[ EMO?! ]

EMO?!

kind of learnt a big lesson after Calvan's incident.. now then i realised that it doesnt mean you do volunteer work means that you will be kind at heart.. People do put on fake masks to hide their real self.. Just like what Mom said yesterday, "those who look decent might turns out to be wolves by nature.." and i guess i really MET one.. till i got nightmares for several night..

GOSH! i guess i really deserve it.. if not, i'll never learn my lesson.. i just trust people too easily.. i called that innocent and positive thinking of seeing each individual's good side.. BUT.. Mom called it NAIVE thinking.. well, that's just a thin margin.. lolx.. Guys out there, see this CLEARLY.. girls arent born to let you have fun, peace, laughter and joy de okie! so, think twice before you take action..

talking about reunion dinner for mooncake festival.. well, my family didnt really have any celebration or meet up for dinner.. Daryl's mom asked me to join them when i went to pass him the tickets yesterday.. but i turned him down, cause i went to meet mom.. like what aunty helen said to me yesterday.. ask me go find boyfriend.. lolx.. i would want it too lahz.. BUT, this time round, NOT any Tom, Dick, Harry.. BUT... someone whom i think can last till marriage.. one that is serious in everything he do and can gives me the sense of security i need..

i know it will come.. i know i wont have to search.. maybe he's already around, just that i didnt realise only.. just wait and while waiting... i am going all out for KOSEN-RUFU movements.. and also strive a path on my nursing career.. and not forgetting about my humanitarian works!! :D and also my dearest family and friends.. after so many things have happened, it has opened my eyes of seeing who are the ones who really cares for me.. for those who dont bother, i seriously dont give a shit now.. and for those who go all out to make sure i'm okie, i'm really grateful about it! i'll not forget you guys! thanks so much!! love you guys lots!! :D

a unknown guy popping out from no where just added me on facebook yesterday.. didnt know who's he.. but know his name familiar so i just approved.. who knows.. he's someone i dont know.. what to do.. just make friends lohz.. BUT, this time round.. i learnt my LESSON.. i'm a FAST LEARNER okie.. he asked me if i got boyfriend.. and i told him i have..lolx.. i just LIED to him! it's a WHITE LIE lahz.. just want to prevent myself from UNNECESSARY TROUBLES.. lolx.. and he asked for my number.. BUT, i didnt give.. like i say, i wont want my next boyfriend-to-be to be any Tom, Dick or Harry.. so yup.. just want to be more CAUTIOUS myself!! :D

tat guy is from NTU.. so i just helped NTU RCHN publisize.. i told him that they got blood drive in October.. ask him go support with his blood.. lolx:D dont know what's wrong with me.. think my miagraine and flu makes me a bit BLUR liao.. even my mood is kind of affected..

well, i'm just being EMO today..