[ mixture feelings.... ]

mixture feelings....

have been working morning shifts for the past 3 days and it's making me really TIRED.. cause i have to wake up like 4plus 5.. and the WORSE thing is not getting enough sleep and the problem of being not able to sleep makes me really IRRITATED! i just go to work with a real bad mood at times! hais.. i just feel sorry for the patients for irritating me at the wrong time.. sorry patients..

today.. Sook Mun on afternoon shift.. therefore, nobody to fetch me to work.. therefore, have to wake up early and left my house earlier than usual.. my head is still aching and my nose is still sneezing.. i just feel so TIRED.. but thinking of working afternoon shift tomorrow makes me feel a little more HAPPY.. though i will still be on morning on friday..

managed to go for 1st break today.. a little bit happier.. hahaz.. and had my brunch with Lasmmi and Carol.. kind of bored.. cause my 4 bestie (Sook Mun, Huda, Puteri and Harvinder) not around.. cause usually they are the ones who can really make my day!:) back to ward and sleep for about 20minutes.. though it sounds a bit insufficient.. BUT, better than nothing..

then when Amanda came, we had a discussion on the friday's party.. i guess it really makes me so UNHAPPY.. but end up, we still managed to get things going.. we are cilivised people after all.. hahaz.. then saw my favourite SSN.. didnt wanted to talk to him.. but end up, he still talk to me.. just so JEALOUS! after hearing what she said about him.. shall not mention who is the she.. *sad sad*.. some unhappy incident happened to a cp group mate of mine.. just hope she is not traumatise about it..

after work.. went to NTUC and got a handful of things for the party this friday.. it's just so HEAVY till my hands are aching now.. havent start doing the reflection journal for the IMH posting.. i am dead this time round.. got to get it doing during this weekend:)

hasnt hear from Ben Ben for a few days le.. he is away for the FOC camp.. but i guess i will see ALL of them next friday for the VB thank you dinner and watch Olypmics together! *Hurray*!!!!! really looking forward to it.. BAD news.. my 3th week (18th-22nd august) back in ttsh will be scheduled as HOLIDAY! because of the stupid JCI.. and we are asked to replaced it from 6th-10th oct! attachment will finished on the 5th of sept.. then back to school for 2weeks.. therefore, i only got 2weeks holiday!!! really sianz half half! hais.. i am graduating liao still torturing me.. got to go pray and rest and watch tv!:)

tomorrow- will be on afternoon shift...