[ the fear of going back to school..... ]

the fear of going back to school.....

woke up at 5.30 today.. meet Ninie at yishun at 6.30am today.. the 969 we board was like so PACKED.. and no choice lohz.. have to stand all the way to tampines.. sim training at 8.30am today..

did role play today.. was asked to act as the EN.. the role play was fun.. BUT.. i think i kind of feel that i was a bit blur of what to do.. too many things on my mood recently.. this medical posting i had had make me really STRESSFUL.. just one day in the new ward has make me feel as though i have spent years there.. 度日如年! really SICK sia..

did transfer, discharge, pre-op care and post-op complications today.. wasnt in the mood actually.. dont even have the heart to do the reflective journal.. lunch was at cafe1.. did chicken chop and potato chips for lunch.. and saw Samaniah.. really HAPPY to see my yep family.. been like so LONG since i last see my yep family.. dont know how they are doin already.. many are graduating this march.. really HAPPY for them.. hope that they can go on for further studies..have a sudden fear of going back to school.. maybe because i'm still avoiding this fact ba.. this fact that cannot be changed..

home today at 4pm.. saw Daphne and Eili.. really miss Eili's laughter and jokes.. and Daphne.. really HAPPY to see her again.. very tired.. had my shower and went to Chong Pang.. need to grab a new pair of blank shoes.. and got one pair after looking for long at 19.90.. then went to da-bao dinner.. had mixed veggies rice.. then passed by a bubble shop.. so i bought chocolate milkshake and fries.. and saw that they are selling Ramily's burgers, nuggets etc.. hahaz.. this will be a good place for some snacks next time..

will be back in hospital tomorrow.. morning shift.. *SIANZ* ..


P.S. I MISS WARD 12D! misses Candy, Rosaline, Keng Li and Huiwen.... ^-^