[ how would i feel if i were to be in this state? ]

how would i feel if i were to be in this state?

SECOND and LAST day at New Horizon.. cause tomorrow they wont be open so all the 16 of us were be OCCUPYING Amk Rehab.. think we will be able to turn the whole place UPSIDE DOWN! hahaz! woke up today.. as early also.. and today, mom's going to work.. so i'm not waking up alone.. had my shower.. and think my MOOD SWINGS today.. ya.. once every month.. BUT, not always lahz.. maybe because i got stomach cramp and have to move about a lot so i'm a bit AGITATED..

and what had took place yesterday hasnt seems to gone out of my mind yet.. 我还是很火! hais.. this is what FRIENDS are for ba.. but anyway, i dont wish to bring it up.. NO POINT too.. had the same stuff for breakfast today.. and i'm GLAD.. cause no one is late today.. and today.. the staffs seems more FRIENDLY.. at least they greet us good morning.. good enough liao.. anyway, we also staying there two days only.. not going to be 2years.. as usual.. assisted some patients to do some exercise and play board games and stuff.. a bit BORING.. but time seems to run faster today..

teacher came VERY EARLY.. she was there at 8.30am.. and we had a short debrief with Steven.. some of the AH MAs are really CUTE.. they joke and play with us.. and this ah ma of mine.. she's demented and she called me AUNTY! i'm like so HEARTBROKEN.. not as bad as losing someone i love lahz.. then she told me.. she said AUNTY is for not married women and MISS is for married women.. LOLX! she really BRIGHTEN my days... and she commented that my eyebrow has been shaped very NICE.. thanks ah ma! hahaz!^-^

had Mee Goreng, fish cakes and Bandung for LUNCH.. cant really finish the food.. too oily liao.. then continue to play with them.. then had another short debrief with Steven.. and he commented to me that he feel that only me and Kusham seems to be interested.. hais.. what to do.. different people think differently.. but was HAPPY that he PRAISE me for being keen to learn.. ya but i seriously dont like the staffs.. was thinking through when i saw these patients.. and thought..... if one day, i have such a condition like them.. how would i be feeling? how would i be reacting?

hmmm.. something good to think about.. Xianyun called.. and asked me to accompany her for shopping.. BUT, i didnt go.. REALLY SORRY about that.. too TIRED and too many things not done.. but anyway, i'm HAPPY! will see my COUSINS tomorrow! Reunion dinner at Maternal grandparents' house! Woohoo!~

Happy birthday Rosaline jie and Pinwen!! Amk rehab tomorrow! 8.30-12pm!