[ That a hero lies in you... ]

That a hero lies in you...

hasnt been blogging much the past few days.. working in IMH is TIRING.. not physically but mentally.. many many things happened but i was just too TIRED working alternate shift everyday.. am getting to know the patients better.. one thing that really make me so HAPPY is i managed to convince a patient to take his medication and is already discharged.. hope you get better..

lolx.. but it's quite SCARY when patients ask you if you are attached or ask for your number.. or compliment that you are pretty or something.. if we dont look at them as psychiatric patients, actually they also very poor thing.. maybe this is call KAMRA ba..

and one thing that makes a lot of my CP mates including myself really HIGH is that - the staffs there some quite HANDSOME! hahaz! even Chinese ones from China.. hahaz! my days at IMH are really much better than in AMK hospital.. i just smile and laugh non-stop! especially when our SSN Zhenyu tease us! hahaz! we are still in the midst of planning the party for this coming friday.. hope that it will be a successful one!!=]

did many meaningful things recently.. went down to donate platelets at SGH on tuesday after my shift work.. hope can save the uncle who is suffering from Leukemia.. and out of blue, Medy sms me and ask what happened to my blog.. lolx.. didnt know he reads my blog.. i think Woanlan also got read.. but they never tag.. so i didnt know if they got read or not.. lolx! scary:X

today, back in school for Nurses' day celebration.. really in HIGH spirit.. enjoyed my LAST Nurses' Day to the fullest! dance, skit, songs, band.. rocks to the fullest.. received invitation card from TTSH to attend Nurses got home and nap awhile.. then Ben Ben called.. he has been missing in action for the past 1 week.. till i told him i knew he is with his girlfriend, therefore i also dont bother to sms him.. i know this makes him feel BAD? kekez.. anyway, at least we will still tried calling me today when he's free.. SORRY if i make you feel bad..

been a bit troubled recently.. i know i wont bother about YOUR existence le.. just be HAPPY yourself and i'll be CONTENTED! i will continue to live my everyday HAPPIER and HAPPIER.. although thinking of YOU makes me cry myself to sleep.. but i know i have no rights to be sad.. cause, we are just pure friends after all.. i think i really one of a kind.. the person like me, but i dont like him.. and the guy i like, just dont have feelings for me.. Mr "F" has been bothering me with his sms recently.. and i just choose to IGNORE.. i know i am being BAD.. but i just dont want you to have any hope.. "NO HOPE NO DISAPPOINTMENT".. sorry if i have hurt you, Mr "F"....

love this song by Mariah Carey - Hero

Hmm
Theres a hero
If you look inside your heart
You dont have to be afraid
Of what you are
Theres an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Its a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh oooh
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But dont let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
Youll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you
Mhhh
That a hero lies in
You

tomorrow- discussion meeting at Angela's place:)


To HER: suddenly.. i felt kind of lost that so many things has been happening to HER.. when i heard what she said, my tears almost flow down because of her.. but.. i just envy her courageous spirit.. if it's me, i will be a total LOST.. some many things happened, and yet, she swallowing all these down on her own.. i really respect your decision to bear the consequence of what you have done and still staying strong.. dont forget that you still have my SUPPORT no matter what.. although i'm much younger than you, and might not experience that much as compared to you, i will be there to lend you a listening ear okie? you must jiayou and protect whoever you need to protect okie? dont forget there's still a SISTER here to support you! jiayou le!!:)