[ YOU are sucking all my energy... ]

YOU are sucking all my energy.....

HOME today! i have decided to ROT home today again.. it seems like i didnt sleep well last night too.. and my TEMPER just gets BAD when i dont sleep enough.. mom left home early for work.. and dad went out too.. leaving me and didi home alone.. i had my brunch at about 12plus.. it's nasi lemak again.. as usual lahz.. chinese new year.. many shops not open so malay foods are the only choices if i dont wish to walk all the way out to Yishun Central.. and had my shower.. the weather is BAD as well.. making my TEMPER worse..

was having my shower when didi tells me he smells something burning in the flat.. and after looking up and down.. we realised that it was the electricity power box having a "chao da" smell.. and it's causing my ceiling to turn blank too.. my GODNESS! we didnt know what to do except for calling Dad and mom.. and called Meng 叔叔 for help as well.. and i called the Town Council and see what can be done for us.. and when the person came, we realised that what is within the flat is under the owner.. not the town council business.. this time die le.. all we can do is shut the whole main supply down and wait till Meng shu shu come to rescue us..

and for the past 3hours, i had a afternoon nap without a fan.. and i also dont know why i stil can cover myself with the blanket.. something must be WRONG with my mind.. lolx.. and Meng 叔叔 and Mun 叔叔 came with their friend.. and told us something is wrong with the wires and tell us better to get someone to change it.. ROT at home.. and my MIAGRAIN problem came looking for me AGAIN! really 要我的命! think i REALLY REALLY need to go for a CHECK-UP and find it what happened.. BUT, i'm WORRIED.. worried if something really happened to my health.. what should i do? i still got many dreams not fulfilled..

Mom called to ask us out for dinner.. but i didnt go.. really cannot TAHAN my headache till i just feel like DYING.. and the problem seems to be still bothering me.. sucking away all my energy.. making me feel so weak.. stand alone spirit.. this is what i need.. going to sleep early tonight.. tomorrow will be at 8D, 8-4pm.. meeting my new CP lecturer, Mr John Nah tomorrow.. looking forward to this posting.. let's see how sucky it can be.....