[ I HATE YOU!!!! ]

I HATE YOU!!!!!

today is school holiday as it's Teachers' Day.. therefore, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all TEACHERS!! stayed at home today as i was too TIRED after yesterday.. nothing better to do so decided to go online.. anyhow click and came to this blog of a friend..

i always thought you're one of the NICEST guy i ever met.. being TRUE and being SINCERE.. and i always feel that i was the one who didnt know how to cherish our time together.. only know how to bully you and stuff.. BUT, today, i know.. it's all a LIE! you are just another GUY!!!.. another one that makes me cry myself in front of the computer.. crying for no specific reason.. i thought you are being true and wanted so much to convince myself to accept you again.. BUT, it turns out to a hurting TRUTH.. why didnt you tell me about that girl? why didnt you let me know that you like her? maybe she's the type that suits you better ba..

maybe she's the one who can understand you better.. i was just a PAST that needs to be erase completely.. I REALLY HATE YOU! get out of my LIFE! GO AWAY from me pleasE! what is there so good to fight for her with your brother? is she that good? or are you just BLIND? from today onwards, i'll get you out of my prayers list.. NO more praying for your happiness! cause it's NOT WORTHWHILE at all~!

why become another person that tie my heart into pieces? why be another person that makes me that think that NO GUYS in this world can be trusted? why let me me find out the truth? why?

sometimes, love and hate is just a THIN margin....


P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOK MUN!! :)