slept at 12plus yesterday.. was really ANGRY with Dad yesterday.. sometimes i just feel so UPSET and ANGRY seeing him... true enough.. if dont have him, i wont be here.. but i seriously dont see a need to be here.. so i dont need him.. all the misery, all the sufferings.. i know it's KARMA.. BUT.. WHY? why me? hais.. really AFFECTED.. see a reason why i always tell myself i dont need a MAN? it's because of Dad.. and i had enough of meeting with BASTARDS that have ruined my life...
woke up at 12pm today.. am having a terrible headache.. had my brunch after i did my morning prayers and took my shower.. plain slacking at home.. watching tv and stuff.. and keep rubbing ointment on my forehead and nose.. my HEADACHE isnt going away at ALL! what happened? hais.. am still thinking whether to attend the R.I.C.E project meeting or not.. cause i am really not feeling well.. hais.. but i am afraid if i dont go, i scare will affect their progression.. hais.. i am in a dilemna! =X
alright.. after thinking, i have decided to stay home and rest.. just hope that by tomorrow, i will be okie.. will be going back to SK tomorrow to help out for the Games Day.. and will be doing the calling again with Stella.. till date, we are at 75 people now.. going to take a rest:D
No comments:
Post a Comment