Thursday, September 25, 2008

[ it seems like i OVER-ESTIMATED our ability... ]

it seems like i OVER-ESTIMATED our ability...

was awaken by Stella's sms this morning.. had set my alarm to 10am this morning when i went to bed at 12am.. well, i wanted to sleep in earlier BUT.. i guess my clock in my body has set a FIX time for me liao.. next week, i shall try to sleep more early and wake up earlier.. cause 2nd week of October, i'll be back in TTSH for one week.. oh ya, almost forgetten.. when i went to visit Grandaunt the other day.. heard that she's going home on the 7th of Oct!! feel so HAPPY for her.. after all the PT, OT, she can now sit up on her own with minimum assistance!! that's indeed a GREAT news right? :D

back to today.. Stella smsed to say that there's a Jay Gee Sales at Suntec City.. so, i woke up way before my alarm clock rings and went to get ready myself.. left home at about 10.30 and headed to City hall to wait for her.. then from Citylink, we walked towards Suntec City Convention Hall.. Woo! the whole area at City Hall just changed SO MUCH after the Ndp.. roadblocks, fencing everywhere.. at the Sale, saw many branded goodies.. Aldo bags, shoes, Adidas, Cartier watches, Levi's jeans etc... Stella got herself a pair of Levi's jeans and got her cousin a early birthday gift.. 2 t-shirts from Levi's too.. i got 怡怡 a top and a pants! it just look so CUTE! not from Levi's de.. cant remember the brand.. but it's a BRANDED one..

then after which, we headed to Marina Square and i got my brunch from Burger King.. then we took Mrt from City hall to Bedok.. LOLX.. today, Stella got an EYE-OPENING that i can GOBBLE my food down so QUICKLY.. no choice lahz.. i'm always rushing.. rushing for meetings and stuff.. i'm used to it liao ever since i took up Nursing.. actually, it's not a good thing cause you will grow FAT easily.. from Bedok, took bus28 to SK.. on the bus.. met with some EDUCATED BARBARIANs.. gosh! they are just so INCONSIDERATE! just by thinking of them makes my blood BOILS! =X

reached SK at about 2.30pm.. cool down awhile and talked to Mrs Tay.. then we started our calling.. everything you do wont be always smooth-sailing.. just like our calling today.. if it's smooth-sailing, we wont feel the SATISFACTION at the end of the day.. from 38people last night to 72 people today! almost DOUBLE! lolx! another EYE-OPENING for Stella today.. she heard how i tried convicting people like Jun Hao to come down and help.. and ask Weihan not give Wei min any choice to make.. lolx! i learnt all this through my PROFESSION.. getting in contact with patients and convicting them to eat medicine, convicting patients to eat well, rest well.. convicting patients' relatives on accepting patients' conditions.. convicting the Staffs through our efforts.. everyday's work is convicting.. lolx! i really appreciate Nursing a lot.. cause i really learnt a lot..

learnt to forgive and forget.. though to some extent, i am still a human, i still hold grudges and hatred.. learnt to thank, learnt to appreciate, learnt to cherish..... etc.... through the calling today, hear from Aloysius that Ariel left home for few days le.. really worried how is she doing now.. nowadays kids just cannot be controlled.. left SK at almost 7pm.. went to Bedok Interchange to meet 秀娟姐 to pass her 怡怡's clothes that i have got this morning.. then we had dinner together and she showed me videos she took for 怡怡.. i cant deny she's plain CUTE! her " 要, 不要" can really make us LAUGH like MAD! i shall visit her next year when i graduate..

back home.. and came online.. intend to check my mail and stuff.. Chong came to talk to me and ask me about ***'s girlfriend's blog tag thing.. well, i shall make a DECLARE here.. I DIDNT TAG HER though i know of her blog link and read her blog entries before.. if i were to, i SWEAR i will put my name on it.. i shall admit this, i know of your presence and know you know of mine.. and i know you are affected after reading my blog.. i wont blame you for that.. cause i have been through what you are going through.. it's not easy to accept someone who you didnt know exist in this same atmosphere of yours and appeared before you did.. it's not easy to maintain a relationship too.. and i know i have no comments to say anything about you and ***.. i know you know best what should to done to your own happiness.. that's just what i want to say.. and Chong, dont disappoint me by questioning me again.. maybe the ME last time might do such things.. but not NOW okie!

going to bed.. meeting Fazli and Mdm Tan at 9.45am at AH tomorrow.. and CFG last combined rehearsal tomorrow night! :D and one more thing.. THANK YOU STELLA for all your efforts today! it's you who made the FIGURE possible today!!! love you lots!! =] JIAYOU le!!!:D

i wanted that to be my blog title though i know today the FIGURE has made a DIFFERENCE and i shouldnt be saying this anymore.. but this words not only is talking about the SK incident.. but to my Red Cross side too.. in many ways of my life, i feel i over-estimated my own ability and those around's..... *REFLECTION*



LASTEST pictures of my LOVE - 怡怡


She's ONE year old NOW! :D


秀娟姐 and 怡怡 - they do look ALIKE!:D

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