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*甜甜圈*

haiS! cant imagine that it's a SATURDAY yet i have to wake up at 5.30am to go SCHOOL! oh my goodness! i'm just too TIRED!! been dragging myself out of my cosy bed this few days!! oh gosh! how i wish i can have a proper sleep..

early morning.. had my shower and did my morning prayers.. really praying hard that i can do well in this phase test.. and around 6.15am, i step out of the house and went on my way.. really TIRED.. the FIRST thing i did was to SLEEP when i boarded the bus.. then on the bus to school, i saw MDM QIAN!! kekez! she's was encouraging me and ask me not to be so NERVOUS for the phase test.. ALAMAK! how can i not be nervous? and must thanks mdm qian also.. she treated me breakfast!! thank you so much..

after that, i went up the lockers area and sat down to do some last minute revision and eat my yummy bread.. our waiting area is at the t06-23.. and the phase test for our class is at t06-20.. was praying really hard in my heart.. and it was so NICE of Fara to crack jokes to distract our attention.. hahaz! thank you so much! it was really FAST!! 9am and it's my turn already.. i'm really very NERVOUS.. till i forgotten that i must tell the patient what i am doing before i go and collect my requisites!! alamak! luckily when i was collecting the requistes i can remember what steps i missed.. so lucky.. and it's so NICE of the teacher to allow me to repeat this step again..

it tooks me about 15minutes to finish the whole procedure.. much faster than many others.. and then.. i waited for Nadiah, Farhan, Ramlan and Shiffa to finish the phase test.. while waiting for them, i sat at the lockers area and talked to junyuan.. was talking about the hospital bonding thing again.. hais! i also dont know should i take up the bond or not.. and worried very much that i cant do well..

after which.. me, shiffa and farhan went to tampines mac to have our breakfast.. i'm really making myself confused.. i wanted so badly to lose weight.. and i managed to lose 1kg in this one week.. guess the one kg lost is gain because of the sausage mcmuffin with egg meal.. alamak! after the breakfast, i went home and sleep.. supposed to do something for mom.. but now, she settled on her own liao.. so, i can go sleep PEACEFULLY!! hahaz! but so sorry to joyce.. must dump her alone to study cause i need to do things for my mom.. end up, didnt help her also..

slept till 3.30pm before i wake up.. need to wash up and do my evening prayers.. meeting xue ling at bukit panjang plaza for 6pm.. dinner at cafe cartal.. i didnt eat anything much cause mom cooked dinner at home.. so got to rush home later for my dinner.. was discussing and talking about my transfer from my district to her district.. and getting information about my new members over at her district.. kind of stress over the transfer.. jus afraid that i cant cope with it.. doesnt seems to be putting in efforts in my studies in this term.. i seems to be distracted.. i also dont know what's the course.. but i can be definite that it's not relationship.. maybe because i'm psychologically and physiologically TIRED??

hasnt been sleeping well.. and that's e reason why i'm always craving for afternoon naps.. well, must do something to it liao.. as in to my studies.. shall chant and come out for soka activities more.. i know i'm slacking and sleeping for too LONG...... i dont want to disappoint my family and my friends who are putting high hope on me.. and well, must really thank my soka friends who gave me lots of encouragement from the moment i have decided to come back to school.. thanks guys! dinner was chicken soup mian xian!! one of my favourite! you just cant find anything nicer than my own mom's cooking.. bloated now!

going to sleep le.. meeting with yep family tomorrow! raya i'm coming!!!!!~