[ 想你是临睡的习惯! ]

想你是临睡的习惯!

was busy on the phone yesterday.. one after another.. first was Ben Ben.. then was Ms Chow.. then was Sakinah.. then Ben Ben again.. really felt so FRUSTRATED over the roster assigned for the NDP First Aid.. well, anyway, it's over liao.. so i shall not talk about it anymore.. slept at 12am this morning and wake up at 9am.. to prepare my dinner.. lolx.. cause will be working afternoon shift today.. and the food selling the canteen really is EXPENSIVE and not nice! if i dont eat well, i wont have the mood to work..

asked mom to cook more rice for me last night.. and i reheated the rice..then steamed some luncheon meat and use the oven to heat the popcorn chicken... that will be my SIMPLE dinner.. BUT, i know i will be happy eating it.. then, i went to shower and prayed.. actually, wanted to go down to buy my breakfast.. BUT, i am just LAZY after waking up so early.. so decided to cook maggi noodles to eat.. and put some mushroom and luncheon meat in!! =P

left work at 12pm.. the SUN is HOT! and i just feel like my skin is BURNING.. Mdm Yeo left early today.. and we are left with no teacher to take care.. must depend on experienced staffs to help us with our skills.. work is quite occupied today.. not really busy but just occupied.. chatting with patients, doing parameters, bringing patients to toilet, changing and turning.. and i did dressings today for one patient! =]

the AH MAs in my cubicle are just CUTE! and two of them are discharging tomorrow! so happy for them!! and today, i discovered a diagnosis that i never thought it will exist.. it's CA appendix, means appendix cancer.. gosh manz! appendix has not use to the body and yet such diagnosis exists.. really SUFFER for nothing.. guess this is call KARMA ba!=X

dinner break was at 6-7pm today.. there is some unhappiness for the breaktime.. everyone is hungry and are rushing to go for first break.. well, people just tends to be selfish at times.. dinner was with Puteri, Harvinder and Sook Mun.. we had a good time gossiping and laughing!! lolx!!! =P was looking through my CP log bok and was trying to write 11/07/08 and i wrote it as 11/09/08.. sept 11 is a day i hate.. cause it reminds me of ***... but i dont know why i will write this also.. had a great with Sook Mun today.. didnt know we got so much things in common!! =P

finished work only 9.20pm.. as Brother called us to his office for some teaching.. and my back just aches like mad! and i'm having a terrible flu.. stupid ben ben was saying me that how can i be a nurse when i am so weak.. thanks lohz.. this kind of BESTIE also have.. hais! misfortunate ar!=P kidding only!!=]

very tired.. got to go and sleep liao!! no plans tomorrow yet!! =P

a old song which i like NOW!

title: 想你是临睡的习惯

寂寞是临睡的习惯
习惯是一个人守着
冰冷的床和烟灰缸
没有你的孤单
想你在这样的夜晚
打开窗吹着冷风
故意把灯关上
试着想像你笑的模样
不懂我的爱在你生命
中占据多少份量
让你哭泣却是我心深处最痛的伤
最残酷的惩罚

i will never try to break your heart
我不愿这样
让爱情不由自主
陷入一场
两败俱伤的战
i will never try to break your heart
我真的不想
再面对没有你的寂寞夜晚
烟雾迷茫的孤单