[ 面包或爱情？ ]

面包或爱情？

on afternoon shift today.. was HAPPY that i can sleep in a bit later and turn in a bit late yesterday.. BUT, it was NOT really that good to be on afternoon shift on a MONDAY.. cause it's kind of boring.. what is needed to be done will be done on the morning.. like showering and stuff.. and i really HATE afternoon shift in this hospital.. cause of the breaktime i guess..

woke up really early today despite sleeping like about 11plus yesterday.. cause i forgetten that i havent iron my uniform.. so i woke up like 8.45am i guess.. iron my clothes.. showered, prayed and went down to buy my makan.. got home and realised my internet and cable tv is down.. cause Dad was away in Cambodia few days back and didnt pay the bill before setting off.. *diaoz*.. it's common.. Mdm Yeo on hospitalisation leave this week.. i believe we will have a hard time doing the skills.. and everyone will turn a bit out of control.. cause we are really like orphans now..

it's NORMAL that students tends to slack around when the powerful pair of eyes isnt around to stare and look! hahaz.. this is STUDENTS! as usual, we just talked to patients, bring them to toilet and help to serve dinner and stuff.. went for 1st break today.. and when i came back from the break.. took parameters for 2 cubicles.. happy! and think soon my manual BP will be very PPO!:)

an UNHAPPY day today i should say.. hais! i just dont understand why must be do things to make people happy and yet i myself is not happy? i'm really TIRED to be so ANGEL.. i also wish sometimes i can throw tantrum and give people an unhappy face that actually i know how to be angry.. it's not everything i must give in to you.. cause you hold the same status as me as well! GET IT STRAIGHT INTO YOUR BRAIN! ARGH!

hais.. one week only.. and i am TIRED le.. TIRED of being nice..

Title: 疼你的责任

每次你任性时说的一些话
你知道那有多伤人吗
但我顶多只气个三分钟吧
最后依然体贴的送你回家
有时想如果我不是一直让
你也许会懂得学着体谅
但是我完全无法硬着心肠
做得让你有一点难过失望
总觉得有疼你的责任
要你是最快乐最单纯的人
因为你让我的心变得丰盛
原来不奢望的变成可能
总觉得有疼你的责任
让你做最轻松最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一种信任
爱得了解包容
才算爱得完整


tomorrow - Morning shift! :(


answer: 我终究选择了面包..... 或许是我已觉悟了吧！