dragged myself out of bed today.. BLAME MYSELF.. cause i chatted with Chong till 1am plus this morning.. was talking about relationship stuff.. and thanks for your advice Chong! i know it's NO LONGER POSSIBLE.. so, i shall not think too much.. if not, it will sadden me FURTHER! set my alarm clock to 10am.. BUT, i dont seems to sleep enough! and thinking of waking up at 6 on monday makes me even more SIANZ! thank god my first 2weeks at AMK hospital, still quite near to my place.. and plus first day at work is at 8am for orientation.. so ya.. wont be that tough i guess..
woke up, showered and prayed.. then sat down at the sofa and watched tv before it was time for me to set off to SYC.. and i just feel like SLEEPING when i sat at the sofa.. left home at about 11am.. took 855 to Harbourfront.. then went to Vivo.. got myself a sausage to eat and went into Giant.. hoping to get my pen torch.. didnt get to see it selling there.. so i went off to SYC.. when i was about to alight from the bus.. it RAINS! gosh manz! i didnt had an umbrella with me.. luckily the rain isnt that heavy..
sms Eunice and ask her where is she.. as usual..LATE.. cause they havent have lunch yet.. so i went up to the meeting room.. and realised that it's not open yet.. so i went down again to get the staff on duty to open the door for me.. and i went in alone to chant.. and more and more YWDs came in.. even YWD Chief was there.. i was suddenly made the DOSHI.. and have to maintain kneeling on the knees.. and my ankle hurts.. cause of my old wound... stop chanting at about 2pm and went downstairs to continue to read the HR.. actually i finished reading it le.. just want to read it AGAIN hoping to learn new things..
left SYC with Eunice and Sin Bei (Adeline).. and we headed to Harbourfront MRT.. we saw the MRT at the platform.. and when we are about to go in, the door CLOSES on us.. only Sin Bei managed to get in.. Eunice almost become ROTI PRATA! luckily, i pull her out! SCARE me! we went to Outram and headed to City Hall to meet WeiZhong.. and he was EARLY.. didnt know where should we settle ourselves at.. and so we headed to Raffles City Shopping Centre..
and finally.. after searching.. we decided to settle at the Streets Cafe Restaurant.. it's a bit like Wang Jiao Cha Can Ting like that.. a bit Hongkong style.. and before we start our discussion, we ordered our food.. i had Ham and Cheese Toasted Sandwich with a cup of iced milk tea.. Eunice had Thick Toast with pork floss and butter, and a cup of iced milk tea.. Wei Zhong had a cup of Ju Hua cha and a thick toast with honey and butter.. and Wei Zhong is the FIRST guy i know will take picture of the food like GIRLS do before tasting the food.. LOLX! so FUNNY!=P
The THICK TOAST! really THICK right? like BEANCURD! *dots*
the ICED MILK TEA! i love the CUP!
my HAM and CHEESE TOASTED SANDWICH!
the prices are quite REASONABLE too! and thanks EUNICE and WEI ZHONG for the treat.. after the food came, we continue with our discussion.. well, this HR sharing is really giving me a HEADACHE! cause i really want to do it to the BEST! and that's why i am so AFRAID i dont have enough time to prepare cause attachment is starting on MONDAY! and not knowing my work schedule makes me UNABLE to plan my gakkai activities! *ARGH* we left Raffles at about 5.40pm.. and passed by Swiss Hotel and saw the label "Equinox".. and it reminds me eating there during one of my birthday celebration.. cant remember how old was i then.. but it also reminds me of what Ben Ben told me.. $317 hor! Eunice took the same train to me as she's heading to Toa Poyah.. and on the train, she ask me about my ex boyfriend..
hmmm.. and she asked how come we will break up and stuff.. she said the same thing Stella and Xueyun told me.. maybe it's Gohonzon's arrangement that things happened like that.. and i told her i always meet with this kind of guys or very possessive kind ones.. and she said out what i feel.. it's my KARMA in relationship.. i guess i need to chant really MORE! i decided to drop off at AMK after Eunice dropped off at Toa Poyah.. decided to go to AMK Hub's Fairprice Xtra to try my luck and see if i can get my pen torch.. and indeed, i got IT! i guess my daimoku today POWER! hahaz! got the wisdom!=]
this is the pen torch that got me CRAZY!
i really SEARCH up and down for this BLOODY thing! oops! sound vulgar! hahaz! and i took out my handphone.. and saw Ben Ben's missed call to me.. was just thinking dont know whether he finish his camp or not then he called liao.. tried calling him but he never pick up.. then when i was on my way home from AMK he called.. talked to him awhile and told about the pen torch searching incident.. and he say i STUPID.. why never thought of asking him to get for me from AH.. hais! how i know ar?! just never thought of you..
he's at Suntec.. and just now i was at City Hall.. hmmm.. NO fate.. never knock into each other.. just a short 10minutes chat.. and he hang up my phone TWICE! you GOOD lohz! do this to me! =P headed home.. on the computer.. actually, i should be typing the HR script.. not updating my blog.. BUT, i just feel SIANZ lahz! can my HOLIDAYS extend ONE more MONTH!? DREAM ON! hais! face the FACT that attachment is starting on MONDAY! saw Rosaline jie's blog entry.. CONGRATS on promoting to NURSE MANAGER! i'm so HAPPY for you!!=] 3meals are all BREADS and SANDWICHES today! i just feel that i dont have a PROPER meal today! stomach PROTESTING!
got to go type the script liao!! =]
tomorrow - going to Aunty Mun Kin's place to teach dance! =]
an OLD song to INTRO..
title: 忘忧草
让软弱的我们懂得残忍
狠狠面对人生每次寒冷
依依不舍的爱过的人
往往有缘没有份
谁把谁真的当真
谁为谁心疼
谁是唯一谁的人
伤痕累累的天真的灵魂
早已不承认还有什么神
美丽的人生
善良的人
心痛心酸心事太微不足道
来来往往的你我遇到
相识不如相望淡淡一笑
忘忧草忘了就好
梦里知多
少某天涯海角
某个小岛
某年某月某日某一次拥抱
轻轻河畔草
静静等天荒地老
just take it as 有缘无份吧！i can only blame myself! hais! :(
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