[ drowsy queen ]

drowsy queen

early morning.. woke up at 5am as usual.. didnt really sleep yesterday.. slept quite late at around 12am like that.. was on the phone with dear yesterday and he said he will call me back.. end up.. i waited for his call till i fall asleep.. bad right? never call but never inform.. then i also stupid stupid also wait for him to call..

early morning.. call him at 7am to wake him up for school.. that's e privilege of staying so near the school.. 7am i already reach school liao le.. but he still can relax and wake up and shower.. first lesson was behavioural science at com lab.. and i sms him.. but he didnt reply.. so i was telling nad that he must have skip school today.. and indeed.. i guess correctly.. he's having a headache and skip school today.. must be have slept late yesterday again.. also good lahz.. today's timetable and he's working at 6pm.. it will be good if he can sleep more..

during behavioural science lesson.. mdm tan was telling us that babies who are not breast feed when they are young will have the tendency of feeling insecure when they grow up.. hahaz! true.. now i know why i will feel insecure so easily le.. cause i'm not being breast feed when i was a baby! hahaz! interesting thing that i have found out.. CN lesson was as usual.. to practice on insertion of NG tube and and feeding.. i did tried once to practice today..

i feel that i have did better compared to yesterday.. but i kept forgetting to do handrub before and after procedure and forget to put down the cotside when i'm serving the patient.. aiyoz.. infection control fail ar! i just hope that i wont be so nervous tomorrow and can score well..cause i know i wont do well in the behavioural science test liao le.. ms zhao got high expectation on me.. she feels that i can do well.. i dont wish to disappoint her.. dont wish to disappoint mrs tang and mdm emily ng too! and wants badly to prove my parents wrong.. i want them to feel proud that even though i'm attached.. i still can do well in my studies..

and poor him.. because of me, he really working very hard.. 5days a week.. hais! see him like that i also xin tong cause i know he dont have the time to rest and sleep well.. must be very stressful like that.. somemore he only left with one more sem in school le.. and he's graduating.. sobx! actually this is the part i worry a lot.. i scare when he step out of the working society.. it will be more difficult for us to meet up.. and i'm afraid he will find me too childish cause i'm still schooling.. well.. shall not worry much.. just want to cherish NOW!

came home after i sent my brother's handphone for repair.. and had my shower and skipped my lunch.. cause i'm just pure LAZY and wants to SLEEP badly.. plus i want to LOSE WEIGHT! that's e crucial point.. hahaz! really like drowsy queen like that.. went to bed and woke up at 4plus to ring dear up.. first thing when he feel my voice.. he know i'm sleeping liao.. really tired.. and went back to sleep again! till about 6.30 when melvin called and woke me up.. he was asking if i'm meeting siyi or not.. cause it's her birthday today!! and ying hui's too! happy birthday sister! and my dearest daughter, yinghui..

after waking up, i was sneezing all the way.. feeling so terrible now.. and tomorrow is phase test! oh man! praying hard to do well! wish me all the best! smile=]

get to go liao.. still must iron my own uniform! take care my dear friends!