRY.. maybe you're right! i should learn to be more INDEPENDENT.. and not to depend on you solemnly.. i always have the thinking that.. with you around, i can have lesser troubles, lesser problems.. and a chance not to be always be acting so strong and courageous in front of everyone.. 我也有软弱的一面.. why must people always have the perception that i'm a strong girl? can i dont be one?
wo heng lei... i dont know how should i carry on? can i stop crying myself to sleep?
i just need a break.. and hopes deeply that i'm a mute, deaf and blind now.. so that i can be isolated away from this world...
i'm just being random.. dont bother to bother.. i just need to vent out this STRESS! hais!
i dont know what i should blog.. or maybe how i should i get my blog going.. maybe it's because there's too many things happening.. i dont know what should i say and what i should not say.. when you do something, people will comment.. when you dont do something, people will still comment.. when you did something you feel it's right, people will comment.. when you did something wrong, people will also comment.. then can you tell me, should i do or should not i do?
doesnt i have the basic human rights of doing things i love without your comments? why must people be so CONCERN about my problems?? and give comments not to me personally but to others? cant i have the choice to do things i like? cant i make friends and be close to them cause i'm just feel comfortable with them? why must i bother how people feel when they bother about how i feel? do you know how HURTING it can be when people gives comments about you behind your back? i'm being nice therefore i say give comments.. if you put it in a bad way, that's gossiping.. so what if you have a sense of concern inside? i dont give a damn!....
hais! complain complain complain.... i jus realised i kept complaining recently.. and receive complains from people too.. why cant all these SHIT come to an end? i just feel like breaking down already! and who can i turn to? i dare not turn to YOU.. you should know who you are if you're reading my entry...
i dont want you to feel that i'm a burden to you.. but when i dont pour out, i just feel that i'm feeling really very 痛苦 inside.. sorry if i have taken up lots of your time and make you really busy because of this extra committment.. i know you really have no time of your own.. and really tired cause you have to work, to study, still got school activites, your family, your friends and me.. this must have tired you a lot.. i'm SORRY.. maybe you're right! i should learn to be more INDEPENDENT.. and not to depend on you solemnly.. i always have the thinking that.. with you around, i can have lesser troubles, lesser problems.. and a chance not to be always be acting so strong and courageous in front of everyone.. 我也有软弱的一面.. why must people always have the perception that i'm a strong girl? can i dont be one?
wo heng lei... i dont know how should i carry on? can i stop crying myself to sleep?
i just need a break.. and hopes deeply that i'm a mute, deaf and blind now.. so that i can be isolated away from this world...
i'm just being random.. dont bother to bother.. i just need to vent out this STRESS! hais!
Saturday, October 20, 2007
[ spring cleaning ]
spring cleaning
it's SATURDAY again!! yes!! but sound... it will be sunday and back to monday again.. hais! ren sheng zhen bei ai ar!! yes! i got my dream fulfilled finally le..
i slept till 12.30pm today actually.. was on the phone with my friend yesterday night till 12am plus.. happy chatting on some stuffs.. and worrying about some stuff too.. well.. hope is going to be over soon..
woke up at 12.30pm and have my brunch (breakfast and lunch) with didi.. actually i intend to sleep till maybe 2pm? hahaz! but my brother woke up and ask me what i want to eat.. so i woke up, brush my teeth and did my morning prayers before i have my food.. while eating, we watched a cartoon show " bleach".. hmmm.. not a bad show.. ultimately.. i have no intention to watch it de.. i have no choice cause he's watching.. so i just have to watch lohz..
at 1pm.. we watched the show "fang yang de xing xing".. then about 2pm.. i decided to spring clean my room.. and dump things that i dont want.. i just cant stand the untidiness in my room.. ultimately.. i'm a NEAT person.. it's just that recently, i got the time to do it.. so i just spend it wisely to spring clean my room so that i have a better environment to study and revise my work.. it's always nice to be stuck in my own cosy room when it's neat.. heez!
i spent about 2hours cleaning, packing my stuff.. finally!! it's NEAT again! after which.. i had my shower and decided to rest awhile on the sofa.. then.. mom complained that she's hungry and ask me to go buy dinner.. while buying things, tom called.. he's on his way out to celebrate kenneth's birthday.. so BORED! i cant imagine that it's a saturday.. and i'm at HOME! even mom is surprise that i'm at home.. cause it's a weekend.. she thought that i would be out with tom.. so irony! when i'm out, she will complain that i'm always going out.. and when i'm not out with tom, she will keep asking why i didnt go out with him..
aiyoyoz! well.. tomorrow.. i'll be going out with nadiah and farhan to study and revise our work.. 7more weeks to exams.. time waits for no man! my aim for this term is to score a 4point for my gpa!! praying hard.. and trying my best to cope with my studies, my gakkai activities, my family and of cause to spend time with my dearest boyfriend!! ultimately.. he's the one who is more busy.. so.. many a times.. i just have to compromise with his timing.. and many cases.. it will be ended up stucking at his house.. he's dating his bed.. and i dated his computer instead.. well.. shall not talk about it.. if not, it will sound as though i'm complaining liao..
i'm going to study le.. all the best for those who's having their o'level and a'level!! jiayou le friends! GAMBATTE ne!!!!!!! =]
it's SATURDAY again!! yes!! but sound... it will be sunday and back to monday again.. hais! ren sheng zhen bei ai ar!! yes! i got my dream fulfilled finally le..
i slept till 12.30pm today actually.. was on the phone with my friend yesterday night till 12am plus.. happy chatting on some stuffs.. and worrying about some stuff too.. well.. hope is going to be over soon..
woke up at 12.30pm and have my brunch (breakfast and lunch) with didi.. actually i intend to sleep till maybe 2pm? hahaz! but my brother woke up and ask me what i want to eat.. so i woke up, brush my teeth and did my morning prayers before i have my food.. while eating, we watched a cartoon show " bleach".. hmmm.. not a bad show.. ultimately.. i have no intention to watch it de.. i have no choice cause he's watching.. so i just have to watch lohz..
at 1pm.. we watched the show "fang yang de xing xing".. then about 2pm.. i decided to spring clean my room.. and dump things that i dont want.. i just cant stand the untidiness in my room.. ultimately.. i'm a NEAT person.. it's just that recently, i got the time to do it.. so i just spend it wisely to spring clean my room so that i have a better environment to study and revise my work.. it's always nice to be stuck in my own cosy room when it's neat.. heez!
i spent about 2hours cleaning, packing my stuff.. finally!! it's NEAT again! after which.. i had my shower and decided to rest awhile on the sofa.. then.. mom complained that she's hungry and ask me to go buy dinner.. while buying things, tom called.. he's on his way out to celebrate kenneth's birthday.. so BORED! i cant imagine that it's a saturday.. and i'm at HOME! even mom is surprise that i'm at home.. cause it's a weekend.. she thought that i would be out with tom.. so irony! when i'm out, she will complain that i'm always going out.. and when i'm not out with tom, she will keep asking why i didnt go out with him..
aiyoyoz! well.. tomorrow.. i'll be going out with nadiah and farhan to study and revise our work.. 7more weeks to exams.. time waits for no man! my aim for this term is to score a 4point for my gpa!! praying hard.. and trying my best to cope with my studies, my gakkai activities, my family and of cause to spend time with my dearest boyfriend!! ultimately.. he's the one who is more busy.. so.. many a times.. i just have to compromise with his timing.. and many cases.. it will be ended up stucking at his house.. he's dating his bed.. and i dated his computer instead.. well.. shall not talk about it.. if not, it will sound as though i'm complaining liao..
i'm going to study le.. all the best for those who's having their o'level and a'level!! jiayou le friends! GAMBATTE ne!!!!!!! =]
Friday, October 19, 2007
[ is everything okie? ]
is everything okie?
life isnt always as smooth as we think.. it's been one week since i started school.. well.. the time-table is quite terrible in some ways..
mon - 8.00am to 5.00pm
tues - 8.00am to 5.00pm
wed - 10.00am to 5.30pm
thurs - 8.00am to 5.00pm
fri - 8.00am to 12.00pm
for wednesday wise.. dont be too happy when you see that school starts at 10am.. this will be the first week thing only.. my CA just mentioned today that she has booked the lab next wednesday morning to conduct CN (Clinical Nursing) practical extra lesson for us.. oh! that's so WELL-PLANNED!! hais! and on friday.. an early dismissal from school means there will be a high chance that you will be INFORMED to stay back from extra lesson.. see the word?? it's INFORMED not ASKED worz.. see the difference people!! hais.. wat to do?!? ultimately, nursing was my choice of study.. nobody forces me to take up nursing actually..
been quite busy recently over meetings.. and gatherings.. monday.. there was a prayer session but i didnt attend as i have a yep family gathering in school! then tuesday was a holiday for all ite as the ite won an international recognised award.. i would hope that it will be a day i can stay home and sleep till i wake up naturally.. but ultimately, there wasnt such a chance!! we have a yep family hari raya gathering.. we actually went to khairul's, zaki's and jamal's place.. and then after which.. the 8 of us (shaun, yeowchong, wuihou, guosheng, tom, miaozhen, carolyn and me) actually went to cenileisure for a k-session!! ya.. i was really sick.. having sore throat and coughing badly..
but... i jus want to GO!! hahaz! the session lasted for 3hours but i was COMMANDED home.. so no choice but to leave early.. well, expectedly, my VOICE got WORSE!! wed.. i meet up with xueyun IMMEDIATELY after school for dinner at bukit panjang plaza before we actually attend the leaders' study meeting at senja.. we had long john silver.. YES! i know it's FASTFOOD.. and my VOICE got really BAD till xueyun cant really HEAR what i SAY.. hais! serve me right lahz! it was raining and i'm really feeling very sleeply through the whole meeting.. i feel that nothing has really gone into my mind.. hais! sound so pointless attending the meeting..
thursday.. i'm supposed to have a planning meeting at uncle hua thong's place.. BUT.. i didnt go!! wasnt feeling that well.. and my throat hurts!! tom actually forbided me from talking.. you cant even stay by my side 24hours/7days.. how will you know if i got talk?? hahaz! i went home early hoping to get into bed early.. but.. eneded up, i spent hours at the computer.. then on tv programmes.. then on food.. end up i got no choice but to only go to bed at 10pm.. i'm really full and feel bloated because of the heavy dinner i took..
it's friday today.. slept slightly better today.. but.... i just feel it isnt sufficient enough to get back the amount of sleep i lost.. never mind.. tomorrow is SATURDAY!! and i'm going to use it wisely.. to do my revision, my homework and to sleep!! yes!! and it's grandpa's cataracts operation today.. hoping everything will be okie!~
life isnt as smooth.. REALLY!! ups and downs.. happy and sad.. fear and angry.. everything is making me feeling suffocated... and feels so not simple as before.. someone.. enlighten me please!!
life isnt always as smooth as we think.. it's been one week since i started school.. well.. the time-table is quite terrible in some ways..
mon - 8.00am to 5.00pm
tues - 8.00am to 5.00pm
wed - 10.00am to 5.30pm
thurs - 8.00am to 5.00pm
fri - 8.00am to 12.00pm
for wednesday wise.. dont be too happy when you see that school starts at 10am.. this will be the first week thing only.. my CA just mentioned today that she has booked the lab next wednesday morning to conduct CN (Clinical Nursing) practical extra lesson for us.. oh! that's so WELL-PLANNED!! hais! and on friday.. an early dismissal from school means there will be a high chance that you will be INFORMED to stay back from extra lesson.. see the word?? it's INFORMED not ASKED worz.. see the difference people!! hais.. wat to do?!? ultimately, nursing was my choice of study.. nobody forces me to take up nursing actually..
been quite busy recently over meetings.. and gatherings.. monday.. there was a prayer session but i didnt attend as i have a yep family gathering in school! then tuesday was a holiday for all ite as the ite won an international recognised award.. i would hope that it will be a day i can stay home and sleep till i wake up naturally.. but ultimately, there wasnt such a chance!! we have a yep family hari raya gathering.. we actually went to khairul's, zaki's and jamal's place.. and then after which.. the 8 of us (shaun, yeowchong, wuihou, guosheng, tom, miaozhen, carolyn and me) actually went to cenileisure for a k-session!! ya.. i was really sick.. having sore throat and coughing badly..
but... i jus want to GO!! hahaz! the session lasted for 3hours but i was COMMANDED home.. so no choice but to leave early.. well, expectedly, my VOICE got WORSE!! wed.. i meet up with xueyun IMMEDIATELY after school for dinner at bukit panjang plaza before we actually attend the leaders' study meeting at senja.. we had long john silver.. YES! i know it's FASTFOOD.. and my VOICE got really BAD till xueyun cant really HEAR what i SAY.. hais! serve me right lahz! it was raining and i'm really feeling very sleeply through the whole meeting.. i feel that nothing has really gone into my mind.. hais! sound so pointless attending the meeting..
thursday.. i'm supposed to have a planning meeting at uncle hua thong's place.. BUT.. i didnt go!! wasnt feeling that well.. and my throat hurts!! tom actually forbided me from talking.. you cant even stay by my side 24hours/7days.. how will you know if i got talk?? hahaz! i went home early hoping to get into bed early.. but.. eneded up, i spent hours at the computer.. then on tv programmes.. then on food.. end up i got no choice but to only go to bed at 10pm.. i'm really full and feel bloated because of the heavy dinner i took..
it's friday today.. slept slightly better today.. but.... i just feel it isnt sufficient enough to get back the amount of sleep i lost.. never mind.. tomorrow is SATURDAY!! and i'm going to use it wisely.. to do my revision, my homework and to sleep!! yes!! and it's grandpa's cataracts operation today.. hoping everything will be okie!~
life isnt as smooth.. REALLY!! ups and downs.. happy and sad.. fear and angry.. everything is making me feeling suffocated... and feels so not simple as before.. someone.. enlighten me please!!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
[ wo deng ni ]
我等你
不做考虑也没半点犹豫
我就说了这一句我等你
你眼中闪过了一些压抑
更多的是怀疑
所以你可以离去
不相信你还会回心转意
是我任性才决定要等你
我眼中的泪没掉过一滴
只是随你背影
慢慢倒流进心里
我等你
半年为期
逾期就狠狠把你
忘记不止是伤心的还包括一切甜蜜
要等你
要证明自己我可以纵容你在心底
也可以当你只是路过的人
而已慢慢倒流进心里底
哦~~~~~~~
你应该已经和她公开在一起
just a nice song to share.. it's by guang liang.....
不做考虑也没半点犹豫
我就说了这一句我等你
你眼中闪过了一些压抑
更多的是怀疑
所以你可以离去
不相信你还会回心转意
是我任性才决定要等你
我眼中的泪没掉过一滴
只是随你背影
慢慢倒流进心里
我等你
半年为期
逾期就狠狠把你
忘记不止是伤心的还包括一切甜蜜
要等你
要证明自己我可以纵容你在心底
也可以当你只是路过的人
而已慢慢倒流进心里底
哦~~~~~~~
你应该已经和她公开在一起
just a nice song to share.. it's by guang liang.....
Saturday, October 13, 2007
[ coughing my way out.... ]
coughing my way out....
well.. it's the 6th day since i came back from yunnan le.. well, life still go on as usual.. and on monday, i'm starting a new term again!! oh man!! today.. i woke up quite early actually.. around 10plus.. i was awaken already.. why?? cause i have to meet priscilla and meihui at admiralty.. so i woke up to chant and get myself wash up.. after doing all the neccessary stuffs.. as usual lohz.. and that's to on my computer.. check my email and stuff..
it's really boring through out this whole week.. hasnt been talking with tom on e phone for quite some time le.. everytime talk half way.. he will say he will call back later.. but ended up, he wont lahz.. he's busy working and i'm busy sleeping.. everything i practically do nothing much except to sleep if i got the time to.. till i got a new nick from guosheng.. drowsy queen.. well.. no choice also.. i wasnt feeling that well since i'm back from yunnan.. still coughing and sneezing.. but luckily, the insect bites are recovering.. it really makes me so UGLY when i'm on the return trip back to singapore.. i just look so UGLY in the pictures..
misses the time in yunnan.. though there's some unhappy moments that has really shattern my heart at times, but everything is worthwhile with the memories i have brought back with me.. i realised i'm still coughing till today.. hasnt been taking my medication regularly.. and has been eating western food and kfc for the past few days.. well, my voice really s**cks now!! aiyoz!! so nan ting lohz!!
was thinking this few days what should be done in order to maintain and strengthing my relationship with him.. i also dont know what should be done actually.. the journey has been travelling for 1month and 8days.. and it's still going on.. he's someone who dont easily expresses his feelings and thoughts.. and i'm a person who thinks a lot about many things.. sometimes, to a certain extent, things that he dont take it seriously.. i'll take it seriously.. maybe that's the reason why my heart shatters much more often than others do?? maybe that's the reason why my tears flows much more often than others do??
i just a peaceful and simple life with you...... grant me this!!!!!
well.. it's the 6th day since i came back from yunnan le.. well, life still go on as usual.. and on monday, i'm starting a new term again!! oh man!! today.. i woke up quite early actually.. around 10plus.. i was awaken already.. why?? cause i have to meet priscilla and meihui at admiralty.. so i woke up to chant and get myself wash up.. after doing all the neccessary stuffs.. as usual lohz.. and that's to on my computer.. check my email and stuff..
it's really boring through out this whole week.. hasnt been talking with tom on e phone for quite some time le.. everytime talk half way.. he will say he will call back later.. but ended up, he wont lahz.. he's busy working and i'm busy sleeping.. everything i practically do nothing much except to sleep if i got the time to.. till i got a new nick from guosheng.. drowsy queen.. well.. no choice also.. i wasnt feeling that well since i'm back from yunnan.. still coughing and sneezing.. but luckily, the insect bites are recovering.. it really makes me so UGLY when i'm on the return trip back to singapore.. i just look so UGLY in the pictures..
misses the time in yunnan.. though there's some unhappy moments that has really shattern my heart at times, but everything is worthwhile with the memories i have brought back with me.. i realised i'm still coughing till today.. hasnt been taking my medication regularly.. and has been eating western food and kfc for the past few days.. well, my voice really s**cks now!! aiyoz!! so nan ting lohz!!
was thinking this few days what should be done in order to maintain and strengthing my relationship with him.. i also dont know what should be done actually.. the journey has been travelling for 1month and 8days.. and it's still going on.. he's someone who dont easily expresses his feelings and thoughts.. and i'm a person who thinks a lot about many things.. sometimes, to a certain extent, things that he dont take it seriously.. i'll take it seriously.. maybe that's the reason why my heart shatters much more often than others do?? maybe that's the reason why my tears flows much more often than others do??
i just a peaceful and simple life with you...... grant me this!!!!!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
[ happy bdae my dear!! ]
happy bdae my dear!!
it's sept11... a very important day in the life of the US people.. BUT.. it's also a very important day in my life.. it's TOM's birthday!!
back in school for sim training today..i can say.. i'm really tired actually.. my eyes doesnt seems to be opening.. and in the rooms where our sim training senario are conducted, it's REALLY REALLY very cold.. luckily, i got my trusty jacket with me.. lolx! BUT, i was hoping he's THERE!! kekez.. cause, after i wear my trusty jacket, i still feel cold actually!!
saw many of my classmates today.. joyce, farhan, fara, aisha, izfa, citi....... it's izfa's birthday today too!! happy birthday to you too!! and saw mdm qian too!! i went over to hug her!! miss her so muchhhhhh..... i had role playing today too!! i was REALLY scared when i was out there handling the manikin... at the same time, i realised i wont fear when i'm handling real patients.. something must be wrong somewhere.. lolx.. me and joyce had lunch together at cafe1.. we had nasi lemak together.. as usual, i cant finish the rice.. just managed to stuff in the fillet and the chicken wing.. lolx.. i know you gonna scold me for eating so little.. lolx!
after the sim training itself, joyce accompanied me to the swimming pool's washroom for a shower.. thanks joyce!! love you lots!! ya, i'm supposed to meet tom for dinner with his parents tonight.. oh man!! i'm so SCARED!! i'm REALLY afriad that his parents wont like me.. hais!! but before that, i went to look for ms jill to submit my consent form!! yup!! i'm under 21!! and i really proud of it!! hahaz! called miao2.. SC having a birthday celebration for him!!
was pretty embarrassing when i'm there at cafe1 with him.. cause... i'm the only NON-SC members.. hahaz!! and think many people can see through our relation liao le.. fei bi xun chang!! we had a chocolate cake from bengawan solo... oh man!! the cream is real thick.. and i can imagined how much fats i'm taking in.. oh gosh!! cant blame... i'm REALLY TRYING to LOSE WEIGHT!! if i maintain my figure till before i get married, think i wont look nice in my wedding gown.. kekez.. and i'll be like really auntie when i get pregnant.. hahaz! think too much liao.. BUT, it's every girls' cinderalla wish to be pretty ar!!.... it's natural de...
after the celebration with SC members, tom drove miao2 and one of his SC friend to tampines.. there after, we headed to his place.. think at that very moment, i was having hypertension ba... really so scared!! and the first i saw when i stepped in his place is his mom.. it's just like heart attack.. there after was his younger brother and his dad.. we cut a cake at his place before we set off for our dinner..
we actually had yu tou lu.. and it was really a great achievement for me to finish up my bowl of rice.. even tom's mom was shocked.. lolx.. great achievement.. after the dinner itself, tom drove his parents and brother home.. actually i dont really want to go back that early, but.... tom's having exam tomorrow morning at 11am.. so no choice.. he havent finish his revision yet.. and i have a part to play.. it's my fault actually.. for the past 1 week, i have been spending a lot of time with him going out and on the phone.. so, i was the culprit who eats up his time.. just praying really hard for him that he can do well in his paper.. loveyoulots!
it's sept11... a very important day in the life of the US people.. BUT.. it's also a very important day in my life.. it's TOM's birthday!!
back in school for sim training today..i can say.. i'm really tired actually.. my eyes doesnt seems to be opening.. and in the rooms where our sim training senario are conducted, it's REALLY REALLY very cold.. luckily, i got my trusty jacket with me.. lolx! BUT, i was hoping he's THERE!! kekez.. cause, after i wear my trusty jacket, i still feel cold actually!!
saw many of my classmates today.. joyce, farhan, fara, aisha, izfa, citi....... it's izfa's birthday today too!! happy birthday to you too!! and saw mdm qian too!! i went over to hug her!! miss her so muchhhhhh..... i had role playing today too!! i was REALLY scared when i was out there handling the manikin... at the same time, i realised i wont fear when i'm handling real patients.. something must be wrong somewhere.. lolx.. me and joyce had lunch together at cafe1.. we had nasi lemak together.. as usual, i cant finish the rice.. just managed to stuff in the fillet and the chicken wing.. lolx.. i know you gonna scold me for eating so little.. lolx!
after the sim training itself, joyce accompanied me to the swimming pool's washroom for a shower.. thanks joyce!! love you lots!! ya, i'm supposed to meet tom for dinner with his parents tonight.. oh man!! i'm so SCARED!! i'm REALLY afriad that his parents wont like me.. hais!! but before that, i went to look for ms jill to submit my consent form!! yup!! i'm under 21!! and i really proud of it!! hahaz! called miao2.. SC having a birthday celebration for him!!
was pretty embarrassing when i'm there at cafe1 with him.. cause... i'm the only NON-SC members.. hahaz!! and think many people can see through our relation liao le.. fei bi xun chang!! we had a chocolate cake from bengawan solo... oh man!! the cream is real thick.. and i can imagined how much fats i'm taking in.. oh gosh!! cant blame... i'm REALLY TRYING to LOSE WEIGHT!! if i maintain my figure till before i get married, think i wont look nice in my wedding gown.. kekez.. and i'll be like really auntie when i get pregnant.. hahaz! think too much liao.. BUT, it's every girls' cinderalla wish to be pretty ar!!.... it's natural de...
after the celebration with SC members, tom drove miao2 and one of his SC friend to tampines.. there after, we headed to his place.. think at that very moment, i was having hypertension ba... really so scared!! and the first i saw when i stepped in his place is his mom.. it's just like heart attack.. there after was his younger brother and his dad.. we cut a cake at his place before we set off for our dinner..
we actually had yu tou lu.. and it was really a great achievement for me to finish up my bowl of rice.. even tom's mom was shocked.. lolx.. great achievement.. after the dinner itself, tom drove his parents and brother home.. actually i dont really want to go back that early, but.... tom's having exam tomorrow morning at 11am.. so no choice.. he havent finish his revision yet.. and i have a part to play.. it's my fault actually.. for the past 1 week, i have been spending a lot of time with him going out and on the phone.. so, i was the culprit who eats up his time.. just praying really hard for him that he can do well in his paper.. loveyoulots!
Monday, September 10, 2007
[ useless me....... ]
useless me.......
it's as usual routine.. woke up at 4.45am.. brushed my teeth.. and had my shower!! did my morning prayers.. and waited for my dearest hair to dry before i can bun it up.. ya.. my rebonded hair is gone case NOW!! less than 1yr then ko ya liao le.. was pretty tired actually.. as i have said, i'm always out.. didnt really have the time to rest..
counting down to my yunnan trip.. 2more weeks to go.. really feel so excitied and really looking forward to the trip.. caused i'll be there with someone special.. the person who gave me hope once.. let's describe that person.. he's a guy who thinks that he's the nicest guy on earth.. but true enough, he's really a nice guy.. he's someone who can go all out for things he wants with lots of CONFIDENT.. he's someone who can give me the secure feeling i need.. and what am i to him?? can you describe me??
was out in the ward today.. not really that busy but have a great time chatting with my patients.. one of my patients' sister say she will miss me if i finished my attachment at ttsh.. or after her sister discharged.. she said i'm cheerful and really helpful.. with all words, my hardwork and sweat all this while is worthy!! thanks for giving me the trust in the nursing care i'm giving.. even some of the staff nurses are real nice.. irma, rita, dewi, serina, huiping.... i'll miss you guys!!
i'm left with a more week with my attachment.. one more critical skill to complete.. and it determines my life and death.. ashiqa took my height and weight today.. shall not review what's my weight.. all i want to say is: i lost ONE kg!! sound like a GREAT ACHIEVEMENT.. lolx. but he isnt that happy.. he took it as his fault.. saying that ever since i know him, i hasnt been eating well and stomach not feeling well.. and he feels that he didnt take gd care of me.. it isnt the case lahz.. aiyoyoz.. stop blaming yourself yupz.. hugs!
you're the one i'm looking for....
it's as usual routine.. woke up at 4.45am.. brushed my teeth.. and had my shower!! did my morning prayers.. and waited for my dearest hair to dry before i can bun it up.. ya.. my rebonded hair is gone case NOW!! less than 1yr then ko ya liao le.. was pretty tired actually.. as i have said, i'm always out.. didnt really have the time to rest..
counting down to my yunnan trip.. 2more weeks to go.. really feel so excitied and really looking forward to the trip.. caused i'll be there with someone special.. the person who gave me hope once.. let's describe that person.. he's a guy who thinks that he's the nicest guy on earth.. but true enough, he's really a nice guy.. he's someone who can go all out for things he wants with lots of CONFIDENT.. he's someone who can give me the secure feeling i need.. and what am i to him?? can you describe me??
was out in the ward today.. not really that busy but have a great time chatting with my patients.. one of my patients' sister say she will miss me if i finished my attachment at ttsh.. or after her sister discharged.. she said i'm cheerful and really helpful.. with all words, my hardwork and sweat all this while is worthy!! thanks for giving me the trust in the nursing care i'm giving.. even some of the staff nurses are real nice.. irma, rita, dewi, serina, huiping.... i'll miss you guys!!
i'm left with a more week with my attachment.. one more critical skill to complete.. and it determines my life and death.. ashiqa took my height and weight today.. shall not review what's my weight.. all i want to say is: i lost ONE kg!! sound like a GREAT ACHIEVEMENT.. lolx. but he isnt that happy.. he took it as his fault.. saying that ever since i know him, i hasnt been eating well and stomach not feeling well.. and he feels that he didnt take gd care of me.. it isnt the case lahz.. aiyoyoz.. stop blaming yourself yupz.. hugs!
you're the one i'm looking for....
Sunday, September 09, 2007
[ true happiness... there you are... ]
true happiness... there you are...
too many things have been taking place recently.. i didnt really have the time to take a breath.. seriously no time.. i'm sorry that i have been missing in action for quite some time.. sorry for those who still reads my blog but i didnt update actually.. hahaz! grandma has been hospitalised for almost one and a half month liao le.. and i have not been visiting her for the past 2weeks.. too much commitments all a sudden and mom didnt really want me to run from hospital to hospital everyday..
plus.. for those who dont know.. i'm going to YUNNAN on the 23rd of sept.. i guess it will be difficult if you people want to send me off.. cause my flight is 8.10am in the morning.. and i have to be at the airport at 6am.. all a sudden.. i just feel so great.. though many things do happened to me.. oh ya.. daryl and me are seperated liao.. it was quite some times again liao.. well, i didnt cry.. shocking?? i think xianyun will be shocked to see that huh.. cause i will always sound like a crybaby.. but towards this incident this time, i didnt cry.. i guess more or less, i'm prepared for this outcome ba..
and gohonzon has given me another hope again.. a hope that makes me being able to see some bright days in my life.. though i dont know how far this hope will go, one thing i can be very assure, i will not wept again.. yes.. and hope is with me to yunnan to.. how good can things be to go on a trip with some hope with you?? sound so chim.. never mind guys.. you will know it some days..
been going out quite often recently.. just came back from a red cross camp last weekend.. and made many great friends.. mei leng, lee koon, fair yii, xiaobai, yu hang.. all 5 of them are from different red cross chapters from me.. it's a bless in disguise huh... BUT.. i hurt my dear hand.. sobx! it's all because of the musical hu-la hook game.. i actually went for acupunture on monday.. and i recovered.. thanks tom! thanks for accompanying me to the sensei.. and so coincidentally, his buddy is from soka.. and his buddy's girlfriend is someone i know.. okie.. it sounds complex yup??
hahaz.. never mind! i have not been resting well recently.. no enough sleep and stuff.. and my appetite arent really that good too.. stomach always upset and i'm having sore throat too.. tom's been nagging me to the doctor.. seriously, i know i'm okie.. so dont worry yup! mom's birthday on the 6th.. bought a cake from bengawan solo.. it's a coffee cake.. it's a gift from him actually.. thank you so much!! hugs!
all i want to say is: i'm enjoying my life now!! with no regrets!
``you wont forsake me right??``
too many things have been taking place recently.. i didnt really have the time to take a breath.. seriously no time.. i'm sorry that i have been missing in action for quite some time.. sorry for those who still reads my blog but i didnt update actually.. hahaz! grandma has been hospitalised for almost one and a half month liao le.. and i have not been visiting her for the past 2weeks.. too much commitments all a sudden and mom didnt really want me to run from hospital to hospital everyday..
plus.. for those who dont know.. i'm going to YUNNAN on the 23rd of sept.. i guess it will be difficult if you people want to send me off.. cause my flight is 8.10am in the morning.. and i have to be at the airport at 6am.. all a sudden.. i just feel so great.. though many things do happened to me.. oh ya.. daryl and me are seperated liao.. it was quite some times again liao.. well, i didnt cry.. shocking?? i think xianyun will be shocked to see that huh.. cause i will always sound like a crybaby.. but towards this incident this time, i didnt cry.. i guess more or less, i'm prepared for this outcome ba..
and gohonzon has given me another hope again.. a hope that makes me being able to see some bright days in my life.. though i dont know how far this hope will go, one thing i can be very assure, i will not wept again.. yes.. and hope is with me to yunnan to.. how good can things be to go on a trip with some hope with you?? sound so chim.. never mind guys.. you will know it some days..
been going out quite often recently.. just came back from a red cross camp last weekend.. and made many great friends.. mei leng, lee koon, fair yii, xiaobai, yu hang.. all 5 of them are from different red cross chapters from me.. it's a bless in disguise huh... BUT.. i hurt my dear hand.. sobx! it's all because of the musical hu-la hook game.. i actually went for acupunture on monday.. and i recovered.. thanks tom! thanks for accompanying me to the sensei.. and so coincidentally, his buddy is from soka.. and his buddy's girlfriend is someone i know.. okie.. it sounds complex yup??
hahaz.. never mind! i have not been resting well recently.. no enough sleep and stuff.. and my appetite arent really that good too.. stomach always upset and i'm having sore throat too.. tom's been nagging me to the doctor.. seriously, i know i'm okie.. so dont worry yup! mom's birthday on the 6th.. bought a cake from bengawan solo.. it's a coffee cake.. it's a gift from him actually.. thank you so much!! hugs!
all i want to say is: i'm enjoying my life now!! with no regrets!
``you wont forsake me right??``
Thursday, August 23, 2007
你有没有听见??
你有没有听见??
你不开心的眼
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算再靠近
眼前我们一样没交点
没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你陪在身边
我的四季只剩下冬天
悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念也有你的空虚无边
你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
它住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远
你有没有听见
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头我就在你的身边
你不开心的眼
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算再靠近
眼前我们一样没交点
没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你陪在身边
我的四季只剩下冬天
悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念也有你的空虚无边
你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
它住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远
你有没有听见
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头我就在你的身边
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
[ boring ]
boring.....
it's wednesday!! i'm left with about one week plus left before i start my attachment!! oh man! was pretty tired after yesterday's bbq at east coast park.. mom's only home in the morning.. she will be going to work in the afternoon.. no home-cooked food despite it being a wednesday.. cause mom's working..
went to meet xianyun at vivo.. i left home around 2pm and took bus 855 to vivo city.. reached just on the dot.. was pretty tired actually.. but she say she didnt want to go home after school.. so she suggested to meet up to grab a bite or go shop shop around.. we went to the kopitium at vivo and grab something to eat.. she ate fried hokkien noodles and i had pig stomach soup..
after which.. we went to superdog and bought a spicy bacon meal with a ice lemon tea and beef fries.. well.. it's quite nice actually... just that it's a bit too expensive.. we sat down and xianyun took out the birthday card she bought for marvin.. and told me to write my greetings to him.. was like kind of dont know what to do.. though i know marvin since secondary school.. i didnt really know him in depth.. so writing him a card is so DIFFICULT!! lolx.. was thinking, pausing and writing.. and xianyun actually laughed at me..
she asked me to think through how i get to know him.. seriously.. i dont remember!! hahaz.. kind of having STM!! short-term memory.. wahahaz.. so lucky.. managed to write something.. at least.. hahaz.. was feeling a bit cold so we went out and xianyun say she want to go to supermarket there.. hmmm.. was looking through what she should get for saturday's steamboat session at her house.. i'll be having study meeting that night!! OH MAN!! i just hope i can go!! if not, xianyun will KILL me!! hahaz..
then went to buy ice-cream.. xianyun had lemon ice-cream and i had mango ice-cream... hmmm.. it isnt as nice as it seems to be.. the one at novena square is still a BETTER choice.. i will eat it more often when i got for my attachment at ttsh!! wahahaz! will definitely grow FATTER.. oh man!! not any further.. seriously NOT!
was having a bit of sore throat.. think it's because of the bbq food yesterday.. oh no! i dont want to fall sick.. it will be a waste of time to fall sick during holidays.. will have lesser time to PLAY.. hahaz..at around 6pm, i went to work and xianyun went to orchard to meet marvin.. went back from work at around 8pm... was having miagraine.. and i couldnt concentrate.. only managed to get one appointment that night.. but zhi hao kor kor say it's very good already.. cause i wasnt feeling well.. so NICE of him.. jeslyn jie not around.. he actually sent me down from the office.. thank you!
called mom and meet her yishun mrt.. she's also on her way home after work.. well, it's just another TIRING day!
it's wednesday!! i'm left with about one week plus left before i start my attachment!! oh man! was pretty tired after yesterday's bbq at east coast park.. mom's only home in the morning.. she will be going to work in the afternoon.. no home-cooked food despite it being a wednesday.. cause mom's working..
went to meet xianyun at vivo.. i left home around 2pm and took bus 855 to vivo city.. reached just on the dot.. was pretty tired actually.. but she say she didnt want to go home after school.. so she suggested to meet up to grab a bite or go shop shop around.. we went to the kopitium at vivo and grab something to eat.. she ate fried hokkien noodles and i had pig stomach soup..
after which.. we went to superdog and bought a spicy bacon meal with a ice lemon tea and beef fries.. well.. it's quite nice actually... just that it's a bit too expensive.. we sat down and xianyun took out the birthday card she bought for marvin.. and told me to write my greetings to him.. was like kind of dont know what to do.. though i know marvin since secondary school.. i didnt really know him in depth.. so writing him a card is so DIFFICULT!! lolx.. was thinking, pausing and writing.. and xianyun actually laughed at me..
she asked me to think through how i get to know him.. seriously.. i dont remember!! hahaz.. kind of having STM!! short-term memory.. wahahaz.. so lucky.. managed to write something.. at least.. hahaz.. was feeling a bit cold so we went out and xianyun say she want to go to supermarket there.. hmmm.. was looking through what she should get for saturday's steamboat session at her house.. i'll be having study meeting that night!! OH MAN!! i just hope i can go!! if not, xianyun will KILL me!! hahaz..
then went to buy ice-cream.. xianyun had lemon ice-cream and i had mango ice-cream... hmmm.. it isnt as nice as it seems to be.. the one at novena square is still a BETTER choice.. i will eat it more often when i got for my attachment at ttsh!! wahahaz! will definitely grow FATTER.. oh man!! not any further.. seriously NOT!
was having a bit of sore throat.. think it's because of the bbq food yesterday.. oh no! i dont want to fall sick.. it will be a waste of time to fall sick during holidays.. will have lesser time to PLAY.. hahaz..at around 6pm, i went to work and xianyun went to orchard to meet marvin.. went back from work at around 8pm... was having miagraine.. and i couldnt concentrate.. only managed to get one appointment that night.. but zhi hao kor kor say it's very good already.. cause i wasnt feeling well.. so NICE of him.. jeslyn jie not around.. he actually sent me down from the office.. thank you!
called mom and meet her yishun mrt.. she's also on her way home after work.. well, it's just another TIRING day!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
[JN0704C class gathering!!]
JN0704C class gathering!!
today... as usual.. woke up at 10plus.. actually was awaken at 5plus.. didi go to school... 6plus.. mom go to work.. then 7plus again.. dad left for work.. then called daryl also.. he going to school.. then i happily still sleeping in my cosy bed.. woke up... did my morning prayers and had my shower.. after which.. went to brother's room to use the com and on the tv...
went out of the house at around 12pm.. meeting Douglas and Farhan at Bedok mrt control at 1pm to go to Joyce house.. me and Douglas were a bit late.. and poor Farhan.. have to wait for us there.. SORRY! after which, we took bus 222 to her house.. lazy her.. didnt even want to come to the bus stop to pick us.. called her and she asked us to just go up her flat ourselves.. luckily, i still know the way.. didnt walk with her blindly yesterday.. if not, she sure have to come down.. hahaz.. went to her house.. and survey her house a bit before we left her house for East Coast Park.. we are expecting that Nad and Hazwan will definitely be late.. so the EARLY us just slack a bit..
with both our hands OCCUPIED.. we went down from her house to hire a cab.. cant AFFORD to take bus.. everything is so heavy.. 10 bottles of 1.5litres's soft drinks.. potato salad.. tibits and stuff.. and many many more..... we dropped at car park C and walked to all the way to our pitch - 27C... the weather is TERRIBLY HOT!!! when we reached the bbq pitch, me and Joyce set off to Parkway Parade to get the ice box and Hadi's birthday cake.. the wather is so HOT.. i mean WARM!! hahaz... it took us about half an hour to walk to Parkway Parade.. along the way.. we chatted..
reached Parkway market and bought my favourite peppermint milk tea.. and Joyce bought peach green tea for herself.. helped Farhan and Douglas to buy their bubble tea too!! after which.. we went to Parkway Parade shopping centre to shop and hunt for Hadi's birthday cake.. after much consideration, we bought a cake at black forest cake from Breadtalk with a 40% discount.. hahaz.. great budget! after which, we went to get the icebox and some plates and satay sticks with the nearby NTUC.. luckily Douglas sms just in time to ask us to buy.. if not we'll be walking into the underpass already..
went back there and went to find place to put the cake.. we are so LUCKY.. managed to freeze our cake at Mac cafe.. the guys there are so KIND.. hahaz.. and went to GANG 5kg ice.. was kind of ANGRY.. cause the guys arent helping much! was carrying the 5kg ice and nad called to ask if need to buy ice not.. saying tat vin can helped.. i was like kind of angry.. i only 2more steps away from the pitch then say got people willing to help.. is it a bit too late?? feel so bad for Joyce.. i made her so TIRED.. cause was asking her to help me with many stuffs.. SORRY huh!
many people didnt turned up.. and somemore are the ONES who DEMANDED for a class gathering.. well, it might be the first and the last time class committee going to come up with a gathering.. we OVER-SPENT our BUDGET.. cause TOO MANY PEOPLE didnt turn up.. and MANY unexpected ones turned up instead.. some of the girls brought their boyfriends along with them without informing us before hand.. maybe we should make CLEAR something.. it's a CLASS GATHERING!!! but their boyfriends all quite OKIE.. just ONLY one NOT REALLY OKIE de..
really SPOILT my MOOD further.. i almost SLAP him at ECP... i dont want to name out who he is.. and who's boyfriend is that.. people are present should know.. cause, it really makes me CATCH FIRE!! i almost JUMP into the SEA to MIAN DIAO the fire!! hahaz.. and shakinah.. her fiance really very nice.. he insisted on paying for the food though i say dont need.. cause the rest of the girls.. their boyfriends.. super not intiative.. think everything also free.. we dont have FEW MILLIONS inside our class fund okie! .. yupz.. but it's really SO NICE OF HIM.. feel so happy for shakinah to have such a NICE husband in FUTURE!! kekez..
we left the pitch at around 8.15pm.. we managed to CONQUER all the food prepared.. except for the bee hoon nad's mom fried.. it's NICE.. but just cant finished all.. but really thanks nad and her mom a lot.. for SPONSORING the bee hoon!! took 196 with joyce and farhan to bedok.. then at bedok.. taking 67 to tampines.. it's so nice of joyce to wait for the bus with us.. think we spent about 20mins waiting for bus 67.. farhan dropped at tampines safra and walked home.. i went on to tampines.. at tampines interchange.. i spent about 30mins waiting for bus 969..
oh man!! want my life sia... i got no choice to board the bus though it's like so packed.. i STAND all my way home.. sobx(T.T)! managed to get home at 10.30pm.. and mom nagged at me cause it's like a bit too LATE liao..anyway.. really have lots of fun today!! i'm TIRED.. off to sleep~
today... as usual.. woke up at 10plus.. actually was awaken at 5plus.. didi go to school... 6plus.. mom go to work.. then 7plus again.. dad left for work.. then called daryl also.. he going to school.. then i happily still sleeping in my cosy bed.. woke up... did my morning prayers and had my shower.. after which.. went to brother's room to use the com and on the tv...
went out of the house at around 12pm.. meeting Douglas and Farhan at Bedok mrt control at 1pm to go to Joyce house.. me and Douglas were a bit late.. and poor Farhan.. have to wait for us there.. SORRY! after which, we took bus 222 to her house.. lazy her.. didnt even want to come to the bus stop to pick us.. called her and she asked us to just go up her flat ourselves.. luckily, i still know the way.. didnt walk with her blindly yesterday.. if not, she sure have to come down.. hahaz.. went to her house.. and survey her house a bit before we left her house for East Coast Park.. we are expecting that Nad and Hazwan will definitely be late.. so the EARLY us just slack a bit..
with both our hands OCCUPIED.. we went down from her house to hire a cab.. cant AFFORD to take bus.. everything is so heavy.. 10 bottles of 1.5litres's soft drinks.. potato salad.. tibits and stuff.. and many many more..... we dropped at car park C and walked to all the way to our pitch - 27C... the weather is TERRIBLY HOT!!! when we reached the bbq pitch, me and Joyce set off to Parkway Parade to get the ice box and Hadi's birthday cake.. the wather is so HOT.. i mean WARM!! hahaz... it took us about half an hour to walk to Parkway Parade.. along the way.. we chatted..
reached Parkway market and bought my favourite peppermint milk tea.. and Joyce bought peach green tea for herself.. helped Farhan and Douglas to buy their bubble tea too!! after which.. we went to Parkway Parade shopping centre to shop and hunt for Hadi's birthday cake.. after much consideration, we bought a cake at black forest cake from Breadtalk with a 40% discount.. hahaz.. great budget! after which, we went to get the icebox and some plates and satay sticks with the nearby NTUC.. luckily Douglas sms just in time to ask us to buy.. if not we'll be walking into the underpass already..
went back there and went to find place to put the cake.. we are so LUCKY.. managed to freeze our cake at Mac cafe.. the guys there are so KIND.. hahaz.. and went to GANG 5kg ice.. was kind of ANGRY.. cause the guys arent helping much! was carrying the 5kg ice and nad called to ask if need to buy ice not.. saying tat vin can helped.. i was like kind of angry.. i only 2more steps away from the pitch then say got people willing to help.. is it a bit too late?? feel so bad for Joyce.. i made her so TIRED.. cause was asking her to help me with many stuffs.. SORRY huh!
many people didnt turned up.. and somemore are the ONES who DEMANDED for a class gathering.. well, it might be the first and the last time class committee going to come up with a gathering.. we OVER-SPENT our BUDGET.. cause TOO MANY PEOPLE didnt turn up.. and MANY unexpected ones turned up instead.. some of the girls brought their boyfriends along with them without informing us before hand.. maybe we should make CLEAR something.. it's a CLASS GATHERING!!! but their boyfriends all quite OKIE.. just ONLY one NOT REALLY OKIE de..
really SPOILT my MOOD further.. i almost SLAP him at ECP... i dont want to name out who he is.. and who's boyfriend is that.. people are present should know.. cause, it really makes me CATCH FIRE!! i almost JUMP into the SEA to MIAN DIAO the fire!! hahaz.. and shakinah.. her fiance really very nice.. he insisted on paying for the food though i say dont need.. cause the rest of the girls.. their boyfriends.. super not intiative.. think everything also free.. we dont have FEW MILLIONS inside our class fund okie! .. yupz.. but it's really SO NICE OF HIM.. feel so happy for shakinah to have such a NICE husband in FUTURE!! kekez..
we left the pitch at around 8.15pm.. we managed to CONQUER all the food prepared.. except for the bee hoon nad's mom fried.. it's NICE.. but just cant finished all.. but really thanks nad and her mom a lot.. for SPONSORING the bee hoon!! took 196 with joyce and farhan to bedok.. then at bedok.. taking 67 to tampines.. it's so nice of joyce to wait for the bus with us.. think we spent about 20mins waiting for bus 67.. farhan dropped at tampines safra and walked home.. i went on to tampines.. at tampines interchange.. i spent about 30mins waiting for bus 969..
oh man!! want my life sia... i got no choice to board the bus though it's like so packed.. i STAND all my way home.. sobx(T.T)! managed to get home at 10.30pm.. and mom nagged at me cause it's like a bit too LATE liao..anyway.. really have lots of fun today!! i'm TIRED.. off to sleep~
Monday, July 09, 2007
[sheng siong trip]
sheng siong trip
woke up quite early.. was awaken by his call.. yupz.. he start school today liao.. think he's pretty upset with it.. cause we wont be able to spend much time playing and meeting up le.. hahaz.. dont be sad about it lahz.. kekez.. we can always try to plan and work more time for each other de.. meeting the class committee at bedok to buy all the neccessarities for tomorrow's bqq.. i was slightly a bit late... was having lunch with him before i went to meet them at bedok... we took 969 to tampines and from tampines, we took mrt to bedok.. i dropped off and he went on to travel home.. passed by simei ite.. kind of miss school seriously.. wishing that i'll be going back to campus on the 16th instead of to the polyclinic.. yupz.. actually polyclinic not so scary.. it's the 2nd week that will bring me nightmares.. oh man!!
people presented were : Nadiah, Hazwan, Farhan, Joyce and me..... we waited for Joyce to come and we went to the sheng siong supermarket at the bedok interchange.. it was really CROWDED.. and somehow, we just look as though we are 5 country bumpkins going to the supermarket for the first time.. talking really loud and screaming and shouting.. wahahaz...but it's really FUN!! FIRST time go MARKETING with them.. hahaz.. we really VERY AUNTIE!! everything also BUDGET.. everything also find the CHEAPEST!! hahaz...
spend about 40bucks on the necessarites.. then.. we took bus222 to joyce's house.. going to DEPOSIT some dry items at her place.. it's the nearest place to East Coast Park we can find.. THANKS JOYCE!! after which,, we went back to Bedok central.. wanted to grab a bite.. everyone is HUNGRY!! hahaz.. had Long John Silver... after which.. we went on shop shop around.. Hazwan bought a pair of slippers... after which.. we went walking around to hunt a CAKE for Hadi's birthday.. it's TOMORROW.. same day as our BBQ.. just feel a bit MEANINGLESS and UPSET cause Mdm Qian wont be back in Singapore to join us for the bbq.. SOBX (T.T)..
after that.. Nad went to meet her boyfriend and Farhan headed back home.. i accompany Joyce to NTUC to buy some groceries.. she's making POTATO SALAD for us TOMORROW!!! MY FAVOURITE!! *saliva flowing* hahaz.. sound so DISGUSTING of me.. after which.. i took the mrt to tanjong pagar and went to work.. kind of TIRED.. but. no choice.. have to go work.. cause i wont be going tomorrow.. will be meeting them quite early to get the things done before they come... oh man!!.......
woke up quite early.. was awaken by his call.. yupz.. he start school today liao.. think he's pretty upset with it.. cause we wont be able to spend much time playing and meeting up le.. hahaz.. dont be sad about it lahz.. kekez.. we can always try to plan and work more time for each other de.. meeting the class committee at bedok to buy all the neccessarities for tomorrow's bqq.. i was slightly a bit late... was having lunch with him before i went to meet them at bedok... we took 969 to tampines and from tampines, we took mrt to bedok.. i dropped off and he went on to travel home.. passed by simei ite.. kind of miss school seriously.. wishing that i'll be going back to campus on the 16th instead of to the polyclinic.. yupz.. actually polyclinic not so scary.. it's the 2nd week that will bring me nightmares.. oh man!!
people presented were : Nadiah, Hazwan, Farhan, Joyce and me..... we waited for Joyce to come and we went to the sheng siong supermarket at the bedok interchange.. it was really CROWDED.. and somehow, we just look as though we are 5 country bumpkins going to the supermarket for the first time.. talking really loud and screaming and shouting.. wahahaz...but it's really FUN!! FIRST time go MARKETING with them.. hahaz.. we really VERY AUNTIE!! everything also BUDGET.. everything also find the CHEAPEST!! hahaz...
spend about 40bucks on the necessarites.. then.. we took bus222 to joyce's house.. going to DEPOSIT some dry items at her place.. it's the nearest place to East Coast Park we can find.. THANKS JOYCE!! after which,, we went back to Bedok central.. wanted to grab a bite.. everyone is HUNGRY!! hahaz.. had Long John Silver... after which.. we went on shop shop around.. Hazwan bought a pair of slippers... after which.. we went walking around to hunt a CAKE for Hadi's birthday.. it's TOMORROW.. same day as our BBQ.. just feel a bit MEANINGLESS and UPSET cause Mdm Qian wont be back in Singapore to join us for the bbq.. SOBX (T.T)..
after that.. Nad went to meet her boyfriend and Farhan headed back home.. i accompany Joyce to NTUC to buy some groceries.. she's making POTATO SALAD for us TOMORROW!!! MY FAVOURITE!! *saliva flowing* hahaz.. sound so DISGUSTING of me.. after which.. i took the mrt to tanjong pagar and went to work.. kind of TIRED.. but. no choice.. have to go work.. cause i wont be going tomorrow.. will be meeting them quite early to get the things done before they come... oh man!!.......
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